- Yuu/MC was an up and coming idol back in "real" world
- However, slowly succumbed to the toxicity and pressure of being perfect in the public eye
- Struggles with taking medication-too much of it (doesn't connect the fact that taking too much will harm her, she just wants to "feel better quick") constant breakdowns in private, filled with self doubt, and overall sense of a loss of identity
- forgot what it felt like to be at ease and confident in their image and performing without the underlying pressure and watchful eyes of those around her
- during one of these breakdowns, she goes out in the middle of the night to breathe, wants space
- before leaving a hotel room where she was staying before the night of a performance, took too much of the recommended amount of anti depression medication to quickly get over her nerves
- unfortunately, taken multiple pills and feeling dazed, loses sense of surroundings and falls down a steep hill in the park forest and hits her head on a rock
- from here on she is in a coma
- but while she's in a coma, she is transported to twisted wonderland
- when she gets there, she has no memory of that night
- in fact has no memory of the struggles she felt recently at her work (idol life)
-almost amnesia like where that trauma of her idol life is erased from her head
- her current mind set is from when she first began her idol life
- the excitement of performing in front of hundreds of people, only seeing those who cheer her on, feeling confident and excited to wear different outfits, being invited to events, meeting new people, feeling passionate about singing and dancing, wanting to be a great performer
- she is there to not only help prevent/overcome the overblot of the housewardens, but to slowly uncover her struggles (memories) and finds ways to overcome them
-instead of the movie flashbacks, they will be flashbacks of her what she forgot
- slowly gain her memory through certain interactions with characters that will provoke her
- comments from those who would over-blot that would provoke her would trigger memories
-actions of hostile characters will trigger memories
- will discuss substance abuse, suicidal thoughts, promote mental health
- want to include romance, but slowwwwwburn
- mainly form close friendships that will support her and help guide her in making the right decisions for her well-being
- romance will only be physical touch like holding hands, hugs, kisses (but not on the lips)
-Grim will be a huge factor in helping her become more confident in herself
- unknowingly, grim will say many words of encouragement to her in spite of what others will/have told her
-will use singing as a way of coping
-will perform many times throughout the story, but will reflect her mental state
-being the only girl there will impact the way she feels about herself, self-image
-will remind her of the pressure she felt
- certain people will help her in overcoming her struggles
- freshmen will actively do things with her that will lift spirit/help take her mind off of certain thoughts
- 2nd years will be more open to talking to her about her thoughts and will also do things to help her feel better about herself
-3rd years (and certain 2nd years) will be more attentive towards her well-being and actively guide her through certain obstacles in her mental state
- teachers will pay more attention to her since she is the only girl there, and notice her anxiousness in the school, they will check up on her whenever she's feeling down
- her time there will end after malleus overblot
- will vaguely include certain events like fairy gala, Halloween, haunted wedding, wish upon a star, and masquerade
- will learn she is in a coma which will lead to her decision of whether or not to stay or leave
- once mc learns to cope with her stresses, starts to feel confident in herself, will wake up and go back to her life
- will have three endings
   1. mc feels confident enough to return to her life, will wake up and go forth to improve herself, leading to a successful career in which she creates music inspired by her time in twisted wonderland
   2. is mentally okay, but doesn't want to leave behind the life she's made in twisted wonderland (is a sign she's not fully mentally ready to face her old life, too scared to go back and possibly revert back to how she felt before, feels that the relationships she's made there have helped her)
   3. Wanted to stay in twisted wonderland, too scared to go back to her old life, but is suddenly forced to wake up from her coma due to her body being forcibly waken up in the real world, when she realizes that she's been taken away from twisted wonderland she tries everything to go back, after looking for different ways to go back it eventually leads to her death, showing how obsessed she was to go back to a "fantasy", a world where she thought she would be okay in when in reality was not the answer for her