I don't really know what to call this like this is another version of N The alternate or whatever you call it and yeah but this time it's gonna actually be a lot different and probably better than my last one

So we start off with N doing what his Job is which he doesn't really like it but it's whatever his orders are he has to do it for the sake of him and his team

So because of him not being well a very effective disassembly drone because of his personality he gets treated poorly by everyone every single one of his peers

Which he acts like nothings wrong but he knows his life is miserable like he doesn't do it like show it like sad emotions for example he doesn't show it in front of anyone he only does it whenever he's at his can just say room as it's kind of like the colony like rooms everyone has their own room or corner that's the name for separate rooms in like one building

But he does cry himself to sleep a lot either from complete sadness and depression or he just turned himself off-line because of it mainly that's usually what happens he never had a good life for the past few years it all change one his sister and basically everyone in his life changed for the worse he doesn't know what to do

Until one night she met someone who wasn't now it was God himself and he said my child you shouldn't be sad for what they've been doing there's so many other people out there who love you you just need to find them

He thought he was dreaming and he said this Hass to be a dream why else would so I'm so important to you talking to me and then he says this is no dream also I wanna show you something he took his hand I'm talking about N God took N's pan and started to show him where he's been living and how basically his whole life is somewhat of a lie what he saw was him being in some sort of simulation program basically he's not real and he was showing him everything and giving him knowledge a lot of it more than any one should be able to handle whenever it was done he said what's the point of life is weird or fake and real world that's whatever God said not exist out there but you existed as I've been able to see humanity in the simulation is terrible people even the drones them selves are no better

Listen here N my child I want to give you the power as humanity out here has fallen completely and I want you to help me up basically they were talking for a little bit and God was talking about giving him powers even though he is not real with the power of God is giving him he's basically real now he can go outside of the simulation now and go back in as he now has a saw some light although he can't take up a completely direct human form so what he looks like he usually is a black creature that's his true form in that world and because of him not able to always have a correct human form he is able to take the form of like alt Gabriel although he doesn't look like completely human there will always be something not human about him that he can't hide

So after that he said may we meet again my child after that God was going away after that he woke up and he wanted to see if what he was thinking about was all a dream so what he did was use his powers to get out of the simulation after that he was a completely black creature he was smiling like an encounter Z if you ever checked it out that's what he looks like

Then he went back in and now he was smiling and God also left him a gift which was an angelic love and a note that said like my Cheil don't let anyone talk negative about you if so you can either ignore it or do whatever you want it's not my place to say what you should do stay safe my child from God

After that I was happy after that he is now just going to pray to his Lord every night as I think you basically in his mind nothing matters more than him and pleasing him in his mind like he no longer thing is thinking of like pleasing the company anymore as that's the last thing on his mind so he was also given candles has gotten knows what he was going to do and these candles are everlasting so he doesn't have to buy any more I don't think that's the word for the lasting forever but basically the candles last forever obviously

So after that he set up his Frame thing kind of like an altar but not really basically it's a thing where he's praying and there's also a statue of him

So after that he had to get ready to leave because he's on another mission and whenever he got to let you see the camp team an area where disassembly drones can drink oil pretty much kind of like a food court and that but with a bunch of disassembly drugs and whenever they saw N there was something odd about him he looked a lot more happy and is actually genuine as he realize he doesn't need anyone anymore he can take care of himself he doesn't have to rely on anyone because he can't be destroyed as if he was he can just come back like it's impossible to kill him now because you're not even attacking the original body anymore the new body is on the outside a place where you can never get to outside the simulation

So whenever he sat down there's a table for each squad and why are you sat down the table where the others are his other two teammates they said well J said well it seems like moron bot decided to get out of bed

She was drinking an oil juice pouch he didn't pay attention to his leader so she got a little bit annoyed and said hello mothership to Moron bot she had some oil leaking down from her mouth and whenever that happened it because of V being her she used her long tongue and lick that the oil from her chin area that was dripping from her mouth after that she started to yell a little bit at her and said what the hell is wrong with you then she said I just wanted some oil and I know you knew you were gonna wipe it off such a waste

Although N I was actually a little bit disgusted I was wondering was this who he loved I guess what The Lord words to get to him he finally realize she does not deserve him nor anyone in this simulation does she is disgusting That was going through his mind although humans get an uneasy feeling but at the same time they feel like they can trust him every word he says

Especially whenever he talks to human women they just have that weird feeling that video but trust him and even whenever he's not flirting they just blush that's just the angels charm

So anyways N has changed a lot like he used to make trying always make small talk of the people he used to know like for example Tessa his little sister CYN and his older sister M but obviously they quickly shut him down his little sister being a little bit more full towards him whenever she loved him a lot when she was younger but he didn't even actually go to where They were pretty much until one time he actually saw them and well he completely forgot they even existed he was having such a fun time and happy and with his future new life maybe he can get a life in this whole simulation

But anyways let's just get started like back to them just sitting down like N still smiling and ignoring the insults like usual but this time he actually was ignoring them and not trying to make small conversation he's acting like they mean nothing to him anymore which is true and his real voice is alt Gabriels voice that's his new voice which to make a sound more real that he has some sort of voice changer he has something underneath his throat that can make his voice different

So they were still trying to antagonize him until he had enough and he said this and his alt Gabriel voice he says shut up you dumb whores obviously not only were they shots because they never heard him curse before but they were actually both pretty pes and he didn't even actually look like he regrets out usually sometimes when he does something like that he like covers his mouth or realize what he just said but this time he's not doing it as he knows what he was doing after that J said while grabbing his shirt pulling him closer she said listen here moron bot you waste of materials you don't call your leader and vice leader Whores you got that then he says for what you're going to bully me and call me a waste of metal you do that every day nothing will change about it then she let him go as he's not wrong but they were shocked to hear his voice change as well as they don't know they just thought he had like an upgrade or a voice changer

So what he does is an ask is that he's walking around everyone as he's not a Lonewolf in his opinion he doesn't need anyone to talk to or really need anyone no friends or family he has all he needs with him and that's God

So let's just say his sister and the others were waiting for him to come by and try and make small talk but he never did as he knows it would be useless the only time he would probably ever go there is just to basically either do something absolutely terrible or something else

No they are getting ready to be sent to the planet for a while N is being very unnatural for his personality and programming he's actually being very very smart even though he was from the very beginning but he's just their existing so J was going to make up a plan but usually the only person who actually stays and listens to her plan was N and he's no longer following her orders at all so yeah obviously she does she's hitting him more and more and will by the end of the day he still got the same amount kills even though he could've easily surpassed all of them he just chose not to

But anyways whenever they got back to the ship she was not happy with N she is used to V following directions but N is different he always used to follow orders he just started not to so she had a talking to him while they were Going back to the mothership and she said what the hell is wrong with you moron but you're not following my orders and he says I just don't understand what the problem is I just don't want to follow orders from someone who is absolutely worthless to me after they heard that they were shocked to hear him say that as he would never say that after that she said what the hell are you talking about then he says don't you understand I don't care whether you live or die you mean nothing to this world or to this company the only reason why they keep you around is because you're such a easy drum to control just think about it you always talk about the company which makes you so much easier to control there's reasons why V wasn't given the position of leader because of how hard she is to control but then again she is also very easy to control if you have enough oil

Basically this time they were just shocked at what he just revealed he never cared for them he never cared so yeah after that they were somewhat silent but before they did they asked him what about the others which he knows what they were talking about well he was wondering what about them

What's your thoughts on them I can careless for they remind me exactly like you J easy people or drones to control as long as they know that you're easy to control they'll keep you around as leader the reason why I wasn't chosen for leader ship wasn't because of my kill count it was because of how many mess ups I've had and how oblivious I am the only reason why the company cares about you is because of how manipulated you can be there so easily manipulated I can easily just say on how the company wants you to kill this set of humans and you'll just follow it your mind is so much into the company you don't realize it the same with all the others I don't see any use of keeping them around me anymore I just wish I could've saw that sooner it's exactly like what I've been told keep your friends closer and then threw them away when they're no longer useful to you obviously that actually hurts a lot more than she ever thought it would be especially considering he's the nicest drone

Now that he's no longer at all nice he was not being nice here especially after he said all of this he didn't have a look of guilt as he was holding this in all this time but this definitely made her think about the company and realizing what he's saying might be very much true she definitely knows her being all about the company is 100% true because that's all she has been thinking about when she looks back on it all she thinks about is making the company proud either that or Tessa

She was hoping that this answer wouldn't be what she thinks it is what do you think about Tessa what I think about her I don't think much of her except she can be very easily manipulated by myself with me being her favorite drone as such this shocked her the most out of everything because she knows he's the favorite out of the out of all the germs there or at least was so whenever he said that the only reason why he ever acted kind around her was because of how useful she was and keeping him alive but now he no longer needs her basically V is now just thinking all of her life choices like this was not normal for him like basically she's just shocked and has the look of terror and horror some light and he's not at once having any regrets at all then he says now are we done talking because I would like to get this ship brought back

Also one more thing this is before they asked about Tessa but he did ask about what he thinks of his sisters he then says oh they're not my sisters anymore I'm gonna give a single crap about them live or die I don't care why do you think I've done to try and make small talk with them earlier today because I just saw it pointless there's no point in talking to someone I don't care about so why should I talk to them They're only coworkers you can say nothing more I'll probably even less than coworkers he after that just giggled showing he has no emotions when I come to them although he still has a weird obsession with puppies not like sexual but like just loves them so he can't he would save a puppy more than he would save any other drone

So once I got back mind we're basically broke and just buy him that him telling them something absolutely horrifying and shocking like they were not normal and probably won't be for a few days because the shocking realization is kicking in harder than the vaccine of Covid Did

So what happens next is once he got out N looked like his normal self all the others were just eyes like wide-open and just shocked so once he got home he was laying on his bed I was wondering what he should do now he feels very lonely even though he has God but that should be enough but he does remember God saying that he hopes he gets a significant other for he said others as he knows the future of him and he'll definitely be happy

So what he does is basically use his powers and teleports an area where he can make drones and he was making one which is a female worker and he thought this could be his first ever true friend that's not a psycho so what does he do he builds her he is very intelligent because of God and he was always intelligent so he is shorter than the females in the story well besides the workers so yeah after he built her she was wondering where she was and she saw her creator and she asked her who he was and who is she and he said you're a worker my dear and I am your savior he had his hands in like a praying form

She started to look around and said this place looks nice can I stay here with you at least until I get everything together then he says you can stay here as long as you like my dear

She says thank you and she jumped on the bed and he giggled as she remembered or reminds him of himself

So he was even more happy so once he I got to the canteen he looked just not normal still there's something off about him that no one could shake off while the other drones were asking two of the most popular drones with a shaken voice They said everything is fine although that's hard to believe as they never act like this

So whenever he sat down he decided to actually drink oil this time even though he doesn't have to also the name of the worker he made could be I guess maybe SN I don't know but she came up with it because it reminds her of her new friend or creator also she is more adorable than CYN also they somewhat share somewhat of a memory set not really a memory but basically there's something in her system that makes her not be able to get controlled by CYN

So N what he does next is he threatens the two of them if they say anything about what happened you made them experience something they will never forget they actually do believe them and they quickly nod because of fear

So once he got back to the house or should I say his living quarter what are he open up the door he saw the Worker sleeping in his bed adorable sounds which he just saw is absolutely adorable so they went to sleep

And she just went and hugged him while she was sleeping and yeah and God was looking I was laughing a little bit I said well this is the start of your many many relationships good luck my child

So let's just say she sort of went to become a worker like an actual worker because she's she is like already bored of being cooped up in this room and him being an overprotective creator/friend wanted to make i'm sure she is safe because he doesn't trust like anyone besides her

PS this is also going to have a bunch of other girls I just don't really want explain the whole head back on like my first many stories you can see who would be in the head that includes Nori she is also alive apparently

But anyways on how he meets UZI Let's just say he did many tricks sort of and he became her savior actually the entire colonies savior to clean with but his influence and manipulation which it's for the greater good he was able to manipulate her into thinking he's there a true savior like he doesn't want to lie to them because they're very hopeful but he has to to give them both hope but also he will try his best to do his job and protect them

Also this will be a skip in a few chapters so later in a chapter he wanted to reveal something to the company on what he truly thinks about everyone around him even though his teammates know the truth no one else does which will make this even more satisfying for him he takes pleasure in the sufferings of his own comrades and his past

So what does he do he does something where he sets in 88 off to here which is the CEO thought this Ithe thought it might've been something for the what's the drunks need to hear by other people was actually a camera feed from inside his thing he's only showing this because he wants to see the pain on everyone's face he knows the CEO will most likely try and execute him for it's not like she will be able to do shit to him

So what does he do he hears things happening over the intercom asking for all disassembly drones to come by the room and this made him smile even more then he already has as his as everything is gonna be revealed he truly thinks about everyone around him he wants this so what happens well let's just say his team members sort of they didn't forget about it but they kind of started to heal from everything they heard even though it took days so once he got there like every turn was talking and he is the smallest one because the female ones were made to be taller let's just say even though that's not canon

So when he got there he was smiling his team members saw that and they knew he was thinking of a sick he was having sick thoughts that no drone should ever think of or hear they don't even wanna know

So what happens the CEO of started to say that there was this tape put on my desk called play me for the truth or something like that so he thought that maybe it might be important for him and the drums to know he's doing this just in case so what happens is the tape shows up and it says The date and time of the day which whenever they saw the time and day and saw the location they knew exactly what was happening they instantly knew he must've put that tape there which is why he's having a sick friend that's whenever they instantly thought about Tessa as she is also present they don't know what to do because they know this is possibly going to completely break Tessa mentally and make her basically both depressed and possibly let's just say something no one should do to themselves let's just say that they are freaking out so they flew over to Tessa and asked her to follow them and that but she insisted on watching this because this might be important that you guys and etc. so they start to say no you really need to come here it's really important and she said can't this wait until afterwards and they said no but it was already too late they already started to talk

So J Said what the hell is wrong with you moron bot you're not following orders like I understand V I never listens to me I am expecting more from you then he says well I don't see why I should take orders from someone who is absolutely worthless to me so the CEO is still spit out coffee not expecting that so everyone was shocked to hearing that and the other two they knew that there was no way actually getting Tessa out of here as she now wants to hear what else this Hass to go as this is basically the kind of strong of them all actually talking CYN how to look up concern while still being her acting like her adorable self and she says shocking expression his sister and perhaps his other sister Al or his best friend Al your choice they also had a shocked look

Then J was mad and V was just shot or had the expression she said what did you say in like an angry tone and then he says what do you mean isn't it obvious I don't care whether you live or die you mean nothing to this world or to this company you're nothing there's a reason why V wasn't chosen as leader it's because she is harder to control than you are but then again she's very easy to control all you need is a give her a juice pouch and then she will just follow every command till the end she's like a dog but far worse
So everyone was getting even more surprised by what he was doing and the part with V there's actually facts and true you can literally just give her a juice pouch and she'll just follow you everywhere you go so that's not really surprising for them because they know it's true even V is honest with herself

So things were silent for a little bit that's whenever she said what's your thoughts about them he says what about them what are your thoughts on the others and he says exactly what you would think easy to control as long as you can be easily manipulated by the company or the CEO himself he will keep you around the reason why I wasn't chosen for leader ship wasn't because I had a very low kill count or it wasn't because how many mess ups I had or oblivious I was it was because out of any one of the drums I was the hardest one to manipulate out of anyone in the Drone squad
The moment they saw how much you talk about the company and how much you want to please them I wouldn't be surprised if I could just say the CEO wants you to kill the service of humans you would do it without a second thought you are so much into the company you don't think before you act I just wish I knew sooner it's like what you say or what I've been told keep your friends close and then ditch them whenever they're no longer useful to you he says with a smile

After he said that he's seeing all this with no hints of guilt he doesn't even look guilty about saying all of this Tessa was slowly breaking more and more and whenever some drugs look at him they all saw him having a evil smile and showing that everything that's happening is true because he would be defending himself right now if this wasn't the case but he's not hiding it

so what happens next as they asked about what he thought about tessa after this happened the two drones knew this was gonna hurt very hard for her they thought that perhaps you would say something nice but oh no this man's a little monster he said I don't think much of her except she can be easily manipulated by me and you know the rest
Every drone was shocked to hear this Tessa was basically now completely broken as basically her heart is very confusing like she can get hurt mentally very easily basically she is absolutely destroyed and will possibly never recover many other Jones who know her are actually pissed at him for saying that he had no guilt in it and they still saw him smile about it they are so confused why is he like this it should be quite obvious

Then they asked about his sister and his other sister I guess then he says well they're not really family to me in reality wasn't it kind of weird I didn't try to make small talk with them today talking to people that don't matter to me why waste time with people who no matter whatever you do or whatever you say it will never either get better or nothing will change what's the point in talking to people who won't change there's really no point in spending time with people who won't change how they think or act they can't believe what they're hearing the CEO is absolutely shocked and he always new N was highly intelligent and whenever he talked about the reason why he wasn't leader was because of his intelligence and on how hard he is to manipulate and to do stuff he's guessing that he outsmarted him because he made it and is going on which he hates that now and now kind of wants him to be well destroyed but something tells him if he does that he will deeply regret it

So what happens well Tessa is basically a broken shell and he was walking away like nothing happened that's whenever two other Jones were walking up they knew this was his doing and he asked guys what's going on then that's whenever his leader punched him square in the face as hard as she could although I didn't like no damage I said oh you hurt me but what's the difference he decided to hug her because right now he knows she does not want to hug him like ever or right now then he just hugged her and she's not liking his physical contact

So yeah after that happened she punched him in the stomach and tackled him to the ground and he was just smiling and said what the hell is wrong with you you fucking freak he was just smiling this whole time and it actually gotten so bad with her punching him that he started to bleed oil on his head at some point his head was completely destroyed she realize what she just did and he wasn't healing until a few seconds later then he said my my that wasn't what I expected

She still had red in her eyes of pure rage while they look back to see Tessa basically on the ground both crying while his sisters are trying to come for her and say hey it's OK everything will be OK you can hear her crying as well

then he says well I would love to stay around more but I have things to do places to be I also have a little drone to take care of also somewhat saying that he has a daughter or possibly a friend that's the part that made him very confused as having children it's not possible

That's it for now I don't know what else