"Maybe I should stop considering you're feelings and consider my own" she says looking away...I'm sure at that moment, every ounce of peace I could have held flew out the window as I resorted to anger.. "WHEN HAVE YOU EVER CONSIDERED MY FEELINGS? HOW I FELT! DONT SAY THAT LIKE YOURE SOME KINDA SAINT FUCKING BLESSING ME, SPARING ME OF SOME SHIT! You cause me the MOST fucking EMOTIONAL AND MENTAL TRAMA any ONE person could receive from ANOTHER." I screamed turning my back to her as I paced in circles I laugh a bit at my hysteria "like don't even get me started on "trying to consider ones feelings" you're a walking heartbreaker who honestly just doesn't give a fuck." I said bluntly as I turn to her. "You?! considerate of my feelings?! That's a gracious title my love but it ain't one you can hand yourself." I pointed out as I rubbed my temples feeling more anger falling forth. "Oh news flash, you wouldn't care if I stoped talking to you. You wouldn't bat an eye. You're so quick to block me. BLOCK ME. But don't dare LIE " i pointed directly in her face, feeling the tears coming "and say that you were ever considerate of my feelings because you..YOU are the very reason I'm CONVINCED I will NEVER be good enough for ANYONE. You did that!" I choke out as tears run down my checks. " I was fine before I started trying to love you, you can't just stop and move on when there was something there deeper then words i was fine before I started drinking! I..." I was breathing heavy...but she stayed silent...why was I wasting my time again... she hasn't cared in all this time...I sighed picked up my phone and I left...

That's all you can really do when you meet people like her. You let them be.. and it's a quite painful lesson to learn