It's coursing through me. I clench my fists and grind my teeth. I can't control it anymore. I'm about to explode. You better run, you better hide, because this anger is directed towards you. My teeth are pressed down on my lips. I can taste the blood. My fingernails are digging into the skin of my arms. I'm trying to contain it, but I don't think I can for much longer. You've pushed me past my breaking point. This was the straw that broke the camel's back. After everything I've ever done for you, what do I get in return? Nothing. You've never given me anything in return. I've done more for you then you will ever know. You've hurt me and broken me. You've left me wishing that I could leave this world behind. But I didn't leave because I realized how much I need to prove you wrong. You have no clue how how hard I have tried to be there for you even when you have never been there for me. And yet you say you were there. So answer me this. Where were you when my parents began to fight? Where were you when my world fell apart? Where were you when I cried so much my tears dried up? You have no clue what I'm talking about because you weren't there for any of it. 

I feel the anger boiling in my veins. I feel it taking control. You better run. You better hide. 

Peace for now. Stay alive. 

8/13/18