"Help! Anyone please help!"

"Anyone please!"

Taehyung's usual days started and ended like a normal college student; going to school in the morning, attending his part-time job during the late afternoon, and going home at 9 PM, often forgetting to eat. Well, this wasn't his usual day.

(5 hours ago)

The orange-haired boy sighed as he dropped his whole body on a park bench. Fuck do I really have to go to work today? Taehyung groaned. He placed his arms on the bench backrest and threw his head back, almost letting his eyes roll to the back of his head from exhaustion. Today was just total... shit. All Taehyung could think of were the papers that were gradually piling up and how he hasn't seen his boyfriend in weeks because of it.

"Why? Just why?" He sighed, wondering why the man up above wasn't cutting him some slack, he's worked hard both in college and his job, the only thing that was going right for him was his boyfriend, Jungkook.

After a few minutes of sulking, Taehyung's phone started to ring, making him jump from his seat. Who is it now? Taehyung let out another groan as he really didn't want to be bothered during his break, but his eyes immediately perked up when he saw that it was Jungkook calling.

"Yoboseyo? Jungkook?"

"Tae! When can we meet? We barely see each other anymore. I miss you." Taehyung can feel Jungkook pouting on the other side of the phone and it honestly just relieved a little bit of stress in him—he's finally talking to his boyfriend.

"Babe, I'm so sorry, college has really just been beating the shit out of me. I honestly just wanna disappear but being able to talk to you right now's made me a li'l bit happier."

"Then why don't we meet right now?"

Taehyung was a bit surprised and looked around wondering where Jungkook may be coming from, but he can't see him anywhere, until—

"Boo!" The orange-haired boy jumped from his seat, heart racing, and miraculously, saw the grinning boy he's been wanting to see for so long in front of him. Although he was longing to see him, he immediately slapped the younger boy's head as compensation for the childish trick he just pulled, to which he immediately winced to and said, "Ow!!"

"You scared the shit out of me! What the fuck is wrong with you?"

Jungkook pouted, plopping himself down on the space beside Taehyung. "What? I thought it'd be funny considering your mood was so gloomy earlier. You should be thanking me at this point."

Taehyung rolled his eyes and leaned back into the bench, looking at him suspiciously. "How'd you even know I was here?"

"I followed you." Jungkook sheepishly said and scratched his temple. He knows that Taehyung wouldn't like what he did, but he knew he wouldn't be able to spend time with Taehyung if he asked where he is; he knows that the orange-haired boy has a tight schedule.

"Surprising me and stalking me like that? Should I even forgive you?" He teased while crossing his arms and moved a few centimeters away from Jungkook.

"Okay~ I'm sorry. I just really wanted to see you." Jungkook pouted and wrapped his strong arms around Taehyung and kissed him on the cheek. "Don't be mad at me anymore~ Look I even brought you your favorite." Jungkook said while holding up a plastic bag full of food and drinks. "Let's have a date right here, even just a few minutes. I'll bring you to work after." Taehyung smiled and kissed him back.

The two boys talked about what had happened to them during the times they haven't been able to see each other, and Taehyung just noticed how much he missed his boyfriend. It's not easy being apart often, complicatedly because their love language is quality time and physicality.

"I missed you a lot Jungkook." Taehyung blurted out, a little bit flustered, but he didn't regret saying it; his honest words made Jungkook smile.

"I'll bring you to work."

The boys cleaned up and Jungkook went looking for a trash can and a comfort room because he drank too much juice pouches. As Taehyung scrolled through his phone, he noticed that the park was kind of deserted, so two men in black suits immediately caught his attention. Taehyung didn't think much of it, but still stayed cautious. As the guys were getting closer, he noticed from his peripheral vision that he made a hand signal, and it suddenly made him anxious. Before he could turn his head around, his mouth and nose were engulfed with a white cloth that seemed like it'd been drenched in chloroform.

Fuck. Taehyung struggled and tried to scream but the cloth was thick and with the addition of the person's hand, all his screams were muffled. The two suspicious guys from earlier ran towards Taehyung and tried to hold him down to prevent him from thrashing too much.

Shit, I feel dizzy. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Taehyung was panicking, but that feeling soon faded away once he blacked out after completely inhaling the chloroform. The two men immediately carried Taehyung and ran towards the white van waiting for them at the entrance.

Once Jungkook got to the bench Taehyung was supposedly sitting in, his expression immediately turned grim when he saw Taehyung being carried on the back of two black-suited men. He immediately ran towards them before the van could get away, but he was too late.

Jungkook fell on his knees, unable to move and grasp the current situation. He was left there with only one feeling: despair.

(Present)

"Fuck! Let me the fuck out!" Taehyung has been screaming like this non-stop from the moment he came to his senses. He knew he wouldn't gain anything from doing such futile things like screaming and tugging at the chains that tied him down, but he was desperate, desperate for anyone to take him out of this dark, cold room.

"Shut the fuck up!" A guard shouted from the outside, most likely irritated from all the screaming he's been doing—it's been two hours already, but Taehyung didn't listen though. He screamed and screamed until his throat eventually went sore.

He was staring into space, staring into space, as he suddenly felt hopeless because of the situation, and so his mind wandered. He was tired, and he didn't understand the cause of it. Was it the screaming? Was it from sleep deprivation? Was it from life in general?

The weak orange-haired boy just sadly chuckled, his eyes now only knowing despair. Taehyung's mind recalled events in his life that might've been the cause for such a thing to happen to him. Nothing.

As he tried to escape the reality he was facing, he just thought of Jungkook, he was the one who made him the happiest, but the thoughts were just as hurtful to him. That was probably the last time I was going to see him. Taehyung clutched his heart and tried to choke back the tears that were going to fall, but he failed, and eventually let them fall.

This wasn't really his usual day.

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Hi guys, so I have finally begun rewriting the fic and while I was rereading the original story I was cringing the whole time because I put you guys through that shit? I seriously tried writing and telling the story like how a typical bl manga would. In all honesty though, I don't know if my writing style and creativity have improved because after years of not being able to write, and college happening, I think I've become dumber lmao, both in the aspect of writing and being creative. Anyway, I just really hope I don't butcher and disappoint any further, I tried really hard on educating myself about the sensitive topics I would incorporate to this story so yeah, feel free to call me out if ever there is something wrong. Thank you guys, and I hope you enjoy reading.

Sydney

P.S. It's also come to my attention that I haven't been able to provide trigger warnings so I will include that in the description, but starting from here, the story will be graphic so tw// rape/sexual abuse/non-consensual, violence, abuse, and I'm not sure if there will be self-harm, but I will make sure to place the warning in the future if there will be.

P.P.S. I wrote this when I thought Jimin was more masculine than Taehyung? So I hope y'all don't really hate me for it hahahha it's definitely weird thinking that Jimin could be top now.