I have to get out of this place and I just don't mean the hospital. Wait I need to rationally think for a moment. First I need to start recovering so I can actually get a cell outside the hospital room. This cold and sterile room has lost some of the pleasure of being alone for me. Then soon after I want out of this institution, but what would make it an excellent escape was if I could get a chance to kill Mel. Boy would Father be proud. That would show my loyalty to him and I would be cutting the weak link. If anything she thinks I'm a soldier, well I know that soldiers can be used as cannon fauter or behind the front lines as the strong calvary.

I know Father, and after our failure he wouldn't want both of us back because he knew one of us screwed up. After all his training with us he will take one of us out himself if we don't settle it earlier. Not only would I get rid of the weakest link I can also prove my loyalty to Father. By now I know Mel can sync up my brain and see my thoughts, my emotions and I am sick of it. It seems like it wouldn't affect me but it literally makes my energy deplete, even to the point of complete exhaustion. It might surprise you to believe but I am scared, because if Mel is able to sync up as much as she has it means she's getting stronger, yet not enough to beat me yet. Needless for me to say it is a dangerous situation for us to be in if Mel continues to gain strength. You may not realize it yet but she will grow to the point of basically controlling everyone. Not something I would look forward to.

Unlike me however she has been able to do something. Since my meeting with Detective Malone I have been restricted to my bed with minimal exercise. As much as it pained me to be still virtually bedridden all day long I was kind of enjoying doing nothing for anyone. By this time of the day they come in and take my vitals and try to get me out of bed for some physical therapy, and most days they look to scared to even make that attempt. It gives me a laugh every time they try.

However I still want to take over and kill Mel, that by far hasn't changed much. She is still dangerous and yet so am I. It's kind of like irony where if either one of us were taken off the face of this unforgiving earth the world would be better off. Thus is the challenge at hand: trying to be still all day and acting like nothing is better than staying here, all a lie. A prank for them to accept me then time for me to annihilate them as if they were refuse that no one wanted. See I don't know how to act at this point because there are two sides to everything, one being a destiny that suits what I was made for and can accomplish, the other being a reality that I know cannot be gained back because Father changed me into who I am. To everyone else I would be something viable to be in the United States Armed Forces, a weapon of mass destruction. Just like how Father wanted me to become.

One day I swear to all the people keeping me captive that they have a right to fear me. They should be very afraid of what I can accomplish on my own and how brute power is unbreakable. Like right now.

Time for me to stop being a sorrowful, and feeble little boy. Once the nurses come by and ask me if I want to walk a little today I will make my move. Starting there and then moving up the powerful ladder if necessary. Soon, just like clockwork they show up. Both stand unsteadily by the bed, one moves a hand in front of me to make sure I know they are there. As one does that the others voice wavers as she asks the question once again.

"Michael? Wou-Wou-Would you like to-to-to get up?" After she asks they wait to see my answer. And unlike other times I slowly nod my head in an attempt to say yes. Immediately one gasps and the other is quickly pacing away from my bedside. I know they're scared. But they undo the clasps on my arms and legs and help me to a sitting position on the bed before putting my feet down I lash out. I look around and find a surgical scalpel on the table next to the bed and begin my rampage. The nurses try to get an alarm going but I slaughter them before the chance arises. The next step would be to find an opening like a door or window easily accessable to the outside.

Quick scans show that there was only one way in or out of this room and can only be opened by the nurses underneath me. I take inventory and find one scanner for a key card and go back to get one off of the nurses. I swipe one card and it immediately signalled the door to unlock, but as I swing the door open I am noticed by a little fly on the wall. A dark camera lens was giving me the death stare and I knew I had been caught. Now the alarms were blaring and I became savage ready to take any action to get out of here. Holding the scaplel close I hurl it at the camera and it lands blade first into the lens.