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capt
Today 5:03 PM

katatapos ko lang mag-gym
kasama si han

pauwi na ako

ano tong nabalitaan kong
nag-away kayo ni yeni?

at napagsabihan ka pa nga ni mamang?

what did you do?

or wait, what did she do?

anyare?

i need to talk to her muna

sorry riven, i can't tell you

not now

mas malamig pa kay elsa pag
galit si yeni kaya

sana pagdating ko sa bahay
resolved niyo na yan

i wish

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ava
Today 5:05 PM

hey, wala ka ba sa bahay?

i went to the gym

pauwi na though

bakit?

itatanong ko lang sana kung kasama mo si yeni?

hindi kasi sumasagot pag kinakatok ko
yung pintuan ng kwarto niya

hindi ko siya kasama

she's sulking over a specific person kaya
kahit ayain kong mag-gym, ayaw

i'm sorry ava

wag ka sakin mag-sorry

i know

but let me apologize to you, too

anyway thank you for replying

i'll text yeni na lang

ingat sa pag-uwi
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friend
Today 5:35 PM

heyy?

i bought ube halaya

oh tapos

kainin mo

i don't eat ube

eh ba't mo pa binili

it's for you

ayoko

di gawa ni mamang

pakain mo na lang kay kuya
pagdating niya

yeni

ano na naman?

i'm sorry

hindi ko sinasadyang matulak
kamay mo kanina

you were only helping me because
i stretched my arm too strong and yet

oo na oo na diring diri ka na sakin

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kaya ba gusto mo na rin kalimutan kung
ano yung nangyari noon?

bukod sa focus mo na ang volleyball

you regret doing all of those with me no?

na pati paghalik ko sayo

maski yung isang dampi ng kamay
ko sa braso mo

all of it were enough to make
you step back?

you even said get away from me
haha tangina

yun ba gusto mo?

that's not it, yeni

then, why?

kasi these past few weeks, you've been acting
like we're more than friends eh

licking the spaghetti sauce on my fingertips,
planting kisses on my wrist, eye fucking me
every time we make eye contact,

cornering me on the balcony railings

you've been telling me words no
one would say to a 'friend'

asking me if i'd rather you fuck my mouth
so you can make me say yes?

or asking me if i'd like you show me kung
sinong mas malakas pumalo sa
inyo ni kuya han?

as if i ever felt how kuya han spanks,
for the love of God, zhel!

ano bang gusto mo?!?!

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and don't you dare say na maging
magkaibigan parin tayo after everything

kasi hindi ko kaya, zhel

hindi ko kaya

i can't be friends with someone who
invades my mind every single day

that in every single night, my mind would
always go back to the moments we
shared 2 years ago

and how i wished i could experience that again

how i wished i could feel you, your mouth,
and fingers that explore my body

and even then, it's not enough

i need more, zhel, and i know you
can't give it to me

kaya kung gusto mong maging
magkaibigan tayo

get your actions straight and stop
looking at me like
you're so tempted to fuck me

and what if i am?

if you are, that doesn't explain how you
slapped my hand when i touched you

or how you fucking stepped back
when i kissed you that night

you stole a kiss that night, yeni

what, like it's your first time?

it is

with you

and? your point being?

napakabig deal ba nun sayo at nagawa mo kong
iwasan matapos mangyari yun?
na pati paghawak ko sayo, ayaw mo?

it's just a fucking kiss, zhel!

you're right

it's just one stolen kiss

a short one at that

and now you're making me crave
for more

you're making me crave for something
i shouldn't have

you're making me crave for that
something we had 2 years ago

oo, ako yung nagsabi na maging magkaibigan
na lang tayo kasi akala ko kaya ko

but every fucking night, i'd imagine you
beside me, on my bed as we sleep

under me, screaming my name, as i fuck you senseless

or above me, riding my dick with that
spaghetti strap sando you wore without a bra

tangina, yeni

araw araw na lang akong tinitigasan,
and i can't do anything but to jerk it off

if only you know how much i fucking
want to bend you over the moment
you sent me that message

how much i wanted to rip that
sando off of you

how much i want to cover you
with my cum

or fuck that pretty mouth of yours
'cause i always remember how good
you take and suck my dick

fuck yeni

i want to fuck you

i fucking want you

parehas naman pala tayo ng gusto eh

you want to fuck me

i want to be fucked by you

why do you have to complicate things?

what's stopping you?

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everything.

wow

okay

so what's it going to be then?

let's be friends or let's fuck?

i'm sorry

but i won't act on my desires

okay

friends it is

siguraduhin mong papanindigan mo yan

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