I came here from a long time ago, and still in love with what I am doing. I love reading people's work; I love creating my own work. I am still learning things I didn't realise I don't know and I am working to improve skills I haven't discovered.

I am not complaining or seeking for attention from my dear readers, but there are times when I go through depression just because I cannot write a single thing. There are many times where I wish I could go back to where I could write without thinking like a professional. That's where ideas pop out in my head like a crazy little writer, see things differently from other people, that no one understood.

A lot have happened to me in the past few months. Those happened are still happening to me that seems to block out my pure imagination for writing. I don't know where those inspiration have gone, but despite what happened, I still try to find it until my brain crack and the only way to put my brain to rest is by sleeping. And when that happens, I didn't have anything and I don't write.

Feeling like a loser everyday, I try to read what I can. With every paper I tossed inside the bin, I try to re-call every idea I had jot down in my journal (even I haven't updated my journal for so long!). By doing that, I hoped that I could write again, but no, I can't. I am still having trouble to write.

For those who have been visiting my page for my books; for those who often come here just to see if I, somewhat, come up with a new fanfiction; for those whom my writing had made your day, this is for you: I am really sorry that I haven't written anything for months. I feel so ashamed and devastated and disappointed with myself. I never stopped praying that I can do what I had done, but so far, nothing changed.

I didn't mean to write this long, but I just hope you could understand.

This new fanfiction is what I just discovered not more than a month ago. It's new, but I got inspired by a Liam Neeson film called Taken. However, I cannot promise you a regular update for I am still having trouble with myself. I hope you enjoy the first chapter.

- The Author -