31| No Guidance [M]
(Mature content ahead,If uncomfortable,skip once Jeongguk and Mingyu are done texting)
He had to do it. He can't run away from it the sooner he does it better for everyone. that's the struggle of being so loved. He can't even feel smug about this one because it's his best friend he is talking about.
He can't keep leading him on when he is in love with someone else. Feeling like pure shit because it seems like he used Eunwoo as a rebound and now that Taehyung and him settled out their differences he is going back to him. Feels like Stockholm syndrome at this point.
Pacing around in circles at his apartment ,Doesn't know how to bring it up. Cutting things off is the best option right now,he enjoyed the few days he and Eunwoo had together but he doesn't want to hurt him further by not feeling anything towards him. Its harsh truth but we can't escape reality.
"You called? Is everything alright? You look stressed?" a voice came, making his head turn in surprise.
"Eunwoo,you are here. Sit down,I actually wanted to talk to you" Jeongguk said to him,making him sit down on the couch.
"Is It that important that you called me here at 12am? We have university tomorrow,Guk" Eunwoo reminded him.
"I know I am sorry for calling you this late but I just couldn't keep it in and I know I have to have this talk before we can go any further" Jeongguk hinted at what the conversation could be about.
Judging by Eunwoo's face that just fell,he thinks he knows what's going to happen. He didn't say anything in response so he took it as he was telling him to go on and elaborate what he meant by that.
"So um I met up with Taehyung as you know he's alright it was just a plan so I would talk to him. We argued a lot and we made up by the end. I think everyone deserves a second chance so I gave it to him it"
"Get to the point, Jeongguk" Eunwoo interrupted. He already sounded from fed up.
"The point is...I will be straight forward,I still like Taehyung so much. Rekindling with him made me unknowingly so happy,being in his arms made me so happy...kissing him made me so happy. That's why I want to apologize to you,I am sorry I can't do this. I can't do it. I really am sorry" Jeongguk apologized to him. He saw how Eunwoo broke eye contact,looking down at his lap.
"...You know what this looks like, right? was I just a rebound to you Jeongguk? were my feelings a joke to you?" He was raging. He had every right to since the whole situation wasn't very ideal.
"No,Eunwoo. That's not the case when I came crying towards your apartment yes I was heartbroken but when you confessed I genuinely thought I could move on and I wanted to move on,I wanted to learn how to love you romantically but it's my stupid brain who refuses to see you more than a friend. It's not you,it's me. I am a fool too in love with Taehyung,I can't tag you along and hurt you further"
"Thanks for being considerate but it already hurts Jeongguk. I thought I finally had you but you slipped away the second that man apologized to you. Are you really sure about this? Are you sure this is the best decision and something like before won't happen again" Eunwoo wasn't giving up and it was quote sad to see.
"We both don't know that,Do we? But I want to trust him and move further. If he hurts me again then maybe I'm a fool for going back to him but only time will tell that. That's why I'm sorry Eunwoo,I wish I could fall for you instead. I don't know where this takes us now..its all up to you,I still want to be friends with you I don't want to lose you but if you decide not to then I won't say anything I'm sorry" He gave him an free option of what future do they hold but Eunwoo was too down. he looked seconds away from crying.
"Say something" Jeongguk mumbled. Eunwoo just scoffed. looking up at him.
"Let's not be friends anymore. I don't think I can even look at you without crying. I seriously loved you,Guk-ah. I have been in love with you for years and yet again my love is being taken away in front of my eyes and I can't do anything about it. Goodbye Jeongguk,It was a delight to get to know you" Eunwoo stood up from the couch,stomping away from him,not sparing him another look.
He didn't even realize when a tear rolled down his cheeks. It hurts because obviously he broke his friend's heart, put him in so much pain. Friends aren't supposed to hurt each other. He doesn't know if Eunwoo is just mad or did he really lose a friend tonight.
The thought of not ever being close to Eunwoo made him upset. Is this really what he wants? He can't force himself to like someone but he also doesn't want to lose his precious friend.
Tried to reassure himself by saying its only because he is mad. He will come back when he has cooled off a little. He was still worried about how Eunwoo is coping up right now so he just sent his friend a text.
Cookie 🍪
Mingyu,broke it off with Eunwoo,ended super bad,check up on him?
Beanstalk
Bro what I thought things were going well???
Cookie 🍪
I thought so too but I am still inlove with Taehyung and I didn't want to hurt Eunwoo by leading him on so stopped before we could go anywhere
Beanstalk
fuck he really liked you even I was rooting for you guys,made a very cute couple
Cookie 🍪
I know I feel like shit but this isn't about me so please check up on him he almost cried here and said he never wanted to see me so I'm not the person he would want to be comforted by
Beanstalk
it's 12am. He is probably too mad right now so I'll just give him space. Will definitely check up on him first thing In the morning,got afternoon classes so I am good. Will tell Yugyeom to visit him too
Cookie 🍪
thanks mingyu you are the best
Beanstalk
don't worry Gukkie, you should also sleep too and don't blame yourself for anything,you can't force yourself to like someone it's not your fault
Cookie 🍪
I really needed to hear that because I can't help but be rude to myself about thus
Beanstalk
yeah don't stress,Just sleep it out. Eunwoo will come around don't worry we are insufferable we can't ever be separated
Cookie 🍪
💀💀💀👍 I hope so ok gn
Beanstalk
gn
When Jeongguk visits Taehyung's apartment the next day,the last thing he expected was to see Taehyung in shorts,very short shorts and an oversized t-shirt. It was simple but such a sexy look. Jeongguk can't help but let his mind roam around the dirty side.
Taehyung, who didn't notice Jeongguk's presence, got a bit scared when he felt a pair of arms around his waist. He sighed when he noticed the familiar tattoos on the younger's hand. A smile made its way on his face because he loved being close to younger.
Jeongguk rested his head on his shoulder. A warm feeling he loves so much.
"Are you okay? what's with sudden clinginess" Taehyung asked him,doing his own thing in the kitchen with Jeongguk attached to him.
"Yeah,I-um not having a great day since yesterday and I really wanted to see you...had the talk with eunwoo" Taehyung froze for a second when he heard the familiar man's name. A feeling of insecurity building up his chest.
"And?"
"I broke off..whatever we had. I felt guilty for leading him on but I can't do that to both of you. Playing with your guys feelings. I like you the most and I want to focus on that" Jeongguk straight up confessed,making Taehyung smile get bigger. His head down as he can feel his cheeks heat up. He is a member of the Mafia. Why is he acting like a highschooler whose crush just confessed?
Taehyung turned around,facing Jeongguk who was a bit surprised by how close their faces were. The hands still rested on his waist. Taehyung put his hands around the younger's shoulder,pulling him closer.
"Thank you for choosing me. Don't feel guilty you did the right thing. I am going to watch a movie.Do you want to join me?" Taehyung offered him the eyes he was giving Jeongguk. There's no way Taehyung can deny him.
"Yeah...ofcourse"
"Ok,go in my room and choose something. I'll just make popcorn in the meantime" Taehyung told him,pecking his cheeks. Jeongguk nodded and immediately walked away before he passed out from being so flustered.
Taehyung chuckled when he saw the younger one run away so quickly. He really loves to rile him up. They just have been like this ever since he apologized. Super clingy and super into each other. He can't even deny the fact how much he loves being around Jeongguk. It makes him forget about every problem in the world. It's insane how much he lights up Taehyung's day by just existing.
He likes where they are now so much and he won't sacrifice anything to change it. He knows he likes Jeongguk,he has a hard time admitting that because he doesn't know if that's him forcing himself to move on or it's genuine feelings. He hasn't reached love yet and that's understandable. It hasn't been easy for him but if Taehyung is ever going to say 'I love you' again he hopes its to Jeongguk.
Getting the bowl of popcorn off the counter and going back to his room. Throwing some pieces in his mouth,as the salted crunch just melted on his tongue. They were pretty good. Opening the room door and getting inside the warm room. Gave his heart some rest as it's pretty cold.
Eyes falling on Jeongguk who was laying down in his bed,wearing his sweatpants getting comfortable while he is here,with the laptop on his lap. He looks a bit too hot like that,with his legs crossed. Taehyung takes a seat next to him. decides to pull the covers up, both of them getting inside halfway and the laptop and the bowl on top of the covers too.
"So what are we watching?" He asked as he gave popcorn to Jeongguk.
"Uhh it's a series called 2gether? I watched this last summer vacation and it was pretty good. to just simplify it down for you it's about a bisexual cheerleader who asks for this gay musician help to be his fake boyfriend so he can get rid of this clingy guy admirer he has,sounds weird but its good!" Jeongguk mentioned making Taehyung chuckle.
He pressed the play button without hesitation. "If you chose it then it must be good." He kissed Jeongguk's cheeks and The latter was trying so hard not to blush.
he feels like a highschooler spending the night with his crush and just absolutely losing it. His heart is pitter patter. Even the energy that is around the room tonight is different. Taehyung is speaking more slowly embracing his seductive deep voice,being more touchy and attentive. Jeongguk is going crazy over this boy.
Being next to him made time go by so fast he didn't even realise they were already at the 9th episode of this show. This is what happens when the show is so good you binge watch the entire thing almost. And that's when that dialogue came in.
"Keep looking at me like that and I'll kiss you till you drop '' said Tine,the character in the show. He said it to the musician.
His eyes fell on Taehyung who looked amused by the dialogue. Even Taehyung looked at Jeongguk after hearing that, making them both laugh.
"That's a great dialogue" He commented.
"Oh yeah? You think so?" Jeongguk asked him,making eye contact with him.
Taehyung looked back at him with a sultry gaze. His eyes narrowed and his eyes slowly going down on the younger's soft lips. Licking his own Lips in anticipation. "I know so" He whispered. Getting a bit closer to Jeongguk. Still not making the first move. Jeongguk smirked.
"Taehyung...Keep looking at me like that and I'll kiss you till you drop" Jeongguk said, older swear he felt his heart go crazy as it was just sexier coming out of Jeongguk's mouth.
"Please" He said.
Jeongguk didn't need anything else,he just smashed his lips next to Older's soft ones. The series is long forgotten as he pulls the older boy closer by his waist. Taehyung immediately kissed him back,moving his lips next to the raven head's soft ones.
Taehyung shut down the laptop with his hand and put it on the side table,not breaking the kiss. No need to worry about the bowl as it was already on the side table once they were done eating.
Their lips were moving in such perfect sync it was very sexy. Jeongguk could feel his stomach bursting with happiness. He missed this so much. Holding Taehyung this close and just kissing the fuck out of him. He can do this forever.
He took a brave step and instead of laying sideways he got on top of Taehyung. Hovering over the older's sinful body. He sucked on his bottom lip,couldn't get enough of it. Taehyung took this change to insert his tongue inside Jeongguk's mouth and explored it. Their tongues clashing with each other.
Just like Jeongguk,Taehyung's heart was fluttering so much too and just being filled by immense lust. he doesn't know why but he feels very turned on right now with the way Jeongguk is handling him. Hovering on top of him with his hands buried around his small waist,kissing him like his life depends on it. It was all a big turn on.
"You are so sexy hyung,the things I want to do to you" He said breaking the kiss and kissing his jaw and going down to his neck.
"Then do it Jeongguk,Just do everything for me, I want it" He said to him and that's all he needed.
"Good to know because once I start my pretty hyung,I won't stop" Jeongguk told him.
He started to place butterfly kisses all over his neck. his hands going inside Taehyung's oversized shirt,Getting in touch with older soft skin after so long. Taehyung moaned lightly when he felt Younger kiss his sensitive spot on his neck. The reaction peeked Jeongguk's interest, a smirk falling onto his face.
He started to suck roughly on the same spot,he felt Taehyung move a bit under him. He was feeling good and Jeongguk was having so much fun bringing this pleasure to him.
His skin got slightly purple-ish,leaving his marks on him. Giving him love bites. Some time being spent on his neck and even the collarbone,there were multiple hicks decorating his neck. Taehyung looked down feeling not embarrassed but just more aroused than before. He loved when Jeongguk marked him as his.
Jeongguk's fingers lingered over his neck down to his chest. "You look so pretty like this,Don't hide these let everyone know who made a mess out of you" Jeongguk took off his shirt,revealing his fully toned upper body. His muscles and the six packs displayed, Jeongguk takes pride in his body. He spent too much time in the gym to not be happy with it.
"You like it?"
"Fucking love it Guk,you are so fucking hot" Taehyung fingers were now feeling up Jeongguk's abs. He really was too hot.
Feeling Jeongguk's hands on the hem of his shirt,taking it off almost immediately. Taehyung himself had a great body too,it was expected when his works required you to have a great body. He didn't have six packs but it was forming as you could see the v cut abs line.
"You are super fucking hot,hyung. Oh what should I do with you?" He asked,admiring his lover's body.
Jeongguk's hands lingered over his chest,pressing kisses down from his chets to his torso. His soft skin felt so nice next to his lips. Looking up at Taehyung who had his eyes closed,too immersed in pleasure. glanced down at the shorts that seemed too tight for Taehyung now. He was definitely hard just from foreplay. He smirked in satisfaction.
"These gave me a hard time,hyung. Fitted a bit too perfectly on your perky ass,how do you expect me to not go crazy?" Jeongguk grabbed the hem of his shorts.
"That's the reason I wore it? wanted to reward you,give you something to look at and it worked" Taehyung replied to him.
Before Jeongguk could even take off the shorts,Taehyung stopped him. The younger looked up to him in confusion. "Let me give you pleasure first,Guk"
With that in seconds,Jeongguk found himself underneath Taehyung whose gaze darkened. Taehyung pecked his lips and then started to go down from that. the fluttering feeling inside the younger's chest just kept increasing. He doesn't know how long he can hold it. He could feel the sweatpants tighten.
Seeing those plump soft lips sucking his skin,leaving pretty purple-red marks. Making Jeongguk's skin his canvas and decorating it however he wants. The closer his body was to younger's the more he lost consciousness of his surroundings. All the focus is on Taehyung and Taehyung only.
He felt other people's hands on the hem of his sweatpants. "I am going to give you the head of your life" Taehyung said in his deep voice. Jeongguk swears he felt his legs melt.
Pants thrown on the floor,Jeongguk is fully naked now. Taehyung's eyes looked at how hard and...Big Jeongguk was. He didn't remember him being this size but then again he was a little intoxicated to remember the last time.
Slowly wrapping his hands around Jeongguk's cock. Making eye contact with the younger man who was begging him to just move his hands.
He started to stroke him slowly. His hands moved up and down at a normal pace. He narrowed his eyes,looking at it like it was his last meal. He loves teasing Jeongguk who was releasing low moans.
"Taehyung please,just suck me off already!" Jeongguk pleaded,Taehyung was indeed waiting for this. He loved how much power he had in his hands.
Without even wasting another second, Taehyung licked a stripe on his dick seductively. He did that multiple times,making it a little wet. Jeongguk groaned at how good his tongue felt. Suddenly wrapped his pretty lips around the tip,slowly sucking it.
"Shit that's so good,go down more!" Jeongguk demanded as he moaned in between.
He sucked the tip a little more as his hands were still stroking his cock at medium pace. Taehyung out of nowhere went fully down,deepthroating his cock. Jeongguk flung back because of the pleasure. His warm mouth felt so good as his cock was literally hitting the back of his throat. Taehyung is so glad he has no gag reflex.
He went slowly up and down,loving the hard cock just all inside his mouth. he didn't look anywhere else but straight at his face. Jeongguk's head was thrown back because of the immense pleasure. Groans leaving his mouth restlessly. the desire getting more and more.
Taehyung's wet mouth felt so warm and soft,he was on cloud nine,and was going absolutely crazy. He never wanted to fuck someone's face this bad.because of just how fuckable it was. His pretty pink lips wrapped his cock as he was sucking on it was a sight he knows will send him to hell.
Taehyung is so above,No toy didn't even make him feel half as good. The sight of Taehyung sucking him off with this seductive look in his eyes was everything.
He fastened his pace. For a second he stopped and looked up at Jeongguk, who hated the lack of pleasure.
"Fuck my face like you mean it" As soon as Taehyung said those words,Jeongguk was GONE. That was the hottest shit ever.
Younger did what he was told. He grabbed the back of Taehyung's head as his hands brushed through his fluffy hair. He stood up so he can fuck his face properly. Jeongguk started to move inside his mouth,making Taehyung immediately grab the younger's hip so he could maintain his posture.
His cock was in paradise from being fucked into older's mouth. It was so fucking much better than anyone else who ever went close to his dick. The way his warm yet wet mouth was wrapped around his big cock,sucking every single part. Using his mouth like a fucktoy was the best thing ever.
"Your mouth feels like heaven,baby. Fuck just like that" He said as he looked down at Taehyung's ruined face. There were tears escaping his eyes as his hair was all messed up. His pretty pink lips wrapped around the cock. he only got a hum as response
Jeongguk moved his hips faster inside mouth. His grip on his head tightened as He fucked his face. Younger was really close to his climax at this point because the sight itself was fucking orgasmic.
"I'm gonna come" Jeongguk told him. His thrust were still fast as ever,using older mouths just how he wants to. Nothing feels more good than this.
Soon he took it out of older mouth and came onto his chest. Immediately felt bad for coming all over Older's chest. He was going to apologise but he saw Taehyung looked upset.
"Why did you pull out? should have just came in my mouth" Taehyung said to him. Jeongguk almost fell down to his knees. He could feel himself getting hard again.
He grabbed the older man's face and immediately smashed his lips next to Taehyung's. He can't take it anymore, he has had enough. Suckinh on his lips roughly as he pushed him down on the bed,hovering over him all over again.
"You are going to be the death of me,I would have ate you out but I just can't take it anymore" He said,immediately taking off Taehyung's shorts. Making him lay down with his ass facing Jeongguk.
"Lube and condom are in the side table" Taehyung immediately spoke. Jeongguk opened the drawer and took out some condoms and the lube.
Opening the bottle and putting it Taehyung's rim. Taehyung flinched when he felt the cold liquid on his ass. He then felt Jeongguk's finger near it. One slowly making its way in totally covered in lube. Taehyung felt his head get burred in pillows already.
"You are so tight,fuck" Jeongguk said to him as he was slowly thrusting inside and out.
"More,please put more" Taehyung pleaded him,wanting more and more.
He put another one inside,his thrusts fastening a bit. The walls were totally wrapped around him,clenching when Jeongguk went too fast. Taehyung sinful moans were making it so hard for him to control himself and not go Batshit crazy.
Scissoring inside him with his two fingers. He fucked him with his fingers only and only that made Taehyung see almost heaven because fuck he can cum from his fingers only. Jeongguk saw how the older was squirming and couldnt wait to fuck him already.
2 turned into 3 fingers and he was making a full mess out of the older man. Before it could turn into 4,He settled that it was enough stretching and even Taehyung thought the same.
Jeongguk strokes his cock multiple times before putting a condom on it. Safe sex is better than anything else. Taking the lube bottle and squeezing some of it on his thing,making it slippery enough but not too much.
"Beg if you want it Taehyung"
"Please fuck me already Guk,Please put that inside me,I want it so bad- FUCK!!" Taehyung yelled in between his begging when he felt Jeongguk enter inside his hole.Both of them let out groans because of the sudden intense pleasure.
He already felt out of breath. He couldn't believe how big he was as his walls were wrapped around him even after loosening him up.
"You are so fucking tight even after I fingered you!" Jeongguk commented as he stayed in his place,making sure Taehyung could adjust, but let's just say Taehyung got impatient.
"Just move!"
"but you would get hur-"
"i don't give a fuck,please move" Taehyung pleaded him to move,obviously so much fucking horny in comparison to someone who has been waiting for this moment ever since he saw the boy. That one night wasn't enough.
Jeongguk listened to Taehyung's demand and started to move his cock in and out of the wet hole as some of the lube was sliding out,making a mess but they both didn't give a fuck. Loving the mess they are gonna create.
His hole clenched around the cock which was slowly moving in and out,making its way so he can finally start fucking him for real. Once Taehyung started moving his hips back obviously not satisfied Jeongguk decided no more teasing and more fucking.
He started to thrust harder and faster inside which made him moan as muffled moans left his mouth. Jeongguk felt satisifed as he was pounding inside the older boy without any fucking mercy. Making him moan his name was heaven.
"Yes yes fuck me like that. God Jeongguk how the fuck are you so good at this!?!" Taehyung asked,trying not to collapse.
Being on all fours was hard when you are getting absolutely obliterated from behind. Jeongguk smirked as his grip on his waist tightened,he was out of control.
He was fucking Taehyung like he was his one and only. A sense of superiority and Smugness filled his chest. he can't help but just cherish this moment.
"You like this? ha? you like my big cock fucking your brains out? making you scream my name. You are all mine Taehyung,just mine" Jeongguk said in his deep husky voice,Slamming inside him feeling the soft walls clench around his cock. Swallowing it inside.
"Yes Ah shit,it feels so good fuck!! I am yours,only yours" Taehyung said,moaning in between as whimpers left his mouth. His legs were shaking,the pleasure was overwhelming.
Jeongguk was going at it like his life depended on it,it felt like he was giving his all enegry to Taehyung,fucking his emotions into him. Hitting multiple spots which made the older one's legs go numb.
Suddenly stopping his thrusting and flipping Taehyung over. Making him face him now and Jeongguk just loved the sight. Taehyung's hair was absolutely messed up,His eyes rolled back in pleasure,his neck and almost his chest just littered up with love bites. His legs giving out,Thanking Jeongguk mentally for changing the position.
"wanted to see your pretty face as I fuck you. You already look so ruined, Such a pretty sight" Jeongguk grabbed him by his waist as he once again entered him. Taehyung just moaned in response.
Gaining back the pace he had before. Fucking into him like the world was ending tomorrow. Hitting a bundle of nerves the older man didn't even know he had.
"Ahh,right there fuck me right fucking there" Taehyung wasn't even holding back anymore because he stopped giving a fuck long time ago. He doesn't care about anything. He got this expensive apartment for a reason: the soundproof walls better do their shit.
Jeongguk lifted his one leg up,putting it over his shoulder and started to to thrust inside harder so he could fuck him more smoothly. With one hard thrust he finally hit Taehyung's prostate which made Taehyung clench like crazy around his cock,making them both let out gasps and moans.
"Such a good little slut,look at how wet you are,making such a big mess. God you are heaven Taehyung" Jeongguk's head fell back in pleasure.
"I'm so close" Taehyung managed to say.
Jeongguk started to fuck him as hard as he could,making his cock hit olders prostate with every single thrust. Taehyung soon came all over his own chest as that didnt make Jeongguk stop who was reaching his own high.
"Fuck FUCK IM going to cum inside of you" Jeongguk almost yelled as he went bat shit hard and fast,drilling his hole like crazy as he finally reached his climax.
He came inside Taehyung,releasing all his seeds inside him,filling him up. He left his leg as he collapsed on Taehyung as both of them were panting and trying to catch their breath. Jeongguk pulled out,falling on top of Taehyung.They really made a mess.
Heavy breathing filled the room,trying to catch their breath after the amazing session they had. Jeongguk whose head was buried in Taehyung's shoulder,turned his head sideways,facing Taehyung now who was looking back at him with a smile on his face.
"You are absolutely crazy, You really fucked my brains" Taehyung said to him,kissing him on the lips.
"If you think we are done,you are the crazy one" Jeongguk said to him,Taehyung looked at him in confusion when he felt something hard hitting his thighs.
"Are you really hard again? Guess I should fix it for you then" Taehyung said as Jeongguk got up and sat down with his back leaning on the bed headboard.
Taehyung quickly took a place on the lap. "Let me ride you"
"I would never say no to that" Jeongguk mentioned once again smashing his lips next to Taehyung's.
Their night went like this,the room filled with heavy breathing,sounds of skin slapping and moaning surrounded the room. They were going to make this night count as much as possible. Going at it like bunnies in heat till 3 in the morning. Unarguably,the best sex they ever had and they can't can't dare to deny it.
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So um....Merry Christmas? 😭 Yeah that was wild I am going go and take a bath in holy water. That was kinda bad I don't write smut just sometimes so I'm sorry if it was cringy.
Hope yall liked it
Love Yall
-K
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