Neon Estrada
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Vermillion: luv!

Vermillion: hindi ko na kaya itago.

Vermillion: i think i'm gonna breakdown again.

Neon: okay lang, luv.

Vermillion: are you sure? i keep on breaking  down and say the same stories all over again.

Neon: if that's what you need to feel better then i won't hesitate to help with that, luv.

Neon: besides, you haven't told me any stories yet. you just cry and cry and scream.

Vermillion: it just sucks, remembering what happened. wala pang two weeks since nung nagbreak kami. i don't know anymore.

Vermillion: masakit lang isipin para sa akin na nagawa niya akong ipagpalit para doon. tbh, i'm already losing my feelings for him. unti-unti ng nawawala, pero nandun pa din yung sakit.

Vermillion: for some moment, pinagsisihan kong sumama ako kay daddy sa trip na yun. kung sakali bang hindi ako sumama dun, would we still have our stable communication and we don't have any problems right now?

Vermillion: kung sakali ba, hindi niya iisipin na itigil na yung meron sa amin?

Neon: teka, break na kayo ni cale?! but you guys just seem so inseperable.

Vermillion: but i remember now that we don't even have a label so maybe it's not count as an relationship yet.

Vermillion: isn't removed nicknames and everything considered a break up? back to square one, luv.

Vermillion: and i know that. but after i transfer school, things have definitely changed, especially after i went with my father.

Vermillion: luv, do you know the feeling of already wanting to let go? you still want him, but you also want to let him go.

Vermillion: because you're tired of redundant moments. because you know it's not right anymore. because you want to live freely again.

Neon: nope, why? is that what you're feeling right now?

Vermillion: yes.

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--- break up kuno HAHAHAHAHAHAHA dahil pinagpalit aq ni wangjanism para kay hexa. :    "( xoxad my lyf.