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The rain was pouring and tears fell in my eyes as I stood on the sidewalk, staring into the sky.

"What would have changed between us if I hadn't judged you for your looks? Would we still be together? Would I have realized the inner good in you?" My knees buckled, and I crouched down, holding onto myself.

Maybe I should have apologized... Why did I ever tell you that our relationship was only a dare and only lasted due to an agreement that only impacted my friends... I should have told you how I truly felt that day...

My heart shattered in pieces, fell apart just like the rain after you had left, after you had left to seek a better life, a better future without me, a pain in your arm, something that would haunt you.

I looked up at the sky once more, thinking of our memories and what I could've done to make those days feel longer, to keep my happiness close to me.

"Why do I always hide my inner self and love behind a wall of thorns where even those I care for can't reach?"

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Guess who this is! (PS: it's one of my characters in the antagonist group btw, she'll probably become a better person because of this lol)