my head bobs up and down with my eyes drawing open and close and finally my head hits the desk. i slowly feel myself drift off to la la land. staying up last night watching variety shows to drown out my emotions probably seemed like a good idea at the time but right now i don't even know what class i'm in.

i agonizingly lift up my head and through my blurry barely opened eyes i see a very fashionable man at the front of the class. i sigh dropping my head on my desk. i've never been intoxicated before but i'm guessing this is what it feels like.

"i'm in englis-" i mumble feeling a nudge to my side.

"what happened to you?" it's taehyung. with my head still on the desk, i turn it to face him and my hair goes all over my face and on the desk.

"yah!" he whisper yells. "you look like kayako from that horror mo-" i just blink having no energy to counter his mean remark, "didn't you sleep last night?" he pushes my hair out of my face and i look up at him. i swear i would be a blushing mess right now if i wasn't so exhausted.

"i slept at 4'o clock," my eyes open and close. "and got up at 6 a.m." a sudden clicking sound causes me to jump in surprise and my eyes stay open for a few seconds, "have this," taehyung puts a straw to my mouth.

"it tastes bitter," i purse my lips nd scrunch my nose. "what are you feeding me?" i drop my head onto the desk.

"coffee in a can," he whispers. "now drink, it'll help."

i drink a little more and slowly start to feel my energy come back to me. i slowly tie my hair up into a top knot style and i sip on the caffeinated drink once more, "so what were you doing the entire night that got you in this state?" he questions, being wary of namjoon-nim.

"yah! i wanna know to?" taehyung and i turn around to see a smiling yet concerned looking jimin.

"i was streaming running man, it's a variety show where luhan stars." i quicky say and jimin shakes his head in despair.

"her love for luhan has no boundaries, hyung." guk pipes in and taehyung just listens. i pout at the both of them and turn forward.

it's true luhan is ultimate bias.

"so you're a lufan?" taehyung asks but it's sounds more of a statement than anything else. i look at him surprised, my tiredness suddenly being washed away. how does he know that luhan's fandom is known as lufans?

i nod, "how do you know that? are you secretly fan as well?" he shrugs and i furrow my eyebrows at him, "stop being sketchy, taehyung ah~" he smirks and looks down at his notebook. i stare at him while sipping on my coffee hoping to make him uncomfortable.

he lightly lifts up his head and he chuckles, "you want to know something?" i nod my head and move closer to him. "do you know why it's called the mall?" he whispers.

"taehyung please no," i beg. i just know it's one of his stupid brain cell murdering jokes.

"because instead of going to one store, we go to them all." he cackles beside me.

i drop my head on the desk, "why are you like this?"

"taehyung and soo yeong?" namjoon-nim calls and taehyung and i look up. "you two are being very disruptive today."

"sorry, namjoon-nim." we say in unison.

• • •

finally lunch rolls around and i couldn't be any happier. i sit across from jungkook and jimin. i poke my fork into my mac and cheese and bring it up to my mouth, chewing it.

"you and taehyung in class today," jimin wiggles his eyebrows.

i groan and look at him, "stop it pabo, taehyung is mean."

"i thought he was being kind," guk adds and jimin nods.

"initially, yes, but then- just forget it." i shake my head.

"you're probably gonna stab me with your fork," i raise my eyebrows at guk's words. "but you two are relationship goals... hyung protect me!" guk moves closer to jimin.

i chuckle at his cuteness, "i'm not going to stab you and taehyung and i aren't even together." i point the fork at guk stating the obvious.

"guk's right though...you both are otp!" jimin seconds.

it's sweet that they ship me and taehyung because my heart likes him now but this could just be a one-sided crush.

"see," jimin shoves his phone in my face and my eyes widen as i stare at the photo on the screen.

it's a photo of me and taehyung from english class where he's feeding me the coffee in a can, "yahh! jiminie pabo! delete that right now!" i retort and jimin and jungkook laugh uncontrollably,l.

"i think jimin hyung has jams now!" jungkook cackles beside jimin.

"i'm seriously reconsidering the stabbing idea." i mumble.

"moving on..." they laugh awkwardly, "did you get another sticky note?" jimin asks.

i nod my head, stabbing the innocent pasta instead, "i think i did, but i'm in no mood to read it so it's still stuck on my locker."

jimin frowns. everyday without fail that child always asks me what new message i received, guess today i disappointed him. i decide to change the subject, "i heard that it's dansae's birthday this weekend and he wants gift certificates."

jungkook sits up, "yah! it's tomorrow and i already got his gift certificate, what about you hyung?"

"i'll have to purchase it after school today, i've been busy all week preparing for that learner's test." jimin sighs.

"can i request something from you two?" i put down my fork.

they both nod and stop eating.

"make sure to watch over taehyung at dansae's party." my voice takes a serious tone.

"did something happen?" jimin inquires.

"no, i just have a bad feeling but promise me?" i say and guk puts out his pinky finger, then jimin does the same. i intertwine mine with theirs, "we promise."

• • •

as usual, i'm wiping the tables at the café station but today my mind is a whirlwind of thoughts and i'm constantly spacing out because of it and the main reason for my state is hoseok and yoongi oppa's, they asked me again if i've made up my mind about going for the spring festival.

i know i should go for the sake of my father because he loved going to see the cherry blossom trees especially from that black metal bridge. every year without fail we stood there and admired the pastel beauties. it was a tradition we shared and treasured but now that he's not here, i'm not sure what to do.

father always said that it's a special place he always shared with a special someone and he had also mentioned before that that's where he had first met my biological mother. so this festival and that bridge holds a deep significance to me but now i just feel hollow and devoid.

suddenly, my train of thought is broken by the jingle of the café bell that's mounted at the entrance. but instead of looking up i continue wiping the table, unbothered.

"yahh~!" the person yells, which grabs my attention. i look to the person and i see a very panicked looking taehyung. i furrow my eyebrows in confusion and stand straight.

he stands infront of the counter looking around and soon his gaze lands on me, "soo yeong ah~!" he yells and before i know it he scurries across the café making his way toward me.

he grabs me by the arm and quickly says, "be my girlfriend!"

my eyes widen at his statement and i stare at him dumbfounded, "pardon?"

a/n: this is unedited, my laziness just hit (well it's always on but i feel more lazier than usual...ugh you know what i mean...)

someone get me this man ↑. my stupid a** can't stop thinking about him. i'd give you my last kookie for him.