Lapis pov

I did not know where I was going but I knew one thing I wanted to be as far away from steven as possible, i looked down at a small lake and landed on the shore I look at the water, I then remmber of when steven saved me and healed my gem as I'm now blushing but then I begen to cry more, lapis remmberd how he tuned on the gems so quickly I remmber looking into his glowing pink diamond eyes she had never seen so much hate or evil in anyone like that before even jasper.

Lapis: Steven why?... why did you become a monster! She yells in sadness however I thought of something, maybe he was right to turn on me after all I did abanded him when he needed me I always told him I would be there for him but I lied to him and fled but now that Steven is a diamond changed everything when he attacked them lapis looked at steven he was becoming more and more diamond and is growing darker, I want to be there for him but I'm afraid he will shatter me, he all ready poofed me in cold blood, she did not want to lose him not when she just came back, not when she became a crystal gem and summnded her selve to earth forever, Steven turned on us amost like he was under some kind of spell, but no he did it himself.

Lapis pov

I begen to wonder if steven even before his fall into darkness even ever loved me I tried to drop hints to him but he never even noticed.

Then I remembered Connie always just useing him for fusion it makes me sick I steel hate fusing but if for him I would do it, everthing I have done I do it for him, but now steven was consumed by darkness

That mayed her thank of something that made her thank of who Steven used to be before he was a diamond, she spread her wings and took off

Lapis: i don't care how evil steven is i love him no matter what and she was going to save him not for what he'd become but for the Steven she knew, as I fly to the house I stop I'm lift competely shocked as hot tears rain down my face!