I have gone through torture and suffering.. I know what heartache feels like.. My whole life...My entire existence was built on lies. A fabrication...

All I know is pain. And more of nothing to gain. I suffer alone in the silence.  I scream in vain. But no one  seems to notice. I can feel the blood pumping. And the Adrenaline running through my veins.  I can feel the boiling rage and anger in the pit of my gut.  And I feel like im going insane! 

I don't know who to trust or turn to anymore. Nothing but...

Lies and more lies...

Lies and more lies...

Lies and more and more and MORE lies!!!

How can you build a brick house on an unstable foundation?   You can't build a foundation on little white lies and fibs!  I am a man of my word!

And I only speak of the truth! I am tired of the pain and I'm tired of the lies!!!   People say words are "meaningless"... That "sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt"....  

But the truth is... is that words are like knives aiming at my heart.  They leave behind permanent emotional scars... The true saying
goes "Be careful for what you say"   Because some words are words you cannot take back and eventually you'll regret what you say!!!

And you'll regret it day after day...

Watch as the pain unfolds and more wicked lies to be told! 

I hate lies and I hate secrets... But the funny thing about secrets is.. They never stay hidden.  For a short amount of time. You try to keep your lips sealed.
But eventually all secrets will be revealed!!

Lies  and more lies

Lies and more lies

Lies and more and more and MORE lies!!!

Deception written in your blood!!!  You decieve the people around you including yourself!!  You choose to deny the truth!  Because you are chickenshit..
you are to afraid to admit  it..!!

You choose to believe in YOUR OWN false truths!!!  Because your insecure!

I don't believe in rumors or gossip. But its sad to say.. "oh what a tangle web we weave"

Lies and Lies and more and more and MORE lies!!!