Losing myself again.
And I know
I'm not what I'm feeling
I'm not the monster in my head
I'm not the darkness
I'm not hopeless
I'm not
But it's in my head
It tells me
I am
But I'm not
I know
But it's easier to listen to my head
Than to listen to the real my
It's easier to believe
That I am what I feel
But it's a lie
I am not
I want to give up because of it
But it's not who I am
I've found where I fight for
I fight to find myself again
It's hard
The feelings are strong
The lies are strong
It's hard to stay
But I will be strong
I won't listen to the feelings
Even though it's hard
But I will keep fighting
Because I will find myself back
I keep fighting
Antil I win