Strong enough to get through this
I'm waiting for the teacher in front of the class. And the he came Isaac Lahey and he said to his friend:"Look there is that stupid faggot." And I just ignored him.
The teacher came and we went into class. Our teacher Ms. Blake gave us cards and we needed to find our partner. My partner was my best friend Scott. We had to describe the word on our cards in french after we describe everything we must go back to our seats. And on my seat was Derek Hale, next to him Erika and Boyd. "Ehm, can I sit there?" I asked in a sarcastic tone. "No. Go away." Derek answered. "But it's my seat." I argued. "Go away." he repeated. "Oh look at him. He looks so helpless." Erika said. Tears formed in my eyes.
Okay Stiles your strong enough to get through this last year of school. It's only one year. I thought.
"Don't you understand, idiot? Go away." Boyd said. That was it I can't take it any longer I took my things, started to cry and ran out of class.
"STILES! Come back!" Ms. Blake screamed but I continued walking.
Why is he such an ass? Why do I love h-
My thoughts got interrupted by someone calling my name. But I don't look who it was I just go on walking home.
"Stiles!" It was Derek."Stiles stop. Please listen to me!"
No stiles keep going! You don't stop only because you have a huge crush on him! Keep going!
"Stiles." Tears run down my cheek.
"WHAT?! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?! TELL ME THAT IM AN UGLY FAGGOT? WHY ARE YOU SUCH AN ASS, DEREK HALE!! LEAVE ME ALONE." I yelled to him.
"Stiles. I just wanted to tell you that I'm sorry.." he looked down.
"You're sorry? For what bullying me all the time, since I know you? Every fucking second I say to me that I am strong enough to get through this last year of High School. I cut, and I have an eating disorder because I think that I am to fat." I showed him my arm.
"Stiles." he whispered softly. "I am really sorry." I turned around and continued walking. Tears streaming again from my eyes. Derek catch me up and stopped me.
He wipes away my tears. "Stiles, I just said that you should go away, only because everytime you are next to me, your driving me crazy. I like you."
Did he just said that he likes me?
"I am sorry I can't believe you. Now let me go home. Cause i am not going back to this idiots." I said coldly.
***
When I am home I went directly to my room,laid on my bed and started to cry again.
Did I just said ' I can't believe you' to the one I love? Oh my god. But never minds it's my last fucking year and I am strong enough to get through this.
*****
A few days later we had a stupid fest on the school where we must go.
After one stupid hour with that stupid people someone went to the stage and wanted to say something.
I looked up and saw Derek.
"Okay... Hi guys my name is Derek Hale and I want to say something. Stiles Stilinski? Can you come to me on stage?" he asked.
I slowly get to the stage and looked confused and really scared at Derek.
"Okay Stiles. I know you won't believe me.. But that what I told you a few days ago, was the truth. I am really sorry and I like you."
What the hell is he doing?
He took my hand and said:"Stiles. I am gay and I love you. Do you want to go out with me?"
I thought a moment and the realised what he just said. Derek loves me. He just said it in front of the whole school. Okay I believe him.
"Yes Derek." I mumbled. He smiled and kissed me in front of the whole school.
" I love you."
"I love you too Derek"
Now i am totally strong enough to get through this shit.
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Okay this was my first One shot so don't wonder if it is really bad.
xxx
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