I can't just sit and wait. I need to do something to find Kai and so I have decided to sneak out to look for BamBam. 

I went to my room and grabbed my phone and some cash. Wore a cap and mask so gangs won't be able to identify me easily.

I checked the hallway and no one was there. So I quietly made a run for the stairs. I slowly came down and saw the coast was clear so I ran to the door. 

I grabbed my different shoes and checked them thoroughly for a tracking chip, when found none I wore them and ran out of the house. 

Since we have security at the gate, I ran to the back of the house to climb tall fences. Now the thing is how do I do it? I'm not an athletic person and these fences look unclimbable. 

(looked something like this 👆👆👆)

Maybe I can climb trees and slowly reach over fences?

Might work!

I started claiming trees. Being careful. I somehow reached the top of fences. 

??: What the fuck are you doing?!

The sudden voice of RM scared me, making me lose my balance and now I was hanging on the fence.  My cap fell to the ground. 

Why is he here?!!!

RM: Get down!

He yelled at me. 

It caused my heartbeat to beat at an abnormal speed. I was in trouble. A really bad one. I couldn't move because of fear so I stayed still hanging. 

He came close and grabbed my waist. He tried to pull me down but my grip on the fence tighten. 

RM: Let go. 

He ordered. 

What should I do?!

I panicked. Even if I kicked his face and run away from here, he'll still catch me with help of his men. I guess I have no choice but to let go.

He gently put me down on the ground before standing straight tall, towering over me. I lower my eyes to the ground as I shrink under his angry gaze.

RM: What were you doing? huh?! Are you crazy?! You could've hurt yourself climbing this fence! 

He yelled while I just stayed quiet, praying he would calm down. 

RM: Don't tell me you were trying to run away! I told you you can't run away!

Y/N: I wasn't! 

I quickly replied. 

He crossed his arms over his chest and stared at me. 

RM: Then what were you doing here?!

Y/N: Nothing.

He looked dissatisfied with my answer. He stared at me for a few seconds before speaking. 

RM: Okay then!

He grabbed my hand and started dragging me. I panicked. 

Y/N: Let me go!

He didn't stop. I tried to pull my hand away from his grip but his grip only tightened. 

Y/N: Let me go! You are hurting me!!

I yelled louder. 

He still didn't listen and kept dragging me toward parking. I panic when he dragged me to his car instead of our house. With another hand, he unlocks his car with a remote. 

Y/N: What are you doing?!! Let me go!

RM: We are going to get a tracking chip in your neck.

Y/N: WHAT! NOOO!

I tried to pull myself out of his grip with all my might but he didn't budge. 

RM: I told you not to run away but you didn't listen so this is the only option I have. 

Y/N: I was not running away! I swear! I was just going to my friend's house!

I cried as I tried to free myself from him. Tears made their way to my cheeks when I failed in freeing myself. 

RM: Liar! 

Y/N: Please let me go...

I pleaded in a weak voice.  

RM turned to me. His eyes widen seeing me cry. Now panic rose in his eyes. He immediately let go of my hand.  

RM: I'm sorry—

Before he could say more I ran home. I bumped into J-hope and Suga in the living room, on my way to my room. They both looked shocked to see me like that. They asked me questions but I was too shaken and upset to hear them. I just ran to my room and closed my door. I dragged the nightstand and put it in front of the door so it wouldn't open. 

Once I felt safe, I sat on the floor, pulling my knees to my chest as I cried. This is the first time I saw RM like this. His behaviour really shooked me to my core. He looked like he's gone crazy. 

I hear several knocking on my doors. Suga and J-hope's worried voices followed behind. 

Suga: Y/N, what happened?!

J-hope: Why are you crying??

I didn't answer. So they tried to open my door but thanks to the nightstand they couldn't open it. 

Suga: Y/N, open the door! Tell us what happed!

J-hope: Y/N, let us in.

Y/N: Leave me alone!

I yelled at them.

Suga: Y/N—

??: Why are you all yelling?

I heard V's curious voice. 

Slowly I started hearing more footsteps outside of my door. 

Jin: What's going on here?

Jungkook: Is Y/N okay?

J-hope: We don't know. She came into the living room crying. We asked what happened but she didn't reply and ran to her room. 

Jungkook: Y/N, WHAT HAPPEN?!

I heard a loud knocking on my door.  The doorknob started moving vigorously as they try to open the door and come in. 

Jin: Y/N, open the door!

Y/N: Leave me alone! 

I yelled loudly. 

Y/N: Go Away!!

Jimin: Tell us why are you crying??

Y/N: GO AWAY!! 

I cried. 

Jungkook: Y/N, get away from the door. We are gonna break this door. 

I stood up immediately and yelled at door. 

Y/N: DON'T! 

V: Then opend the door!

He yelled back. 

Y/N: Why can't you all fucking leave me alone! Just go! I don't wanna talk to anyone! Why don't you understand!!!

Atmosphere gets quiet. After a few seconds, Suga spoke up.

Suga: If that's what you want then we'll go. 

He said softly.  Slowly I heard footsteps dispersed. 

.....................

Once I calm down, I was back to find a way to contact BamBam. I didn't want to call the restaurant earlier because BTS might be tapping my phone calls but now I have no choice but call.

So I called the restaurant where BamBam works. Someone picked up. 

Y/N📱: Hi, Can I talk to BamBam?

Man📱: Sorry, who are you?

Y/N📱: I'm BamBam's friend. I urgently want to talk to him.  

Man📱: Sorry, but he doesn't work here anymore. 

Y/N📱: What? Why?

Man📱: I don't know. He just stop coming one day. 

Y/N📱: When was last—

Man📱: Sorry miss but we are a little busy. If you don't have any questions related to a restaurant then I'm going to end this call. 

Y/N📱: Wait! Can I talk to your manager?

Man📱: Why?

Y/N📱: I really need to talk to him. It's urgent. 

Man📱: Sorry miss but I can't—

Y/N📱: Tell him I'm Mr. Kim's daughter and BTS's sister. 

The man suddenly went quiet on another side. 

Man📱: Wait a minute, miss, I'll transfer this call to him.

After a few seconds, Another man spoke. 

Manager📱: Hello, miss Kim! How can I help you?

Y/N📱: When did BamBam stop coming to work?

Manager📱: Is there any problem?

Y/N📱:  I'm sorry I'm in hurry, can you please answer my question?

Manager📱: Yeah, sorry. It's been more than a month. 

Y/N📱: So he didn't inform you about his leave?

Manager📱: No. It was strange because he was a good responsible employee.  

Y/N📱: I see. Can you give me his parents' phone numbers?

Manager📱: I'm sorry I can't.  

Y/N📱: Please. I really need it. 

Manager📱: I can't do that legally. 

Y/N📱:  Please, I really need it. It's a life or death situation. It can save someone's life. 

Manager📱: Ok. 

He finally gave me BamBam's dad's phone number. I said my thank you and ended the call. Then I called BamBam's dad. 

BamBam's dad📱: Hello?

Y/N📱: Hi. Can I talk to BamBam?

BamBam's dad📱: Who are you?

Y/N📱: I'm his friend. I really need to talk to him.

He didn't say anything for a few seconds. 

BamBam's dad📱: BamBam has been missing. 

His voice was heavy and in pain.  

Kai was right?!

Y/N📱: How??

BamBam's dad📱: We don't know. He just didn't come home one day. 

His breathing got shaky like he was crying. 

Y/N📱: That's terrible. When did he go missing?

 BamBam's dad📱: It's been more than a month. 

He sniffled. 

Y/N📱:  Did you tell cops?

BamBam's dad📱: Yeah, they think he ran away to some other state but I know he would never do that. He's a responsible kid. He would never leave us like this. 

His voice shook more by the end. 

I felt bad hearing him cry like this but I had to ask this question to make sure. 

Y/N: Um, I'm sorry. I just have one last question. Did he ever receive restraining orders?

BamBam's dad📱: WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT?! My son was a good man. He would never do something to receive such a thing! 

He then ended the call leaving me in shock. 

Does it mean Mr. Kim never got restraining orders against him?

What if BamBam hid it from his parents?

But what if Mr. Kim did something worst to him and lied to us about restraining orders!

Why do I have a strong feeling that it's the latter? Mr.Kim and BTS have something to do with BamBam's disappearance. If that's true then BamBam is not behind Kai's disappearance. 

...........................

Later that evening

I heard a knock on my door. And after a knock, the voice of a maid followed.

Maid: Dinner is ready, miss Y/N.

Y/N: I'm not hungry.

Maid: Ok.

Maid left and I was back to figuring out how to find Kai and what happened to BamBam.

In Dining room

3rd pov

Everyone has arrived for dinner, except Y/N and RM. All brothers greeted dad and mom as they arrived one by one. And now they were all waiting for Y/N. The maid arrived in the dining room.

Dad: Where is RM?

Jin: I don't know. I have seen him. 

J-hope: He told me he has some work so he'll come home late. 

The maid enters dining room.

Maid: Miss Y/N is not hungry, so she won't be joining you for dinner today.

Mom: Why? Did she eat anything earlier?

Mom asked causally. 

Maid: She hasn't eaten anything.

Mom turned to BTS.

Mom: Did you guys go out to eat after school?

Jin: No.

Now, mom's face turned in worries. Mr. Kim put his hand on mom's hand.

Mr. Kim: Honey, don't worry. She'll eat later when she'll feel hungry.

Mom smiled at him.

Mom: You guys eat. I'll go check up on her.

She was about to stand up when Mr. Kim spoke up.

Mr.Kim: You look worried. Do you think it's something serious?

He asks (Y/M/N) worriedly.

Mom: I don't know. She usually doesn't skip her dinner unless there is something troubling her.

Mr. Kim: Then I'll also come with you.

Mom: Oh honey, you don't have to.

Mr. Kim: Oh come on, she's my daughter too. And I haven't seen her all day so I'm a little worried now.

Mom smiles at him.

Mom: Okay then.

Jungkook: I'll come with you too!

He immediately stood up to go with them.

Dad: It's okay you stay here.

Jungkook: I also wanna come.

He then looked at mom with a whiney pout.

Jungkook: Mom, please.

Mom: Of course, Kookie, you can come too!

He immediately runs upstairs while mom and dad follow at a normal pace.

Y/N pov

I jumped when someone opened my door with force without any warning. (Yeah, I did move my nightstand earlier because I had to get water sneakily.) My eyes immediately fell on Jungkook who look out of breath.

Y/N: What is the meaning of this?!

I yelled at him.

He shushed me and came closer to whisper.

Jungkook: Dad is coming with mom to check up on you. Don't tell your mom anything about the mafia, Okay? And please behave normally if you don't want him to hurt you and mom.  

Before I could answer, mom and dad entered my room.

This is not good. I was avoiding seeing mom because I won't be able to stay strong in front of her. I'll cry and I don't want to do that. 

As soon as they entered Jungkook started talking in his normally loud voice.

Jungkook: Why don't you wanna eat? Is it because you don't like lasania? Should I order pizza?

Mom: No she liked lasania, right Y/N?

She came and sit beside me, taking my hands in her casually.

I felt emotional seeing her face. It feels like I'm seeing her after years. I reach out and hugged her. I wanted to let loose myself and cry. Tell her everything about Kim's family but I know I can't do that. I have to stay strong if I want mom and myself to remain unharmed.

Mom: Y/N, sweetie is everything okay?

She asks while moving her gentle palm to the back of my head. I closed my eyes and enjoyed my mom's loving touch.

Mr.Kim: What happened, Y/N? Why didn't you come to eat dinner with us?

He asked gently and worriedly like my mom.

Hearing his voice brought back all bitter feelings.

Y/N: It's nothing.

Mom: Are you sure? Because you look sad.

Y/N: Mom, it's really nothing.

I said showing her my smile.

Mr. Kim: It's really nothing then let's go eat with us, sweetie.

I cringe inside when he called me sweetie. How dare he?! Only my mom can call me that now!

Jungkook: Yeah Y/N, let's go!

He said in a chirpy voice.

Y/N: Okay...

I said in an unenthusiastic voice. 

Mom gave me a worried look but didn't ask anything.

We all arrived at the dining table. Others were sitting quietly, waiting patiently for us. Their eyes observed me closely. I sat at my sit and mom made me my plate. 

Hobi: Are you okay, Y/N?

I nodded.

Jin: Good. Mom seemed really worried about you.

I turned to mom.

Y/N: Sorry for making you worried.

She nodded with a smile but her face still was covered with concern. She was not satisfied with my answer earlier. Maybe her worries will help me find Kai. Since she can't see me sad and Mr. Kim can't see her sad so maybe Mr. Kim will help me find Kai.

Everyone started eating but I didn't eat. Instead, I played around with food, hoping mom would notice it. After a few seconds, mom called out my name.

Mom: Y/N, why aren't you eating, Love?

Y/N: I don't feel like eating, mum.

I replied in my depressed voice.

Mom: Y/N, did something happen at school?

From my peripheral vision, I noticed everyone stopped eating and now their focus was on me.

Y/N: It's nothing, mom.

I dismissed her question once again.

Mom: Don't lie! Tell me what happened!

Mom finally snapped.

Bingo!

Y/N: Mom, Kai is missing...

The dining room went pin-drop silence. And everyone became statues.

Mom: What do you mean?

Y/N: He's been kidnapped.

Mom: What! How?! Why didn't you tell me earlier?!

Y/N: I didn't want to make you worried.

Mom: Tell me everything!

Mr. Kim: Yeah, Y/N tell us everything.

I nodded.

Y/N: He went missing yesterday. His uncle came to school today to tell teachers about Kai. He also asked me if I knew anything about him that help him find him but I didn't know anything.

Mom: Did he go to the cops?

I nodded and started crying.

Y/N: They said they will try to find him. But Mom, I'm really worried for him. What if something bad happens to him before they find him?

Mom reached out and hug me.

Mom: Y/N, don't cry, sweetie. Nothing bad will happen to Kai.

Y/N: I'm really scared, mom.

Mom: Don't be scared, sweetie. Nothing bad will happen.

She turned to Mr.Kim.

Mom: Can you ask for Kai's uncle's phone number from school? 

Mr. KIm: Why?

Mom: So we can help him. Kai is a student in your school. And I know Kai and his mom and dad really well. So it's our responsibility to help them, and support them in any way.  

Mr. Kim: Yeah of course! I'll text the school principal right now. 

............