38. IU


Lisa and I were standing near my locker, discussing what time we should leave and where should we go for shopping. Yupe, you guessed it, I called mom and she said yes to shopping. It was the first thing I did after I was done with my last class. 

Lisa: I'll come and pick you up at 6:30, okay?

Y/N: Yeah! 

I was looking forward to this small trip to the mall. It's been so long since I been to shopping with friends.  

Lisa: Also, dont forget to send me your home address, okay? 

Y/N: Oh yeah, right! I'll do it right now. 

I unlocked my phone and started typing my home address and that's when I heard IU calling my name from behind. My heart stopped for a second before I slowly turned around to face her. 

IU: Did you talk to Jungkook?

Y/N: I...

I didn't know what to say. I did talk to Jungkook and he said he was not interested in her. But I can't say that to her face, it will break her heart. But I had to say something. Maybe I should say the truth because she deserves to know it. 

Y/N: He—

I paused and looked left and right. There were many people in the hallway, chatting and doing teenage things. I felt like this was not the right place to tell her about Jungkook because she may start crying, or worst, start screaming at me, so this was definitely not a place for serious talk. 

Y/N: Let's go to some quiet place. 

Lisa: Y/N!

She warned me from beside.

Y/N: Lisa, you should go. I'll see you later.

She eyed me like I have gone crazy or something because she knew talking alone with IU can be bad. IU had a tendency to jump at girls who come between Jungkook and her. And that made Lisa worry for me. But I wasn't worried because I think I can handle her and if she tries something physical then I'll spray my pepper spray in her eyes. 

I placed my hand on my school bag's side pocket to double-check if pepper spray was there or not. I felt a small bump there it means it was in there. Now I was confident talking alone with IU. 

Lisa: I'll come with you. 

She stated, giving me a look that told me she's coming no matter what. 

I sighed, 

Y/N: Okay, let's go. 

We marched to the empty class that was at the end of the hallway where fewer people were there. Once we entered the room, IU sharply spun around to face us. Her eyes were looking at us impatiently.

IU: So?

Y/N: Well, um...

Okay, this is going to be the hard part now. I didn't know how to break the news to her that Jungkook doesn't want her anymore or that he already started sleeping with other girls already.

Y/N: I did talk to Jungkook and he said he's not interested.

IU: What do you mean?

Y/N: Um, he doesn't want you back.

I said it slowly.

IU started laughing like it was the funniest thing she heard. 

IU: Wow! You got me for a second!  

She laughed harder. Lisa and I looked at her with confusion. Her reaction was very unpredicted, it left us puzzled.

IU: I didn't know you were so good at pranking.  

I frowned. 

Y/N: I'm not pranking. 

Her eyes searched my face for a hint of a smile as she laughed but when she didnt find it, her laughter died down.

IU: Stop it now. This is not funny. 

A small uncertain smile lingered on her lips as she begged me to stop with a cruel prank.

Y/N: I'm sorry, IU, but this is not a prank. 

Slowly the realization settled in IU. Her eyes started to fill with fear and panic but in flash, it was gone and now it replaced with anger and hatred. Her eyes snapped at us. 

IU: This is all your fault!

She let out a high-pitched scream and stalked toward Lisa, ready to attack but I quickly stood in front of Lisa and held IU by her forearms. 

IU: Let me go! I'm going to kill this bitch!!

Y/N: Stop it! It's not her fault!

I yelled as I kept struggling to hold IU in one place. 

Her eyes then jerked at me. Now her anger was shifted on me.

IU: It is your fault! 

She tried to free her arms but I held it tightly. 

IU: You were the one who told him to break up with me, didn't you?!

She yelled. She somehow managed to get her hands free and pushed me. I stumbled back a little and bumped into Lisa. She held me quickly to help me standstill on the ground. She then glared at IU.

Lisa: Are you out of your fucking mind?!

She yelled at IU angrily but IU ignored and walked up to me to attack but Lisa pushed her back with enough force so that there is a safe distance between IU and me. 

IU: You are the cause of this, Y/N!!

She again tried to attack me but I quickly held her again. 

Y/N: Are you for real?! Do you really think that he left you just because I asked him to? 

IU: Of course! You are his sister after all!

She snarled. 

Y/N: Then you are delusional! Just like I was! I also thought that he broke up with you because of me but then I found him sleeping with some girl. 

She stopped struggling in my hands when she heard that so I slowly let her go. 

IU: He was sleeping with a girl?

She whispered, mostly to herself. Her face saddened.

Y/N: Yeah.

She looked at me. The fire was back in her eyes. 

IU: Who was she?

Y/N: I don't know. 

IU came up to me and started shaking me aggressively by holding my shoulders.

IU: Who was she, Y/N, tell me. TELL ME NOW! 

She screamed at my face like a crazy woman and kept shaking me like a stupid leaf. It made me annoyed. 

Y/N: NO! Are you crazy?!

I freed myself from her aggressive grip. 

Y/N: You can't just jump on people like this! This is not the way to deal with a breakup! or jealously! Pull your fucking self together!

IU: Then what do you want me to do?! I can't just sit here and let them take away my Jungkook!

I pinched my nose bridge and took a deep breath to calm myself down because I was getting frustrated with her. 

Y/N: First of all, Jungkook was never yours. If he was yours then he wouldn't have broken up with you like this. And second of all, he's not worth it so stop acting like a crazy insecure girlfriend and move on.  

Her eyes started to get watery when she realized what I have said. 

IU: How can you say that?! I love him! I—

She choked up. Tears started racing down on her cheeks. 

I started to feel guilty, seeing her cry. It made me realized that I was harsh with my words. I was being insensitive.

Y/N: I'm sorry. 

I apologized.

IU: I-I love h-him. 

She cried harder. 

IU: How c-can he break up with m-me like this? I love h-him...

Lisa immediately went up to her and started comforting her. She gently made her sit on the near chair and started saying comforting words but IU just kept crying. I felt bad seeing her like this. I knew this was the real her behind all the glam. A naive insecure broken girl. I felt sorry for her but also guilty because my "brother" did this to her. 

Y/N: IU, don't cry. He's a douchebag. Let him go. 

IU: H-How can y-you say that, Y/N? He's your b-brother!

Y/N: It doesn't change the fact that he's a douchebag.

This is the first time I felt ashamed to have brothers. Right now I wished I could go back to my old life. It was better to be a single child than having brothers like this.

Lisa: IU, it's better that you are not with him anymore. 

IU's red teary eyes snapped at Lisa but Lisa ignored and continued with a gentle voice. 

Lisa: Tell me, did you ever felt secure when you were with him?

IU's eyes narrowed but she said nothing. Her crying slowly halted as she quietly listened to Lisa. 

Lisa: Because I always saw you attacking girls for just even looking at Jungkook. You were always jealous and insecure because deep down you knew that he will leave you when he'll find someone better, didn't you?

IU slowly hesitantly nodded. 

Lisa: That means your relationship was doomed to fail. It's better to leave that type of relationship or else it will make you bitter and hateful. 

IU: B-But I love him... Without him I-I am n-nothing. 

Her tears started flowing again. 

I reached out and hugged her from the side to comfort her. 

Y/N: You are so much more without him. Don't let him break you like this. You deserve better. 

IU: Y-You dont u-understand, Y/N. I'm nothing w-without him.

She said wiping her tears.

IU: D-Do you know, he was the reason why my mom dad started caring for me... b-but now that h-he's gone, they won't talk to m-me again.

Lisa and I frowned in confusion. 

Y/N: What do you mean?

IU: My parents never c-cared about me. They only cared about their business but when they found out that I was dating J-Jungkook, they finally started noticing me. They finally started taking care of me but now...they will s-stop caring for me again. 

Her voice shook at the end. Tears rolled out of her eyes,

IU: What should I do now, Y/N? I dont want them to ignore me...Even at school, people started liking me because I was Jungkook's girlfriend but now...they won't like me... T-They will all h-hate me...I won't h-have any friends...W-What should I do now?

Lisa and I looked at each other because we didnt know what to say. We both were speechless. Now we realized why IU was so clingy to Jungkook. At first i thought that it was only because she was jealous and insecure but now I realized that it was more than that. She wanted her parents' attention, she wanted everyone to like her and being with Jungkook gave her all of that. 

Lisa: We will be your friends. 

Y/N: Yeah, we are always here for you so—

??: Y/N!

We three turned around and saw JImin standing at the door with an angry expression. 

Jimin: What are you doing here?! And why aren't you answering your phone?!

He yelled.

Huh?

I snatched my phone from my hoodie's pocket and saw there were 11 missed calls from them. 

Fuck!

Y/N: I'm sorry. My phone was on silent. 

I apologized quickly. 

Jimin: Are you for real?!

He huffed. 

Jimin: Do you know we have been looking all over the school for you for half an hour?!

He breathed heavily. 

What! I didn't realize that that much time has passed already. They all must be worried and angry. 

Y/N: I'm so sorry. I didn't realize it. I was just...um...

I looked at IU who was now wiping away her tears as she looked at anywhere but at Jimin. 

Jimin: Why is she crying?

He asked, his voice was no longer hard. 

Y/N: Can you give me a few more minutes? 

Jimin: Everyone is waiting, Y/N. 

He prompted. 

IU: It's okay, Y/N, you should go. 

She murmured without looking up. 

Y/N: But I want to stay—

Jimin: Y/N, Yoongi doesn't like waiting.

He warned. 

Y/N: You guys should go. I'll take the bus. 

Jimin: No, you are coming with me. Now

He said, leaving no room for argument. 

Ugh! 

Lisa: Y/N, Go. I'm here. 

Y/N: Uh... 

I hesitated because I wanted to stay here to make sure she was okay but at the same time, I can't afford to make BTS angry.  

Y/N: Okay! IU text me if you need anything, okay?

IU nodded with a small forced smile. 

I nodded at Lisa asking her "if she will be okay?" through my eyes. She nodded back with a small assuring smile, telling me "Yeah, dont worry."

Y/N: Take care, IU. 

She nodded. I then walked out of class with Jimin. He immediately called Jin to Inform him about me and then ended the call. I stayed quiet as we walked through hallways.

Jimin: Why was she crying?

Y/N: Becasue of Jungkook. 

I replied without looking at him. 

Jimin: Are you close friends with IU?

Am I?

I do know more about her now so I would consider myself as her close friend if she wants one.

Y/N: Yeah.

I guess. 

Jimin stayed quiet after that. Silent was growing as we walked through the hallway. 

Y/N: Do you love Sana?

Jimin: Yeah, why?

I abruptly stopped walking and turned to look at him in the eyes. 

Y/N: Do you really love Sana?

He was taken aback by my behaviour but he answered anyway. 

Jimin: Of course. I really love her that's why I'm with her... But what's up with you? Why are you asking?

Y/N: Dont lie to me. Jungkook said you guys dont get involved with girls emotionally. So are you also playing with her like Jungkook?

Jimin: What! No! I love her, Y/N. I really do. I'm not like Jungkook. 

He sounded genuine but I still kept staring at his face with doubt. Jimin sighed, his features relaxed. He looked at me with warm eyes.

Jimin: Y/N, trust me, I'm not lying. I do love her and care for her. 

Y/N: Um, Okay, good. 

 I turned and started walking and Jimin followed closely. I was feeling relief that at least Jimin was not like Jungkook. 

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I know I took a long time to upload because I'm kind of struggling with this part. There are two things I can do here: 

1. Other six brothers are really angry at Y/N because of her carelessness...And seeing them angry, Y/N gets nervous... (I dont wanna say much but basically, I want to create a nice moment between Jimin and Y/N. So if you want this then comment here)------------>

2. Other six brothers are really angry at Y/N because of her carelessness... But Y/N is also angry at them and she confronts them about being players and then they do back and forth arguing in car------------------------->

So basically, I dont know what she should be feeling when she sees her angry brothers. Also, she knew it was kind of her fault because she didnt picked up the phone. and She had created panic within her brothers. 

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