My heart was feeling heavy. I was feeling lost from the way they were all behaving. They even threaten me that if I tell anyone about Jungkook's past then they will be my worst nightmare.

What does that mean?

Will they hurt me like they have been hurting their victim at school?

Or will they do worst?

From an earlier look on their faces made me think that they will do more than worst. And they will not care if I'm their sister or not... Now that I think about it, I don't think they care about me as much as they care about each other. I was just some intruder in their family. It was them against me.

My heart started aching when I realized what my place was in this family. I felt tears started building in my eyes. I needed to get out of here before they start spilling. So, I stood up, ready to leave.

J-hope: Y/N, where are you going?

Y/N: To my room.

I replied in a weak voice without looking at him.

Jin: But you haven't eaten anything, princess.

Y/N: I'm not hungry.

My voice shook a little. I was close to spilling tears, so I started walking toward the stairs.

Jungkook: Y/N

He called out. I stopped in my track but didn't turn back to look at him.

Jungkook: How about we go out for dinner, just two of us?

Y/N: No, I'm good.

With that, I quickly exited the room without looking back.

As soon as I entered my room, my tears started flowing freely. My heart started aching more. I was feeling hurt and scared. I was scared by how quickly they changed when Jungkook told them about me knowing about his uncle's murder. They all looked at me like I was some threat, an enemy that they wanted to get rid of.

At that time, I kept trying to understand their situation. I kept trying to justify their action by telling myself that their behaviour was reasonable, but deep down I knew I was just fooling myself. Their actions were not normal. Their expressions were not normal. There was something really wrong about them, something... sinister.

I flinched when I heard knocking on my door. I quickly wiped away my tears, but I didn't reply because I knew my voice will give out the fact that I cried.

??: Y/N

I heard Jungkook's soft voice from the other side of the door. I didn't reply.

??: Are you okay?

He asked worriedly.

I took a deep breath and reply.

Y/N: Yeah, I'm good.

I tried to keep my voice steady as I reply.

Jungkook: Can I come in?

Y/N: I'm tired, Oppa. I'm going to sleep.

I made excuse to send him away. And it worked because after that I heard him walking away.

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To forget about my current shitty situation, I started texting with my old friends in a group chat. We have been talking about random stuff for more than half an hour. I started to feel good but then I heard a knock on my door. It brought me back to reality. I quickly put my phone aside and grabbed a blanket and lay down.

??: Y/N?

I heard Jin's voice from the other side but I didn't reply.

??: Y/N, can we come in?

RM asked gently but I still chose to act like I was sleeping.

??: Y/N, we are coming in.

J-hope spoke after a few seconds.

My eyes widen but I quickly close them and started acting like I was asleep so that they can leave. After a few seconds, I heard my door being open. Many footsteps started coming in.

??: Y/N wake up. We bought something for you.

Jungkook said in a bright tone but I stayed still, eyes closed.

??: Y/N we know you are not sleeping. So, stop pretending.

Jimin said laughing.

How did he know?

Or is he just playing a trick to see if I'm actually awake or not?

??: Y/N, we just saw you online on Facebook so quit playing a game. We know you are awake.

Suga's remark made me stop my act. I opened my eyes and saw seven of them standing in the middle of my room with food in trays.

J-hope: Good morning, Y/N.

He said with a teasing tone.

I glared at him for making fun of me. But it just made him, and others laugh.

J-hope: Ugh, Y/N, why are you so cute!

He exclaimed.

I ignored him and sat up, crossed legs. I looked at others with a straight face.

Y/N: What are you all doing here?

I asked calmly.

Jin: We bought food for you.

He said in an exciting tone.

Y/N: I'm not hungry.

I politely refused.

RM: Are you sure about that? Because we have pizza, burgers, fries, cake, ice-creams, fruits and of course, our homemade food.

Does he really think I'm five years old? I looked at their faces and they were all looking at me with anticipation mixed with excitement. I wanted to laugh, did they really thought that they can fool me after all this with their cute innocent act.

Y/N: I'm not hungry.

I said. Their smile dropped hearing my answer.

Y/N: Now can you all please leave.

Jin came close and kneel down in front of me. We were now at eye level.

Jin: We are sorry about earlier, Y/N.

I turned my face to the other side. I was not in the mood for their drama.

J-hope came and kneel down on the other side of the bed, where my face was facing.

J-hope: Y/N, we are really sorry. Please forgive us.

Y/N: If I forgive you, will you all leave?

RM: Y/N, please don't be like this. We know we were wrong, and we do feel guilty for it. So please forgive us.

He pled. He sounded genuine but at this point, I didn't really care. I just wanted them to get out of my room.

Y/N: I forgive you.

Their faces quickly light up. They looked happy.

RM: Really?

Jin: Really, princess?

They both spoke at the same time.

Y/N: Yes.

I said with a straight face.

J-hope quickly reached out to hug me, but I pulled away before he could touch me.

Y/N: Don't.

He stood frozen in confusion.

J-hope: Why?

Y/N: I'm not in the mood. Now, can you all please leave?

Jungkook: Y/N, you are still upset with us, aren't you?

I scoffed. Why would I be upset with you people? I'm upset with myself for giving this much importance to you people. I'm angry at myself for being naive. I was stupid to think that we were a big happy family but for you all, I'm just a toy. I felt tears started building in my eyes, so I quickly blinked them away and looked at him with a straight face.

Y/N: I'm not upset. I'm just tired.

V: Don't lie. We can clearly see that you are upset.

Y/N: Why are you here?

He uncomfortably shifted in his place.

V: I'm here to say sorry—

Y/N: Just stop.

I stopped him in mid-sentence because I knew if he continues then I'll start to feel emotional again.

Y/N: We both know you don't like me. So, save your breath.

I then turned around to look at Jin.

Y/N: Please leave.

Jimin: Y/N, look, I bought you your favourite pastries!

He said as he came forward. He then placed the tray in front of my face to show me a tray full of pastries. I knew what he was doing. He thought placing it close to me will make me want to eat them, but he was wrong.

Y/N: I'll eat it tomorrow.

I told him so he can stop forcing me.

His smile dropped at my answer. He stared at me for a second like he was searching for something on my face.

Jimin: Y/N, you do l-love me, right?

His soft voice cracked a little. He looked at me with hope and desperation.

Jimin: You d-did say you love me with all your heart then why are you are l-looking at me with no love.

He looked like he was about to cry. I could see a flash of that innocent kid in him who was abandoned by many people in past. So, I quickly reached out.

Y/N: I... I do love you, Oppa.

I pulled the tray away from his hand and put it aside. And then gave him a tight hug. He also wrapped his arms around me and relaxed.

Jimin: Y/N, if you love me then please eat something.

I pulled back and looked at his face with narrowed eyes.

Y/N: Did you just trick me?

Jimin: What! No! Why would I trick you? I really do care about you, Y/N, and that's why I want you to eat.

He quickly defended himself.

I purse my lips. I didn't want to eat anything, but I guess for Jimin's sake I should eat little.

Y/N: Okay.

His face glowed up. He had a big smile on. Everyone excitedly came forward with food trays. They surrounded me around my bed.

Jungkook: What do you wanna eat?

Y/N: I'll just eat some fruit.

They furrow their brows in confusion.

Jin: Don't you wanna eat cake, pizza or Ice-cream?

He asked in surprise.

Jimin: Eat some cakes, I know you like them.

Y/N: I'm not that hungry.

I politely said.

RM came and sat in front of me. He reached out for my hand to hold but I pulled away. He looked at me with hurtful eyes. He kept looking at my face for a few seconds before he let out a loud sigh.

RM: Y/N, scaring you earlier was not our intention.

He started softly.

RM: When we heard that you know about Jungkook's uncle, we got scared. We didn't know what to do so our overprotectiveness took over, and we behaved that way. I know it was wrong—

Y/N: What's the meaning of the worst nightmare?

I asked abruptly. My voice was still calm and steady. They all looked taken aback by my blunt question. They all stared at me as if I have asked for their kidney, but I didn't care. I needed to know what they will do to me. What are they capable of? I don't think I can get over their threat until I know what they meant. I wanted to know for my peace of mind. I needed to know where I stand in this family so from this day forward, I can act accordingly.

Y/N: Does that mean you guys will bully me? Or will you guys hurt me and torture me physically or, yeah, maybe find some way to throw me out of this house? Or worst...make me disappear—

Jungkook: Y/N! What are you saying?!

He yelled. He looked angry and upset with my questions.

Y/N: What! I have heard the rumours in schools and also you guys are rich and powerful, so you know, we never know.

I shrugged in the end. I said it all like it was a fun casual discussion but inside I was hurting. I was desperate. I know I was being butt-hurt over small things, but I couldn't pass their threat. I needed to know.

Jin: Y/N, it means nothing—

V: I just said it to scare you. That's it.

V quickly defended himself.

J-hope: Y/N, we will never hurt you.

His voice was soft and warm.

Y/N: So, you are saying that if I tell someone about Jungkook's past, you guys won't do anything to me?

Their face-harden but they didn't say anything.

Jungkook: Yeah, we won't do anything to you. You can tell anyone about my past.

He said it with desperation.

Y/N: I wanna hear it from them.

RM: Yes, we won't do anything to you.

RM's eyes looked at me like he was assuring me that whatever he's saying is true. He wanted me to trust him. I hesitated.

Jimin sat beside me and spoke,

Jimin: You are family, Y/N. We can't hurt you. So, stop overthinking.

He said it in his sweet voice. He took a piece of cake and put it in front of my mouth in order to feed me. I couldn't resist him or cake, so I took a bite.

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Thank you for your warm welcome🤗

BTW I won't be uploading this on YouTube for a while because I may rewrite this whole thing.