Urge
•a strong desire or impulse.

synonyms: desire, wish, need, impulse, compulsion, longing, yearning, hankering, craving, appetite, hunger, thirst, lust, fancy; informal; yen, itch

"I also have this urge to travel"

Jungkook

"I like to play many things..."

The words ring in my ears like the aftershock of a bomb shell, plummeting down onto the earth and shattering everything around me. My mind turns into a swirl of nothingness; no longer able to function.

"U-umm..." I stutter. It is all I can say without making things worst.
I feel his hot breath against my ear go cold as he moves away, hand on my chin leaving its firm hold. I gulp, staring at him with large eyes.

I notice his hand is wrapped around his other wrist, almost like he's restraining himself from moving. However, his eyes never leave mine.

"Boys! Dinner's ready!"

Thank fiddly fuck.

I immediately bolt upright from my sitting position. I feel his stare burning behind my head as I make my way out of the bedroom. I hear his footsteps behind as I trot down the stairs, quicker than I usually would.

I quickly enter the kitchen and sit down at the table. Taehyung chooses the chair next to me, Juwon and Soojin opposite. A steamy bowl of bibimbap is set on each mat, aroma filling the room.

I grab my chopsticks and smile at my mother, saying a quick "thank you for the meal". I immediately tuck into the food, ignoring the obvious glances from the elder male to my left.

"Thank you Soojin, it looks delicious!" Taehyung praises before having his first bite. A large smile finds its way on my mother's mouth as she nods, the bun in her hair bouncing slightly. It's only now that I notice a few grey hairs snake in and out of her chocolate locks.

The food tastes just as good as it looks. The familiarity of the ingredients makes me feel warm inside, filling a small hole in my heart. Clearly I'm not the only one immersed in the food. I look over at Taehyung's bowl, only to see all of the food wiped clean from the sides.

"Goodness, Tae! That was fast" Juwon chuckles. Now that I've heard Taehyung speak, I realise that they both have the same deepness to their voice. However, Juwon's is more sharp compared to his son's soft and soothing tone.

"I was hungry~" Taehyung cooes, leaning his elbow on the table and squishing his cheek into his hand. I can't help but grin at his cute expression. His eyes flick to my direction and he smiles back, cheeks squished. I fight back the urge to put out my hand and pinch them.

How can someone have two completely different sides? First he's all intimidating and seductive, now he's being adorable!

As we both stare at each other, both smiling, he leans over and ruffles my hair, giggling. I can't help but laugh and let my hair become a mess of strands. I wiggle my head around so that it bounces strangely, causing Taehyung to burst out laughing. So much so that he clutches his stomach and tears begin to form in his eyes.

"You two seem to be getting along well" My mum points out.  She almost makes me jump out my seat with shock. I nearly forgot the two adults were even in the room; it felt like it was just us.

I hum in response now that I've composed myself. I flatten my hair back to how it should be before finishing the last bits of my food. I set my chopsticks on top of the bowl and lean back, stretching.

"That was the best meal I've ever had!"

-x-

"Yah! Stop killing me!"

"It's not my fault you suck!"

I stare at the tv screen as I continue to hit Taehyung with multiple blows, causing his health to drop. The two of us are a jumble of limbs under a blanket, slumped on the couch.

I charge up my power and perform my signature move, finishing Tae off. He throws his controller on the floor with defeat, groaning.

"You cheated!"

"How? I just used my power boost" I chuckle at his pouty expression, setting my control down on the table.

"I don't know... You just did, okay?" He laughs, playfully punching my arm. The awkwardness from before has completely disappeared now that we have gotten to know each other a bit more. Turns out we actually have a lot in common.

"How about we play a different game" I suggest, shrugging. He nods, obviously liking the idea.

"How about truth or dare?" He wiggles his eyebrows comedically. I laugh at his immaturity and poke his arm.

"Sure~"

His smile widens. I drape my legs over his, making myself comfortable as I lean back, basically laying across the whole couch. He tuts and pulls me up, obviously annoyed at his lack of space. Now we are sat next to each other, my legs still over his so that we are almost facing one another.

"Ok, me first. Have you ever kissed anyone?" He leans back, so much so that I can only see the outline of his head. We have all the lights off, the only source being the tv which is still on the 'red wins' screen.

"Yes, obviously~" I grin. However, he probably can't see it in the dark room.
"Ok, are you single?" I ask, not being able to help myself from asking the thing that has been playing on my mind.

"That I am" he responds. If I could see his expression, I expect he would most likely be smirking.
"Are you?"

"Single as a pringle, ready to mingle" I giggle, prodding his stomach with my foot.
"What's your sexuality?" Again, I take the opportunity to get answers to my unanswered ones.

"I'm pretty damn gay if you ask me" he chuckles, flinging a hand out flamboyantly to make a point. I giggle and can't help but feel satisfied. Why?

"Are you ticklish?"

"What kind of a question is that?" I ask, confused at the odd choice. He just shrugs, nudging my side for an answer.

"Well I think so but--"

He grabs hold of my ankle on his thigh and begins tracing circles on the bottom of my foot. I immediately burst out laughing, the feeling causing me to kick my foot around to get it out of his grasp. He finally gives in and let's go, soon turning to other parts of my body to target.

He begins tickling the bottom of my chin and I jerk away, squealing. I hear him chuckle and he moves his hands to my stomach, tickling the whole area as well as my arms and chest. I laugh so hard that my eyes begin to gloss over, my whole body fidgeting and writhing around.

He clambers on top of me and tickles my entire body, clearly enjoying my struggle. I attempt to get free from under him but he doesn't budge. I give in and stop squirming. My laughter is uncontrollable now, erupting throughout the whole room.

Finally, he stops and I catch my breath. He wipes the tears from my cheeks as I recover, grinning. Now that it's over I become conscious of the position we're in. His body is on top of mine, legs either side of my own and face looking down at me. The bright screen from the tv casts a bright light across one side of his face, a shadow outlining his features as his other side is in almost complete darkness.

I feel my cheeks burn up as he stares down, moving his hands either side of my head to hold himself up. I can feel his breath against my nose, smell his faint scent of cologne and honey. His bangs fall in front of his face like a curtain ready to unveil his stunning tanned skin.

My fingers move on their own, reaching up to tuck a piece behind his ear, revealing his face once again. My hand hovers there, palm lightly brushing his cheek. His skin feels warm under my touch. His face is incredibly close, so much so that I notice a small mole on the tip of his nose. Everything about him is perfect, like a painting.

Suddenly, a bright burst of light erupts around Tae's head and I gasp, pushing him off me. He looks at me with confusion but then sees the two adults walking into the room, switching on the main light. Luckily, they were too immersed in conversation to notice our rather suspicious position.

"Ah, Taehyung!" Juwon acknowledges us and smiles warmly at his son.
"We're gonna get back home now so get your shoes on"

Taehyung rises from the couch, shoots me a quick wink and exits the room and into the hallway. I stand up too, my legs feeling a lot like jelly. Stumbling slightly, I enter the hallway and watch as the elder boy puts on his shoes. He furrows his eyebrows and begins looking around the room. Then it clicks.

"Your coat! One second" I dash off to the series of hooks under the stairs and head back, holding it out for him. He retrieves it, smiling, and shrugs it on. It fits nicely on his slender body.

Juwon enters and opens the door, stepping out and unlocking the car. Taehyung holds the door and looks back at me.

"Thanks for today, I had fun"

"Mhm, me too" I grin, my cheeks going slightly rosy.

"I look forward to seeing you again"

With that, he steps out onto the porch, his hair blowing in the cool breeze. He slowly shuts the door and the last thing I see is a little wave from his hand and a smile that warms me up from the wind whirling into the now empty hallway.

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You thought they would kiss after only just meeting each other?

Hahahahahahahahaha no :)))))))

Soon though ;)

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Thanks for being you, stay safe~

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