Disclaimer: This episode contains some scenes that some readers may find distressing.

"I just want this to be over," cried Jimin.

Taehyung hugged Jimin.

"It's okay," he said.

"I think we need to talk as a group," said Namjoon and he walked to his bedroom.

"That was weird," said Yoongi.

"It was," agreed Seokjin.

"I think he trying to be strong for us," said Hoseok.

"Yeah, that's right," chuckled Taehyung.

"What do you mean?" asked Jungkook.

"The other week when our tour got canceled, I'd just gotten back from the studio when I heard Namjoon Hyung scream. I went to his bedroom, but had to leave," said Taehyung.

"What do you mean you had to leave?" said Seokjin.

"Namjoon Hyung started crying. I went to comfort him, but he begged me to leave him alone," said Taehyung.

"Did he say anything else?" asked Yoongi.

"Yeah, he said, 'TaeTae, I know you want to help, but leave me to cry in peace, please'," said Taehyung.

"That 's such a Namjoon thing to say," chuckled Yoongi.

Meanwhile in the bedroom

"Keep it together, Namjoon. You've been crying too much lately," he said to himself. "You've got to stay strong," he told himself.

Knock Knock

"Who is it?" he asked.

"It's Hoseok," confirmed Hoseok.

"Come in," said Namjoon.

"So, are you going to tell me what's wrong?" asked Hoseok.

"No!" yelled Namjoon.

"Okay, why not?" asked Hoseok.

"Why should I when you won't tell me what's wrong with you?" asked Namjoon.

"Right, right," agreed Hoseok.

"I'll tell you what's wrong if you and Jungkook confess about yourselves," said Namjoon.

"Deal," said Hoseok.

"Come on," he said.

They went back to the sitting room.

"Namjoon Hyung, are you okay?" asked Jungkook.

"Jungkook, Namjoon will tell us what's wrong, but we have to tell our truths, too," said Hoseok.

"Okay," sighed Jungkook.

"How did we raise a maknae who's so not fond of talking about his feelings?" asked Seokjin.

"I take after you. The only reason you don't cry on stage as much is because you have the ability to control it," said Jungkook while pouting.

Namjoon laughed

"He's got you there, Hyung," laughed Yoongi.

"At least I have a filter. Not like you, Hobi and Namjoon," said Seokjin.

"What do you mean?" asked Hoseok.

"Yoongi doesn't cry often, but he can go from zero to a hundred fast. The same with you. And Namjoon does the same thing, but has about 5 different versions of emotional," explained Seokjin.

"Oh, do tell," said Namjoon.

"1: You're a little bit emotional and may cover you face for a few seconds. 2: You might get teary, but they're not visible. 3: The tears are visible, but they don't come out. 4: You almost cry, but you laugh at the same time. And finally, 5: You just can't control it like at Speak Yourself," explained Seokjin.

"I'm a bit concerned you memorised that," said Namjoon with wide eyes.

"So, when are we going to talk?" asked Jimin.

"We talk tonight," confirmed Namjoon.

Later that evening, the members sat down to talk.

"So, who wants to go first?" asked Namjoon.

"Can I go first?" said Jimin.

"Of course," agreed Namjoon.

"This is really getting to me. I can't stand not being able to see ARMY," said Jimin.

"Yeah," agreed Jungkook.

"Jungkook, are you ready to talk?"asked Hoseok.

"Yeah, I got mad because I sometimes feel like you guys and ARMY still see me as the naive 15 year-old," said Jungkook.

"Okay, anything else?" asked Yoongi

"I really was not feeling well, but I over exaggerated because I overheard you guys talking about your plan. I mean, I didn't hear all of it, but I heard enough," said Jungkook.

"I told you, Namjoon," said Yoongi.

"Right," agreed Namjoon.

"Guess it's my time," sighed Hoseok.

"So, what's up with you?" asked Namjoon.

"It's just...the reason I started my story is because I felt like you guys were being judgmental, like me with Byleth," said Hoseok.

"I've also been feeling how Namjoon used to feel. I don't know what to tell you guys because the times I don't want to talk, you want to talk. And when I do, you just brush me off," he admitted,

"It seems like we've forgotten how to listen properly," said Taehyung.

"Yeah, Jungkook, you are right, and we will try and remember you're an adult," said Seokjin.

"Jimin, what do you think about seeing a therapist?" he asked.

"I'm up for it," said Jimin.

"Hoseok, I'm not going to suggest a therapist for you, but keep a diary of all the things you want to talk about and see if just talking to one of us helps," said Seokjin.

"Okay," said Hoseok.

"So, Namjoon-ah, what's wrong with you?" asked Yoongi.

Namjoon sighed.

"A bit of what everyone said, but unlike Jungkook, I don't feel like no one treats me like an adult. It's the opposite," he said.

"You want us to treat you like a child?" asked Seokjin.

"No, ahh, I don't know," sighed Namjoon.

Namjoon breathing started to become heavy, and he started to slap his leg.

"Namjoon," said Yoongi.

Taehyung stood up quickly and stood behind Namjoon holding his arms.

"Stop, Hyung. You'll hurt yourself," he said.

"I just want everything to go back to normal," cried Namjoon.

Jimin who was crying, suddenly stopped when he noticed Namjoon crying.

"Namjoon?" said Yoongi.

"I just feel like the song Black Swan," said Namjoon.

"I just don't feel anything at the moment when writing music," he said.

"No, not just that, I don't feel much at all," he cried.

"Me, too," said Jimin.

"Not quite as bad, but yeah, sometimes," said Hoseok.

"I feel like I feel too much," said Jungkook.

"I also feel like that," said Namjoon.

"So, it seems like Jimin and Namjoon need to see a therapist, and Jungkook and Hobi need to write in a diary," said Yoongi.

"Okay," said Jimin, Hoseok, Jungkook and Namjoon.