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               "Kate!" I growled at her when I locked her in my room after practically dragging her up the stairs. "Why did you do that? Why would you try to expose me like that?"

               "I didn't expose you!" she said defensively. "I actually helped you realize that your mom doesn't care about gays. I just wanted you to know that your mom will love you no matter what. You're being stupid."

               "Listen here you little bag of potatoes," I pointed at her. "You don't know what it feels like to be afraid. You don't know how it is for us gay people to have to constantly think about everything you say so you don't expose yourself. Your family may be the most loving people in the world but it doesn't mean they will accept you. Being gay is different."

              She pouted, her eyes glistening at me. "You called me fat...how dare you."

               I dropped my shoulders. It's hard to talk to Kate. Everything you say goes through one ear and exists out the other. You can't be serious with her, you just can't.

               "Please don't do it again. Leave it to me for when I feel I'm comfortable enough to come out."

               She nodded. "I promise."

               Derek entered the room with a puzzled look. He stared at us both with a curious look.

               Kate giggled and quickly ran way, closing the door behind her.

               "What happened?" He asked.

               I walked over to my bed and sat on the edge of it. "Nothing, just telling her not to do what she just did."

               Derek walked in front of me and lifted my chin up to look into his eyes. "You have nothing to worry about, Leo. No matter what happens, it won't change us and I will never give up on you."

               I grabbed his hand and pulled him down so he could kneel in front of me. I smiled at him, my cheeks burning. I brushed my hand through his soft hair and stared at his parted lips. I wanted to kiss him so badly.

               He got up and crawled over my body, kissing my chest and up to my neck. His lips pressed up against my skin, making me shudder with pleasure. His teeth sinked in, biting my flesh hard but it felt good. I wrapped my arms around him and pressed him harder against me, feeling his warmth travel down to my cold body.

                "I really love you," he whispered into my ears.

               I giggled. "I love you too."

               He got really excited quickly, which never failed. It kind of made me feel bad for him since I was making him wait. I'm just scared that if we might do something, we may get caught. I have my cousins running around, my grandparents, my mom and his dad and little Holly who usually spends her time at her grandma's house since Steve is always working.

               I bit my lips, excited at the ideas that went through my head.

               I needed to push off Derek but his tongue felt so good on my neck. I didn't want him to stop. I wanted to keep it there forever. I wanted him to give me a hickey.

               "Derek," I moaned quietly.

               I managed to gain strength to push him off me and I rolled to the other side of the bed.

               He sighed, looking irritated. "Sorry."

               "Don't be sorry, silly."

               "I'm sorry anyway," he murmured.

               I had a plan. An evil plan of torture and I will do it once it's night.

               "Why are you looking at me like that?" he asked, concerned.

               I blinked. "Sorry."

               The rest of the day flew by rather quickly. Molly was home for the weekend so it was a full house. My plan could be interrupted, and I will pray to God that it doesn't get interrupted by anyone. If it does then I might as well shoot myself in the head.

               "Good night," my mom kissed my forehead as I sat on the living room couch.

               "Where is everyone?" I asked her.

               "Sleeping. You get your sleep too, honey. We're going to the park tomorrow."

               "Alright," I got up and faked a yawn as I stretched. "Good night."

               I waited until she closed the door to leave the living room and head up the stairs. I almost tripped on the last step, that would have ruined everything completely. The hall was dark and I felt blind, so I used the walls to guide myself to my room.

               I entered the room and quietly closed the door behind me. Moonlight beamed right through the window and hit Derek's side of the room. I twisted the lock on the door and slowly crept across the room like a ghost.

               Derek looked so peaceful in his sleep, I almost didn't want to disturb him. But he'd probably kill me if I told him my plan and didn't wake him up.

               I walked around his bed and slid under his covers. He was extremely warm and it only made the butterflies in my stomach grow larger. I felt like I was about to get pregnant.

               Derek's face was flawless and so beautiful, the light hitting his face made him look stunningly gorgeous. Almost dead.

               He was a heavy sleeper, since he didn't immediately wake up after I jumped in next to him. He also never wakes up when I randomly start singing in the middle of the night.

               I laid a gentle kiss on his lips and his eyes immediately shot open.

               "Really?" I frowned.

               He groaned, rubbing his eyes. "Were you just about to do me in my sleep?" he asked tiredly.

               I frowned. "No. I wasn't."

               "Then what the hell are you doing here?"

               "I can't sleep with you now?"

               "Of course you can," he muttered, wrapping his arms around me and buring his head into my neck. He was completely clueless.

               I laid my right arm over his bare chest and closed my eyes. The moment felt too perfect, the butterflies were screaming at me to do it. But then I had the angel on my shoulder who was telling me not to do it. Sorry, the devil wins this time.

               Slowly, I slid my hand down his body, feeling each of his abs touch my skin and I stopped at the barricade - his boxers. I wasn't sure if he was aware yet but I was about to get damn right freaky.

               My hand broke through the barrier and Derek twitched. He knew.

               "What are you doing?" he asked.

               "Giving you the magic touch?"

               "No seriously. What are you doing?"

               "Kiss me," I demanded.

               "What? Leo..."

               "I said kiss me."

               He sighed and turned to me, his blue eyes glistened from the pale moonlight. His stare was hypnotizing, slowly driving me to do worse things to his body. He leaned forward and pressed his delicate lips on mine.

               (The following scene has been deleted. It was a "BJ" scene and was not allowed so I have decided to delete it. It was short and nothing happened, use your imagination. I apologize to everyone who was looking forward to reading it, but worry not, keep reading, book 2 will have some scenes lol.)

(2019 Author: Damn yall have been attacking me since forever LMFAO. LISTEN, just keep reading. Book one has no scenes, but book 2 has WAY too much smut. Just hold for a little longer.)