Written on: 22 July 2016

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Me: And no, I am not really sick.

Roger: Then maybe you shouldn't name the title 'So Sick'.

Me: Excuse me, whose book and chapter is this?

Roger: .... Yours.

Me: Good that you know.

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Rant session coming up
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Me: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *SCREAMS*

*Whole of StellaTropolis shakes*

Roger: *absolutely calm* *umbrella appears over him* *covers Denise and him from falling debris* 

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Somewhere else on StellaTropolis
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*ground shakes*

Anna: Whoa! What was that?

Hiccup: That sounded like...

Everybody: Denise.

Elsa: Should we go see her?

Merida, Jack, Flynn and Pitch: Nah.

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Roger: You done?

Me: No.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! *breathing heavily* *pants* Now...I'm...done.

Roger: Good. *surveys damage* *whole place is a mess, and there are holes in the building everywhere* Huh, not that bad. *starts repairing*

Me: *sitting on the floor* :(

Roger: *looks up from computer* You can start letting it out anytime you want. *gives knowing look*

Me: I HATE MY LIFE!!!

Roger: *not answering* *letting Denise rant*

Me: I HAVEN'T BEEN WRITING AT ALL. I HAVE NO TIME. AND THEN WE STILL HAVE THESE PROJECTS THAT WE HAVE TO DO! AND ALONG WITH THESE VIDEOS!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! AND I NEED BETTER WORKING PARTNERS. 

WE HAVE A GEOGRAPHY VIDEO TO DO, AND WE NEED TO GIVE IT IN BY THE END OF THIS WEEK. WE PLANNED ON DOING A SONG, AND RECORD A MUSIC VIDEO. BUT THEN, MY FRIENDS, THEY KEEP NOT HAVING THIS SENSE OF URGENCY WHEN DOING THE STUFF, IT'S EITHER WE CAN'T FIND A PLACE TO RECORD, OR ONE OF THEM JUST HAS TO NOT BE ABLE TO COME, OR WE CAN'T DO ANYTHING!!! AND WE HAVEN'T EVEN RECORD THE SONG YET!!! AND WE ONLY HAVE A WEEK LEFT, WITH SCHOOL SOME MORE!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

WE NEVER COMPLETE ANYTHING!!!!! UUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I want to work with people who are as passionate about the project as I am. I want to find people who can work the same things as I do, and at least have some sense of urgency. To be able to get things done. I hate how unproductive we are. I hate it. I hate it!!! UGHH!!!!

I want to have friends, like you know the crew of NigaHiga/Ryan Higa. His team is just so tight, and fun, and they just have the same thing in mind to do what they want! Why just can't my team be like that?

*on the verge of tears*

Why? Why is life so cruel? Why can't I just have an easier life, and a few more cooperative friends? 

Roger: Maybe you'll meet some when you go for those higher Music classes. Then you'll all have to do songs together, and maybe they'll work.

Me: I hope so... I so haven't been writing anything. But I've been listening to more music. Probably gonna start like music suggestions down below after like each chapter here in StellaTropolis.

Me: Anyway, I hope, after this exam, and my later exam that will come like maybe a month and a half after, and then I'll have all the time to write my books.

Pitch: Don't forget the se-

Me: PITCH SHUT IT!!

Pitch: No. There's going to be-

Me: GET HIM!!!!

Everyone: *jumps on top of Pitch like football players*

Pitch: *high pitch scream* AHHH!!!

Me: So... nevermind whatever that guy had just said. More news on books coming soon! 

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Roger: So what songs have you been listening to?

Me: A lot to be honest.

Roger: Alright, then list them all out.

https://youtu.be/lY2yjAdbvdQ

Shawn Mendes - Treat You Better

https://youtu.be/UyG1FG3H6rY

Jason Derulo - In My Head

https://youtu.be/4MCjU-Du3eI

Lindsey Stirling - The Arena

https://youtu.be/U58y6axpS-E

(Absolute favourite band) Against The Current - Outsiders 

https://youtu.be/LdjHZETRqqM

[New fav band] Forever In Your Mind - Enough About Me

https://youtu.be/N9s-mzwohm8

Forever In Your Mind - Compass (THIS SONG IS THE BEST!!! P.S. I need someone to sing this to me)

Me: And that's the music playlist I have for this chapter. These will all lead to all the great songs they have. LISTEN TO THEM!! THEY ARE AMAZING!!

Roger: And here are the YouTube Videos that 'You guys just have to watch' quote unquote D.

https://youtu.be/03_Tby_ICCw

https://youtu.be/VxThhSsSjGM

Me: I love Ryan Higa's videos. They are awesome! And so much teamwork to put together! 

AMAZING!!!