"dear kellin, its jack, they didnt make me write this apoligy letter, i decided to once i realized what i did, you know. im not always sober, you should know that, tons of people know that, you tried so hard to act like you didnt know i was drunk or whatever, and thank you for that, i know they are going to make me leave school and get help, and i will get the help i need, and maybe we can be friends, im sorry for harming your boy friend in any way. i'm waiting for him to kill me the next time i see him, it i see him"

the letter says. i can almost see his smirk there. i continue reading

"hes a good guy, im happy you guys are back together, i really am, i understand i was your rebond and i guess maybe you were mine, i shouldnt have put you through hell, im back with Alex, i am sorry for everything, i dont know what else to write...im sorry, i bet i scared you, i apoligize, i hope you have an awesome life, you deserve it. i really hope we can be friends, i wont hurt you ever again, and i hope no one else will, vic hates me for hurting you and i will hurt vic if he hurts you, not phsically! verbally, i promise.you could always forget that you knew me, but i will never forget that i know you, you are one of the best people i've met.---- Jack " it says, i put on a small smile and i open my locker and put the note inside. well theres my closure, now i can get over jack and i can feel normal again.

i make my way to class and andy sits next to me.

"welcome back kellin, we've missed you" ashley says sitting on the otherside of me.

"thanks" i say softly

"we really did" andy says

"thanks, it means a lot that we are friends now" i say with a smile

*Mike Pov*

"we've tried everything!" jenna says as she paces around my living room

"we could steel something of value in his house and blame kellin" jaime says as he sits down

"like he has something of value in that two story house, its practically empty, brand new" jenna says

"its nicer than your one story house" jamie says

"well mines better than mike's,no offence, i mean its just yours can be messy" jenna says and i roll my eyes

"back to the plan" i say

"like we are going to get one" jaime says

"wheres tony?" jenna asks turning to me

"hes no longer in this plan, he said hes done trying, he just wants vic to be happy" i state

"maybe we should go with that" jaime says

"not you! jaime come on, weren't you in love with him at some point? you cant just let him go for another guy!" jenna says

"that means that i should let him be happy, if you love someone you should make sure hes happy, i'll see you guys at the recording studio tomorrow" jaime says before leaving.

"i have a idea!" jenna says as she gives me a huge smile

"what is it?" i ask

"operation turn vic straight, or well we could make him seem straight"

"and how can we do that?"

"i have this friend, her names Danielle, i can make him go on a double date with me or somthing, make him seem like hes straight to kellin or make kellin think hes bi or maybe he will actully like danielle"

"thats the best thing we've got, but its all on you" i say

"and thats okay, we will start this plan tomorrow when i bring it up at the studio" jenna says before waving good buy and heading out the front door, closing it slowly behind her.

i hope this paln works, it sounds like it might work, and if it doesnt im not making another plan, we are going no where. kellin is a nice guy, i guess i shouldnt interfer anymore. but if this plan works, then im not a total failure at this.

*Vic Pov*

my phone starts ringing and i turn the tv off. i smile as i see that kellin is calling me, or should i say 'kells' as his contact says.

"hey how was school?" i ask

"it was okay, someoene left a letter at my locker...jack left a letter at my locker"

"what did it say?"

kellin then reads me the letter

"so its over? this whole jack thing, everythings okay there?" i ask

"ya, i think he'll leave me alone, and thats it, my...our jack problem is over"

"are you saying we have more problems?" i ask

*Kellin Pov*

there arent many propblems between vic and i, so far the only one i think i have left is jenna...i would say its vic and i's problem but i dont want him against his best friend...no who am i kidding i would love to get vic against his best friend, but im scared of him picking her over me, hes known her longer than me.

"no, im finally happy hes gone" i say

"so am i,so kells whats on your mind?"

just your best friend jenna and how i hate her and that shes our only problem left.

"you"

"what about me"

"everything, i want to know how you are"

"im pretty good, amazing now that i know you are okay, this record would be better if mike wasnt so, mike" he says

"wow, so specific" i joke "does he like put ciggaret ash on his drums?" i add and vic starts laughing

"i wish that was what he does, no he just talks bullshit the whole time" vic says

"well if he told you that i love you, thats not bullshit" i say lightning up the mood

"i love you kellin"

i smile

"love you too, vic is education important?" i ask

"dont tell me you want to drop out of school"

silence.

i just want to live my life forever with vic, i dont want to go ot school, i just, its borning, i dont learn anything. i dont know who to trust. i dont know who likes me for me. i dont know who only likes me for my connections like oli and vic.

"kellin" vic says breaking the silance

"i just, i dont like it, we dont learn anything, its a waste of time"

"you only have a month left, then you are out of high school forever,just hold on" 

i guess vic is right, but when high school is done what will happen, will my mom be back by then, where will vic and i stand, im pretty sure me going on tour with vic again is a no. the first time i wasnt that good.

"i guess i will, that doesnt mean i have to do homework does it?" i say half meaning it half jokingly

"only if you want, i cant force you to do somthing like that over the phone" he says

"if you could do somthing over the phone with me what would it be?"

"i would so cuddle the fuck out of you right now" vic says and i laugh a small laugh

"i would love that" i say "i need that" i add

"i did tell you i could go over there"

"fans, record, touring,or cuddling with me.. vic i think we both know which one you should pick"

"cuddling with you" he says and i feel my cheeks heat up

"i was thinking more of, fans touring music"

"i've had that for a few years, ive had you for less, and i could lose everything, but i dont want to lose you"

"im speechless vic"

"thats good right?" he asks and he laughs nervously, i can almost see him scratching the back of his neck

"of course" i say then i look over at my alarm clock "its one in the morning" i state

"shit, kellin you have school in the morning, you should sleep"

"goodnight"

"night" vic says and i hang up and put my phone down as i sink deeper in the covers.

today wasnt as bad of a day as i thought.

jacks gone, out of my life, and not a ptoblem of mine anymore, the only problem i have left is jenna, thats if she still hates me. i dont know why but im pretty sure she does.