*Kellin Pov*

"You are not wearing that" justin says as I open the door. "Why not?" I ask he rolls his eyes at me and pushes me out of his way and makes his way to my bedroom

"impress people, that shirt doesn't impress, put this over" he says as he throws one of my plaid flannels on my bed. "It would go good because you know the red adds color to the white shirt you are wearing" he adds

"got it" I say as I slip it on. "Not bad style advice, hills" I add with a smile and we both walk out of my house without another word.

        We see a huge line "don't worry, Alan came early" justin says with a smile

"I'm really happy you said you would come, you are going to love them, and I promise you will be obsessed with one of the band members" he adds with a laugh

"Jaime was okay looking" I agree with a small smile and Justin smiles as he nudges me.

"Justin! Kellin!" We hear alan say and he waves us over to where he is in line, I must admit he is really close to the front. Justin and I make our way over and say thanks to alan for saving us a spot in line.

        after a few minutes we start walking, they scan our tickets and i follow justin and alan closely behind as they run to the front.

"guys you know exercise isnt my thing" i say and we all start laughing as we stand,right behind the barricade

. "well its worth it when it comes to bands,trust me kellin, you are going to fall in love with this band" alan says and i nod.

"so these fuentes guys,are they cute?" i ask and they start laughing all over again

."you bet your ass they are" justin says and i cant help but laugh. more and more people rush in and we are pushed more and more into the barricade, the metal could just dig deeper and deeper into our skin, but the excitement subsides the pain. after a few minutes people make space in between my back and their front, you dont know how painful being next to a barricade could be.

        the lights go down and i feel alan wrap his arm around mine, he leans down "tonight alive is first,they are amazing" he says loud enough for me to hear him.

"You listening? are you listening?"  the singer sings as she gets on stage and everyone cheers. this girl is an amazing performer, and her smile is amazing, and that means alot from someone who really isnt in to girls.

        after some songs later jenna says goodnight and asks 'whos ready for pierce the veil' which was followed by tons of screams from everyone around me almost breaking my ears. and the lights come back on, to my surprise i haven't passed out yet and i've become less light headed since this morning, is that even possible?

"how you feeling kellin?" justin asks

"besides pain in my ribs, i'm having fun" i joke and he smiles.

"just wait, okay so you know what jaime and tony look like, mike fuentes is the drummer, and vic fuentes is the singer" hearing the name vic makes me freeze. no kellin,its not the guy from last night, no, why am i freaking out over nothing.

"kellin?" justin adds

"ya,sorry, mike is the drummer and v-vic is the singer" i say and he nods

"ya,they are brothers, vic is older, and mike is younger but is taller, dont let that confuse you" justin says. after about thirty minutes of justin and alan freaking out, the lights go down and i take deep breaths,the name vic just makes me feel weird, im sure this is a different vic, but the name vic still reminds me of everything i cant get my mind off of.

        music starts playing slowly and i watch as jaime gets on the stage, followed by tony, mike, everyone is going wild, waiting for this vic guy to get on the stage, the light slowly moves to the long haired boy, reveiling his face as he walks more and more into the stage, my heart drops, my stoumach drops. i might fall, but lucky for me the people behind me are keeping me up. this vic, was the vic i met last night, hes going to think im some whore who goes after band members. i feel my face heat up red. he cant see me. i wont let him see me, but there is no way i can move out of this spot, if he moves a few steps to his right and looks down, he will be face to face with me, and a part of me wants that, but the other part just wants to run and hide.

"how are you?!" vic screams and everyone cheers and claps, making vic smile and laugh, fuck he has a cute laugh, and a smile you cant forget, because of his smile, i forgot how the blonde girl from earlier smiled. "good,good" vic says and he puts the mic down on the stand and looks over to tony, no no dont look at jaime, and vic looks over at jaime, if he looks down a little, he will see me, i feel my stomach get tighter and then vic just looks forward, thank god he didnt see me.

"this one is called besitos" tony says

"hey thats my line" vic pretend pouts, making the crowd scream. i watch as they preform, mostly him, how his perfect jaw moved, the smile that made its way onto his face while he sang his heart out. his eyes not meeting mine, jaime looked at me a few times and he smiled, he didnt swoon me like alan and justin said, my eyes are all on the singer. justin has been nudging me whenever he caught jaime looking at me, and he smirks at me from under the lack of light. i forcus as vic moves, father and father on the other side of the stage. its a small stage and at some point he is going to have to walk over here, and look me in the eyes. who knows what thoughts are going to go through his head.

        "this song is called wonderless" vic says stopping in front of alan,his eyes still havent met me yet.

"I don't care if your beautiful lips
Exist out there 'cause I'm wonderless
Why the best can't make it in Hollywood
No more"      

he sings softly looking somewhere in the crowd behind us.
"It's like a long drag taken
Before the smoke hits the white sky
(Like the birds at night)
And it's fake just like the movies
Oh yeah"

and right now his eyes slowly meet mine, his face showing no emotion, a mask just covers it slowly.

"And I can't wait just to see you again" he says still looking at me, his eyes slowly twinkling under the light. his eyes leave mine and he continues walking on the stage, he saw me, his eyes met mine,he knows im here. 

        as songs go by i watch as vic looks at me, looks away, looks back, sings to me, then looks at someone else.

        what throws me off is right now,i watch as vic sits cross legged right in front of me, on the stage. he looks at me, his eyes burning into mine, he slowly opens his mouth and sings softly

"the taste of you and me
will never leave my lips again under the blinding rain.
I wanna hold your hand so tight I'm gonna break my wrist"

and with that said, he puts his hand on my arm and slowly moves it down my arm, slowly pulling my arm up and putting his hand in mine, is this the part where he holds my hand so tight, that he breaks his wrist? should i be scared? this is a bit of a turn on. but for real, is his wrist going to break? whats in his mind?

        *VIC POV*

        "vic, you have been on your phone for hours looking at twitter? what are you waiting for?" mike asks as he sits next to me back stage in our little getting ready room.

"nothing" lies, im waiting to see if i see a tweet that says 'i hooked up with vic fuentes' or 'i hooked up with some guy named vic' or maybe 'i may or may not have gotten a bj from vic fuentes' but no tweets are anywhere. but im sure kellin doesnt know my last name, and i doubt he would tweet about that.

"you gave who a blow job?" mike asks taking my phone.shit.

"no tweets found, why would you search that?" he adds

"i gave noone, one, mike im searching the internet for lies, its interesting,you should search it sometime" i say grabbing my phone back.

"yes, and teenage girls on twitter would tweet 'i may or may not have gotten a bj from vic fuentes' because vic, girls dont have dicks, whats going on?" he asks,

i shouldve got out of the twitter app as soon as mike sat down, i swear im stupid.

"you know some of our fans can tweet things like that, come on mike, im looking at weird tweets for fun, no reason" i say and he laughs

"okay,you got me for a second, i was scared you did do that" he says and i let out a nervous fake laugh

"ya, i wouldnt do that" i say, i hear a knock at the door and i look up to see jaime knocking on the door frame.

"tonight alive just got off stage, show time in thirty minutes" he says. and mike and i hop up from our seats.

"here we go, day one of tour" i say and we make our way out of the room.

        i make my way onto the stage slowly. i cant believe so many people have shown up, i wasnt expecting a sold out show.

        "It's like a long drag taken
Before the smoke hits the white sky
(Like the birds at night)
And it's fake just like the movies
Oh yeah" 

thats when i see a boy who looks so much like the one from last night, his face perfectly in my mind, his long black hair. he looks like kellin, but it cant be kellin, kellin acted like he didnt know my band, this cant be him, unless the guy next to him is a friend that brang him here. i cant just stop the show to talk to him, so i take the chance to just sing him how i feel, i look him in the eyes and slowly sing "And I can't wait just to see you again" which is true. i try not to give anymore attention to kellin, but his hair is so distracting, all i want to do is play with his hair,as weird as it is, it just, its soft. okay? okay.

        my plan of not paying attention to kellin fades away, we are in the middle of playing bulletproof love, i just sit down cross legged on the floor in front of kellin.

"the taste of you and me
will never leave my lips again under the blinding rain.
I wanna hold your hand so tight I'm gonna break my wrist"  i sing as i hold his hand,his beautiful eyes looking into mine. right here i just want to lean in and kiss him,but what if i was just a one time thing, what if he doesn't like me now that he knows my music and he thinks im a shitty singer, what if how sweaty my hands are right now tuning him off and thinking im a dirty person..wait,he knows im a dirty person, maybe hes always been a fan and now he will just try to use me again, i shake the thoughts away and i get up letting go off his hand and i continue the set,not bothering to make eye contact with him again.