third person

jungkook sat outside yeonji's hospital room, tapping his foot vigorously. was she sick this whole time, why didn't she tell me?

the doctor came out of her room and jungkook stood up. "is yeonji alright?"

"who are you?"

"her boyfriend." he bowed politely "is she ok?"

"she's fine, she's just in a very weak state, we're going to keep her here just in case something happens."

"okay, thank you doctor." jungkook bowed politely.

"you may see her now." the nurse said to him. jungkook slowly opened the door and saw yeonji laying in the hospital bed. he sat next to her and grabbed her hand.

she opened her eyes. "jungkook?" yeonji looked around. "what happened? why am i here?"

jungkook rubbed her shoulder. "its ok, it ok, you got weak and fainted. we called the hospital but they found nothing. they're just keeping you here just in case something does came."

she nodded but a tear fell from her eye.

"oh no, yeonji. you're ok." he wiped her tear. "i promise"

"no" yeonji cried. "im not... jungkook, ive been sick ever since we started fighting." her voice cracked. "i tried to kill myself twice."

jungkook's heart broke. "what?"

"im so sorry..." she covered her face. "i know that i did something horrible and this is the consequence."

jungkook couldn't say anything. all the anger and sadness was building up. he didn't want to open his mouth and say something he'll regret. just at the right time the nurse said it was time for him to leave.

"i'll see you tomorrow,ok." he smiled and kissed her forehead.

"bye, jungkook."

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jungkook didn't look up the whole way home. he couldn't believe what happened. tried to kill herself twice? he wiped his face with his hands and sighed. he opened their apartment door and saw all of bts sitting on the couch.

"hey guys." he said in a soft voice.

"jungkook-ah, is yeonji alright?"

"what happened?"

they all asked him questions.

"she's fine." jungkook sat by namjoon. "she was weak because-" he paused. "yeonji tried to kill herself twice before."

"what, why?" jin asked.

"i didn't tell you, but yeonji and i weren't doing so well these past months but we're ok now but... she's paying the consequences of the suicide attempts."

they all stayed silent. all wanting to keep talking but was too hurt to say anything.

"we're sorry jungkook." taehyung said.

jungkook nodded. "it's alright... she's ok."

after a few minutes the rest of bts left and jungkook went upstairs to get ready to sleep.

jungkook laid there. no yeonji. he felt even worse about fighting, about not being there for her.

"please don't go, yeonji."