Chapter 17 (final)
Zayn's POV ( it's the last chapter at least start voting by now :)
"You killed him, you killed your own son." That echoed through my ears. I couldn't believe how Justin spited those words out of his mouth. I looked at him seeing him hugging Josh and rocking him back and forth. I could feel tears coming out of my eyes, the tear dropped landing on one of my hands. I didn't even notice I was crying till it landed.
"Screw you." He stands up, looking into my eyes.
"Justin, listen you don't know what you're talking about, I-I- I didn't do it!" I scream at his face seeing Josh stepping back a little. Justin chuckles loudly ripping the photo and throws it at my face.
"Screw you!" He says it again pushing me on the ground. "I can't believe I fell for someone like you, w-who kills their own child? Is that even a thing? I-I can't even look at you!" He yells throwing a lamp at my way but it goes through me. I don't say anything but look away, I was out of words, I didn't know what to do anymore. I slide on the ground and start sobbing. "Look at him," he shouts at me trying to get my attention but I didn't look at him. "Asshole! I said look at him." He harshly takes my shirt and shakes me making me look at Josh. "Look how young he was, he didn't even make it to school because of you!" With a hard push he pushes me making my back hit the floor. I groan sitting up again slowly. I look to see Justin looking at me with dead eyes. "You're officially dead to me like you fell from the stairs but now it's official." He stands up sobbing and rubs his nose.
"I-I'm sorry." I cried pulling my knees up holding them.
"That's it? You really think a stupid apology will fix everything?" He sighs looking around.
"You have no idea what goes through my mind." I try to stand up but I fail and fall on the floor again.
"What happened to you? What happened to that boy that I saw at the restaurant? That I fell for? Because he's not here anymore." He kneels down to look at me. "I just sometimes think this is all fake and I'm imagining it because this can't be happening. I-I believed y-you that day, e-everything you said." I don't reply to him. I suddenly feel a hard slap go across my face. I hiss holding it. "You deserve so much more hate." He growls punching my face. I groan and fall down again.
"Please..." I block his hits but he keeps kicking and punching me with all his power. "Stop it!" I had enough of his hits, I brought my burning hands up almost burning him. He quickly stops his hits and looks at my hands. "What's the matter? Now it's my turn? You want to kill me?" He laughs looking at me. "Go ahead. You've already done it to your own son. If you even loved him that is." He then sighs and shakes his head.
"It was an accident, I never ever meant to do it." I bluntly say feeling this guilt go through my heart.
"Say it to the wall because I'm not listening to your lies anymore, asshole." He sits up and quickly walks away from me.
"Didn't I tell you, you were over?" I hear Josh's voice coming from behind. I slowly look behind me seeing him smirking at me.
"Go away." I whisper rubbing my hands together seeing it's healing quickly from the punches and kicks Justin threw at me.
"Nah, I'm staying right here, it's a matter of time." He sits beside me looking at Justin's way.
"Hey, can I watch the show as well?" I hear Camila's voice seeing her sitting beside Josh.
"There's nothing to watch, get lost." I look at her with a painful look.
"Wow, your face looks awful, clean it up." She disgustingly looks at me.
"Yeah, I totally agree with you girly." I see Val sitting beside me. "Here let me fix it." She puts her hand on my face squeezing it making me scream like there's no tomorrow then after seconds she picks it up. "There all, better." She smiles kissing my cheek. I gag pushing her away. "It was just a friendly kiss, loser." She playfully pushes my shoulder.
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After awhile Justin calmed down, I saw him sitting down in the yard. I made myself invisible and quietly sat beside him. I gave a look into his face, his face was looking handsome as ever with his glow but a tear suddenly fell down. He was in his deep thinking mode. I knew that it was about me that was no surprise. In a sudden he stands up with a lighter in his hand, I looked at him confused as of what he was going to do with it.
"It'll be all over soon."
Um what will be over soon? Is he okay?
He runs into the garage, I follow him inside seeing him coming back after minutes with a gas tank. I didn't want to show myself to him, he might not want to see me and I'll never get to see him again if he says those simple words that is. He goes around the house and empties the gas around it. I gasped covering my mouth, he was trying to burn the house down.
"Justin! What are you doing?!" I shout at him but not showing myself. He looks around not spotting me so he went back to his work thinking he heard things. I saw some ghosts coming out and giving a gasp trying to stop him but they couldn't because he already turned on the lighter. He threw the lighter at the house, a huge fire made up burning everywhere, I saw him talking to Camila she was happy crying and rubbing his shoulder but he had the saddest face on because he didn't know that Camila was dead, I guess he wouldn't have thrown it if he'd knew. I cough falling down feeling something missing inside me. I see some ghosts crying for help or burning over and over again this is all my fault but at least they'll finally find peace.
"It's finally over." He smiles throwing the lighter as well.
"N-no..." I crawl to him seeing him looking at me sadly but not doing anything, "you deserved it sweetness." He throws me in the fire as well.
"Zayn? Zayn? Zayn, you're seriously sleeping?" I suddenly wake up seeing I'm around a restaurant with a guy in front of me.
"Um, where am I?" I shakily ask rubbing my hands together.
"Well remember me, I'm Justin? I just got you a hamburger you ordered I putted extra cheese in it too." He smiles putting the plate near me.
"I was dreaming?" I whisper to myself seeing Justin looking at me confused.
"It's my fault, I took too long making it, we had a lot customers sorry." He blushes looking down. I giggle at his cuteness. My eyes suddenly drop down on my lap seeing my hands are all bloody. Everything that I dreamed about comes back to my mind at once.
"So- uh I was- uh thinking if you'd like to you know go watch a movie with me when I'm out of here?" I look up at him innocently then down at my hands. He didn't deserve what I dreamt about, maybe that dream was showing my future because I don't remember doing anything and getting my hands all bloody.
"So what's your answer sweetness?" I bite my lip shaking my head. His smile drops when he saw my reaction. "W-why?" He frowns asking me.
"You deserve way better, I'm sorry I gotta go." I quickly stand up going outside the restaurant Justin follows me as well hot on my track.
"Zayn, wait! Did I do something wrong?!" His shout distracted me when I went to cross the road. The last thing I saw was a car hitting me with me falling down on the ground as my eyes saw the darkness.
I know it's pathetic
Fuck it, yeah, I said it
Tried to tell it like it is
There's a chance that I'll regret it, so
Let's go, let's end this
I delete before I send it
And we can play pretend
Like we haven't reached the end yet
Down and down we go
And we'll torch this place we know
Before one of us takes a chance
And breaks this, I won't be the one
No, I won't be the one
(You know, I'm sorry)
(I'm sorry)
No, I won't be the one
No, I won't be the one
THE END
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WOW WHAT AN ENDING I THOUGHT OF IT WHEN I WAS IN THE TAXI TODAY. I wanted to end it in so many ways but this was the best best idea yet...ANYWAYS... hope you guys enjoyed this story it was really crazy but it was my zustin story and I'm proud of it hope you guys are too :) thank you to my darling iamstilesstilinski telling me to write one. I love you girl! 💜
Thank you to you readers for your votes and comments, I LOVE YOU ALL SO SO MUCH MOWAAAAA!!!!!💜💜✨ I got 3k reads out of this story ayeee!!
I'll see some you on the next chapter of forever mine 😉
-Nazanin
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