"I'm still here and I'm still crazy in love with you.You're my whole."~Gayle Forman,If I Stay

EMILY POV

I watched Johnny as he lay still and unconscious on the hospital bed because of his stupid parents. He had been unconscious for over a week now and I was still freaking out about it. Every time I looked at Johnny, I recalled all of our memories together, they weren't perfect but they were great and really were important to me and I knew it was important to Johnny too. As I sat there in tears I wished he could hold me in his arms once more. But he couldn't, at least not now he couldn't. Ponyboy and his twin sister Lily walked into the room and sat next to me. "Hey Em how are you holding up?" asked Ponyboy and I looked at him with tears in my eyes. "I'm okay Pone, I'll be fine when he wakes up if he wakes up." I said making it sound like a question. " It's alright Em. He'll wake up he has too."stated Lily and she tried to manage a smile but couldn't. There wasn't any smiling or laughing as this was going on. We all needed Johnny. "They still don't know if he'll wake up, he's not doing well." said one of the nurses walking into Johnny's hospital room. "Are you his wife?" she asked me and I looked at her and giggled. "No but I wish. Hopefully I will be...if he makes it out of this." I told her and she nodded. She could tell I was nervous about him. I really loved Johnny and I wish I could've told him that before this crap happened.

JOHNNY POV:
"Isn't it amazing how life is one thing and in an instant it is something else." I thought to myself. One second I was happy walking home from the lot after my date with Emily then I got home and my parents were there, they messed me up real bad. I could see how sad Ponyboy,Lily and Emily were all in tears waiting for me to stay. I wanted to stay but I didn't know how and I didn't know how to make it out of this. I wanted to able to just wake up and hold Emily's hand and tell her everything with me would be alright but I can't. That wasn't reality, it wasn't going to happen. Everything wasn't going to be fine. I couldn't even tell if I was going to stay. There's a million reasons for me to stay but there's a million reasons for me to leave too.

This chapter was also based on quotes and ideas from If I Stay by the amazing Gayle Forman and The Also by the way it's like how Mia Hall is in the book/movie If I Stay with Johnny. It's like their conscience or soul.Outsiders by the awesome S.E Hinton. There will be more chapters coming. Thanks for your support!

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~Moomimad