lol some people just don't understand that i don't have as much money as them. some people don't understand that my house is half-finished and my yard is overgrown and my town is run-down because we don't have the money. we don't have the money to finish the house or landscape the yard or move to a better neighborhood.

we are living comfortably and that's enough for me. i'm sorry my house looks like this. i'm sorry it's weird for you. this is why i'm embarrassed when people come over. i'm embarrassed because of people like you.

and going to a private school makes everything worse. these people with their fucking private jets and beach houses. i just can't relate.

i am literally so thankful to be in a sound economic position. there are lots of people less fortunate.

so why can't people just leave me the fuck alone? why can't they see i'm self-conscious about this stuff? not every family has money to burn. so what?