In life, no matter who you are, there are going to be times where you find yourself lacking. In harsher words, situations are going to arise in which you are just not good enough. Not good enough for your parents, not good enough for your friends, not good enough for that one person who you wanted to be good enough for more than anything else.

But the saddest, most awful truth you come to realize is, deep down, you're just not good enough for yourself. 

You're not good enough to be the person you want to be. The person you feel like you deserve to be.

Sometimes, no matter how much you try, there's no changing that. 

You're stuck.

Stuck being someone you hate.

Stuck wishing you weren't you.

Stuck in a world of unimaginable self-hatred that threatens to tear you apart each waking second.  

And at the end of the day, when you're lying on your bed, staring at the ceiling, waiting for everything to end, it's going to hit you. 

You're going to realize.

You weren't good enough to love yourself.