Chapter 7- Oh, How The Tables Have Turned

Hey guys! So, before I go on with the story I would just like to thank you all for the nice comments on this story. I've noticed a change in my mood since I've gotten them, now I'm happy all the time, I guess I kinda felt like the world was against me for a bit...Basically what I'm trying to say is that you guys make my day so thanks.

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Smarty's P.O.V:

Chilled has been ignoring me. I keep asking him if he wants to record but he doesn't reply...did I really fuck up his head that much? All he does is post pre-recorded videos. I sort of feel bad, but why should I? He was the one who took my shitty advice and proposed. I thought that it was my fault a couple days ago but it's not, it's Chilled's. He didn't argue about it, he just did it. So what if I kissed him? That's not a reason to ignore someone and everyone for that matter. Maybe I shouldn't have said what I said to Ze.....

You know what? No, I shouldn't, Chilled is not 'mentally unstable' or upset. He's just way too fucking absent minded to realize that there's more to life than the shit he has to deal with. He's an arrogant fuck, only thinking about himself and no one else. Oddly enough, I still have a crush on him. Because if you just look at him, his eyes are so easy to get lost in, his smile is contagious and his laugh, oh his laugh, it's so amazing, he's amazing, no...he's perfect. No, stop it Smarty. He's not your lover. He's your ignorant, indecisive, manipulative friend. Using his charm to trick innocent people. To make them fall under his spell. It worked on me. I used to feel bad for him about Jess, but in all honesty, she deserved better than him. She was a great person and Chilled didn't appreciate her, he used her. Well, that was his intention, but now Jess has a new, nice boyfriend, someone who cares about her. Who cares if she cheated on Chilled? He wasn't worth her time anyway. Fuck you, Chilled...

Ze's P.O.V:

Chilled is certainly in a better mood today. I'm so happy because of that. I hate seeing my baby so upset. The entire day we just sat on the couch and watched movies, and of course ate popcorn. Chilled just fell asleep and I could hear him softly snoring as I got up to pick up the mess we had made. I carefully made my way out of his grasp as I did so. Then his phone rang, I picked it up and looked at the caller ID; it was Smarty. I went into the kitchen and answered the call. "Hello?" I said. "Hey, wait, Ze?! Why do you have Chilled's phone?" He asked. "Oh, Chilled is asleep and his phone rang  and I saw it was you so I answered it." I explained. "Oh. I just wanted to see if Chilled is ok." He said. Liar. I knew he was lying, he already came earlier to 'see if Chilled is ok'. "Bullshit." I said. "W-what do you mean?" He asked, surprised by my reply. "You know exactly what I mean, Smarty. What the hell is wrong with you?! You come over, knowing that Chilled just went through a breakup, and you just decide to kiss him!? What were you trying to do? Fuck with his emotions? You are sick Smarty, so just admit what you were doing something stupid, like usual." I said, venom dripping with every word. "Ok, FINE! Maybe I did it to see what he would do. There's nothing wrong with that! In fact, nothing is wrong. The only thing wrong here is Chilled, can't you see that?! He's so fucked up in the head, you can't help him even if you tried! Haven't you noticed? The way he acts during sessions, everything he does, he's not normal. He has a problem. He is the problem. He has the weirdest dreams, and I would know, he always tells me about them. So face it Ze, Chilled is my best friend, he just acts like he' yours. Do you see now? He's a problem. It's a good thing he cut his wrist, he deserved it, he's deceitful, manipulative, a liar." He said. How could he? "HOW DARE YOU!? There is nothing wrong with Chilled. You don't even know him. I do. You may thin he's your best friend but he's mine. And you just suddenly decide to hate him?! THE ONLY PROBLEM HERE IS YOU!" I growled. "Pfft, yeah right. I didn't think he could ever convince you Ze...Oh well, the good always die young. You're a goner Ze. I always thought that you were stronger, smarter, but I guess Chilled is, he does cause a lot of trouble, I just never thought you'd let him break you." Before I could reply, he hung up. I put the phone down on the table and thought about what he said, I let it sink in. What the hell was going on in his head? What did he mean by 'I just never thought you'd let him break you.'? What the hell does that mean? I'm so confused. I walk back over to where Chilled is and see him sleeping peacefully, he'd never want to hurt me right? Right. Or would he? I don't even know anymore! Smarty said that Chilled messes with peoples minds but all he did was fuck up my head by trying to prove his point. I felt my eyes getting heavy and I was suddenly really tired. I felt myself crumple to the ground before I blacked out; one thought running through my head. Maybe Smarty is right...

Smarty's P.O.V:

The more I thought about it, the less I regretted saying what I said to Ze. I mean, he is staying with Chilled, might as well tell him what's in store...but I only gave him a warning, that's all I can give him. Who knows? Maybe he is far too gone. Far too caught up in believing so strongly in Chilled. But Chilled is only driving him to fear and well...

Fear is just another part of theatrics...

I hope he enjoys the show.

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Oh god, I'm so sorry about what I've done. This is what I get for watching Batman gameplay in the middle of writing. But I've gone too deep to stop now, so, hopefully you will still like meh? Maybe? No? Ok, well.... BAII

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