Ok, just read some fanfiction. Thought about life, watched some youtube. Good to write a new chapter. Enjoy!

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Ze's P.O.V:

He's just sleeping. That's all I've been telling myself. He's sleeping. He needs to sleep. He'll wake up. Those thoughts are the only thing that leave me sane. That and the fact I'm trying to transfer the blame to Smarty and not me. Honestly that was one of the hardest parts because I know that it's my fault. The guilt is killing me. Galm and Tom arrived two days ago, the day after I called them. Smarty hasn't even shown up. Good. He knows what he did. He doesn't even care about Chilled. He doesn't care about how much he fucked up his emotions, his life. Chilled said that he had a dream that said he didn't deserve me, but in all honesty, I don't deserve him.

Smarty is so going to pay. This all started  with him. I was currently pacing in my hotel room, Galm and Tom were sitting on the bed, watching me. "Ze, you ok?" Galm asked cautiously, afraid that I'll snap at him out of fear and worry. I sat down next to him. "I don't know Galm. I feel like this is all my fault. Or maybe it's Smarty's? I don't know." I said in defeat. "Dude, this is not your fault. None of it, ok? It's not even Chilled's. It's Smarty's. One-hundred percent. He suggested the proposal, resulting in Chilled's first cut and his heart break. Then Smarty came over and broke Chilled some more by kissing him, leaving you to pick up the pieces and re-arrange his brain. Now Smarty told you lies, causing you to get mad at Chilled and leave him alone. So, Smarty caused all of this, not you. And Smarty isn't here, so that's one less thing to worry about. Chilled is going to be just fine, ok? I promise." Tom said reassuringly. But I'm not so sure I believe him. "B-but what if he's not ok? W-what will I do without my b-best f-friend!?" I cried, stopping myself from saying boyfriend. If Chilled did die I was going to keep my promise and not tell anyone about us dating. It was a secret. And sadly, I guess that thing I read on Tumblr was right; Two can keep a secret if one of them is dead. The truth behind is unreal, it kind of scares me, but it's true. "Ze, look at me." Galm said. I obeyed and looked at him. "Don't think like that, ok? He WILL be ok. Chilled is strong, he is going to be just fine." Tom said. I nodded, tears filling my eyes. "Just get some rest buddy." Galm said as he and Tom got up and left to their hotel room. I laid down on the bed and closed my eyes, eventually falling into a troubled sleep.

I woke up with a start, breathing heavily. I had a nightmare about Chilled waking up but never forgiving me and leaving me forever, I didn't want that to happen. I need Chilled, I can't live without him. I need to see him. Then my phone rang. I answered it. "Hello?" I asked the person calling. "Ze, we have a problem." Galm said urgently. "What is it?" I asked urgently. "It's Smarty." Galm said. "I'm on my way." I said, hanging up. Whatever Smarty decided to do now, he better not go anywhere near Chilled. If he does, I'll kill him. I promise.

I've been thinking for a while now, and no I don't doubt that he's ever gonna give it a rest, the conversation didn't take place, I'll need a neck brace to give him if he tries to see his face.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hope you enjoyed this short chapter, honestly, everything for me has gone to shit and now I have like five free days of summer for myself. So basically, I'm pissed off and sort of feel like shit, but I hope you guys are amazing! Have a great night or day depending on when you read this. Oh well, off to read fanfics till I fall asleep. BAII