And I remember everything.

Everything I loved,

I gave it away like it wasn't enough.

Soft breathing was heard above him as the moonlight glistened in his boyfriend's room. The warmth of his body calmed him,but also saddened him as he knew it would be the last night he would get to do this. Guilt pierced his stomach as the digital clock switch to 12:00AM. it would be only ten hours till he would leave.

Leaving The ones he cared about,his friends and his boyfriend. Salty tears threatened to escape his eyes,but he squeezed them shut before burying his face into the chest of the man who laid next to him. A small grunt was heard shortly afterwards,and the young man felt a strong arm wrap around him.

With clear hesitation,he looked up slowly,his silver and red eyes wet with tears.

"Are you ok my love?" a hush voice asked,drowsy with slumber.

His hollow black eyes shone with worry,as he brushed away a strand of caramel brown hair out of his lover's heterochromia eyes.

"I-I uh..I had a nightmare..." the smaller man lied,whipping his eyes. "Do want to talk about it?" "I-I forgot what it was about" The older man sighed and held the smaller one close to his chest,in an attempt to calm him down and to help him back to sleep.

After a few minutes he fell back asleep and his arms went limp. A small buzz was heard,and the Norwegian slipped his hand under the pillow and pulled out his phone. There was a new message,it was from one of his fathers. We'll be waiting for you at noon sharp,don't be late. Sighing,he texted back before putting it away.

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His eyes fluttered open to the dim light that was peeking through the black curtains. It was around six am,only six hours till he had to be there. Careful not wake up His boyfriend,slowly and quietly he snaked out of the covers and placed tomee bear in his old spot.The black eyed man held the plushie close to him before relaxing himself. And then he slipped out of the room.

Faint scratching was heard,and the Norwegian arched an eyebrow as he saw Ringo clawing at his owners doorframe. The gray tabby stopped once he saw him,and mewed.

The man chuckled, "Whatcha doing silly kitty?"

The cat mewed again as he looked at the door before looking at the Norwegian. He lifted up his paw and gently scratched on the door and meowed again. His big green eyes stared back at the heterochromia red and silver ones.

The man sighed, "you want to go into edds room right?"

The cat meowed hopefully as he was picked up into the red hooded arms. After nuzzling his face into the tom's silky grey fur,he quietly opened the door and gently placed the cat inside before closing the door again.

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"I can't believe that tord is actually leaving"

"Wait what?!"

The brunette looked behind himself to see the eyeless man stare down at him with confusion and shock. Just in front of them was a red car with its hood open with a few bags inside of it,suddenly a door open and Matt walked out of the house with tords following behind,pulling a suitcase with him.

He walked past his blue hoodied boyfriend like he wasn't there and stuffed the suitcase in the trunk before slamming it down. His hands were still planted on the red car,his hung down in shame mixed with fear and guilt. After a few heartbeats,he lifted up his head and faked a smile.

"Well this is really it" he sighed ruefully.

The Norwegian walked over to his closest friends,and pulled them into a group hug.

"We'll never forget you tord!" The ginger cheered and hugged a mechanical object close to him, "You or your memory eraser gun!"

The small brunette hugged a while longer before letting go, "Stay safe" he whispered.

Cold sweat slowly trickled his forehead as he walked over to his furious boyfriend. He slowly wrapped his arms around him,trapping his arms beneath him and he buried his face into his chest.

Breathing slowly,taking in his scent. "Good bye Thomas" he whispered softly and hugged him tighter while burying his face even deeper,getting high on him.

Cold air splashed his face and body as he was pushed away from his source of warmth,

"Why didn't you tell me you were leaving?!" His boyfriend hissed loudly,tears flowing down his face

and the Norwegian tried to pull him into another hug but got pushed away.

"I-I"

"You know what? Why don't you just get your a-s out of here"

"Thomas I'm tryin-"

"Leave! If your leaving then why don't you just go already?!"

The heterochromia eyed man huffed as he held back tears from his lover's outrage. "You know what?! I will! F-ck you! Who need you anyway! I was trying to tell you that I was sorry for not telling you before but now I take it back! F-cking Jehova" with that he stormed into the car and took off. His heart was shattered. Both of theirs were.

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All the words I said and all you forgive

How could I hurt you again

"Hello old friends"

"Friend? Why would I need friends for when I got this?!"

"I'm not your friend!!"

But he did just that. He hurt them again,he hurt him and he knows it.

A flash of red,yellow and orange lit up the evening sky as the giant robot exploded. A harpoon was impaled through the mechanical object's body. The smoke finally cleared up and in the distance,upon a hill was an injured man. Clutching his arm that was shredded and matted with his own blood,just behind him was two other men that looked twenty years older then him,running up to see if he was ok. Motherly worry washed over the slightly shorter man as he reached up to him. He cupped both of the young mans cheeks in his hands as he observed his face with pure terror, the other man sighed as he browed his thick eyebrows in slight disappointment.

"This was too far,even for you" the taller man spoke,handing bandages to the smaller one who quickly wrapped up the injured one.

"You destroyed your old home,your friends home,and you killed an innocent man"

"So what if I killed someone! Like I haven't before" the young man snapped.

"You were lucky you even survived" he sighed and looked over to the crumbled house below,a green clothed man was mourning over a blue clothed man that was limp in his arms. "The blue one wasn't"

with that his head shot up and looked at the older man in disbelief, "Dad,tell me your lying. Tell me your lying!!"

The man shook his head, "I wish I could say I was,his friend is mourning over his dead body right now"

"I killed him! I killed tom!"

He clung on to the one who patched him up and sobbed into his chest, "I killed him pa,I loved him and I killed him".

The man usually didn't cry,not even in front of his own dads but this time he did. And his parents were supportive of him,they hugged their boy in their arms,whispering sweet nothings in his ears.

Gradually the crying came to a stop,but the frown on his face didn't,and there was nothing they could do about it. He stared down at the mess he made,unwanted amounts of pain,regret and sorrow filled him,his eyes surveyed the area and something caught his attention.

Three hooded figures,Blue, Purple and Green,walking down the street together. Hope and relief flutterd in his stomach,he jumped up and ran over to his fathers.

"Dad,Pa, He's alive,he's alive! I've got to catch up to him! A-and maybe we can start again! I can fix my mistake" He stoped for a moment to catch his breath before continuing,

"we can start again...like to how it was before"

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