Yugin

What's happening? I want to slap him, I want this to stop but why does my body is saying other things, I can't love him, I should not fall in love with him.

After we kissed, He held my hands and walked on the shore, the sky is getting darker, We were about to go back to the beach party when fireflies started flying

" That's beautiful" I said

" Indeed" Jonh

I stared at him who is staring back at me

" What I meant was the fireflies" I cleared my throat

" But you are more beautiful than that, Yugin can you be my boyfriend.. No.. It should not be a question.. BE MY BOYFRIEND" He said

" I am already your boyfriend" I smiled

" Not as a fake boyfriend, But a real boyfriend, Will you be mine?" He answered

What am I going to say, my heart is beating fast, faster than it's normal speed

I was stunned staring at him, Don't know what to do

" Ohh Ok—" I stopped talking when my phone suddenly rung

" Hello, Sha?"

" Where the hell are you? We've been waiting like forever Shems is already drunk" Sha shouted

" I'm coming back" I answered and ended the call

" We should go back" I said and walked pass him

" I'll follow after" Jonh replied

"Oh-okay"

Many people loves him, praise him and adore him, why do he needs to fall in love with me and why do I need to fall in love with him?

" Where have you been?" Sha shouted after I sat next to her

" My tummy aches I went to the comfort room" I lied " Where's Shems?" I asked

" There" Sha pointed Shems standing on the stage waiving at me

" This song is dedicated to my one star" He said

A/N song title COUNTING STARS "One Republic"

" Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Yeah, we'll be counting stars

I see this life
Like a swinging vine
Swing my heart across the line
In my faces flashing signs
Seek it out and ye shall find
The old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told
I, feel something so right
Doing the wrong thing
I, feel something so wrong
But doing the right thing
I could lie, could lie, could lie
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

(Sing with me)

Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

I feel the love
And I feel it burn
Down this river every turn
Hope is a four letter word
Make that money
Watch it burn
Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told

( everyone stood up and sang with Shems)

I, feel something so wrong
But doing the right thing
I could lie, could lie, could lie
Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
But baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars
Take that money and watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I learned

Everything that kills me makes me feel alive
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming 'bout the things that we could be
Baby I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars

Everyone shouted and jumped due to happiness

" Thank you" Shems said and bowed down

The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have

I once loved this man, I poured and gaved everything for him but he toyed and played me, and then his back, asking me to love him asking me to be his man again, should I play dumb and forget the past?

And then here's the other one, giving me hopes, loving me and showing what love is through his eyes, what will I choose? The past who hurts me the most but willing to change everything for me or the present who is already here giving me everything he has

" Aarrgghhh" I shouted due to frustration

" What are you doing?" Sha asked

" None, I just got something on my mind" I said and brushed my hair

" Hey, Jonh?" Sha shouted and waved

" Hi" He waved back

" Come sit with us"

Shems and I both stared to Sha

" What? It's fine we've got a huge table and it's more fun if we are going to occupy it whole" She explained

We continued drinking and eating when this stupid Sha brought out her Drunk card

" Let's play a game" She said

" What's that?" Jonh asked

"Oww.. This is a drunk card, everyone should take turns to get a card and do the Dare written on it" Sha explained again

" That sounds exciting" Mike said and clapped

" I'll pick first" I volunteered

Sha shuffled the card and placed it on the middle of the table

" The person after you can ask you any question. You can either answer it truthfully or refuse to answer and drink" I said after reading the dare

I stared to Shems who is sitting next to me

" Uhhmm.. So I can ask any question, Do you like someone right now? He asked

I glanced to Jonh who is staring back at me

" Yes" I answered

" Is that me?" Shems asked

" You only given one chance to asked question" I said and sticked my tongue out to tease him

The game started to get exciting

It's Shems turn to pick the card

" Imitate another player. First person to gets correctly picks someone to drink" He said

He bite his lower lip and glared

" It's me" Sha shouted

"Correct" Shems said

" How was that possible?" I asked

" Remember everytime Sha get's annoyed she bites her lower lip and glare to us" Shems explained

" K..K"

"Okay.. so I pick Yugin to drink" She said and handed me a mug of beer

" Bottoms up" She winked

Duh..I'm a storng drinker

I toom the mug and gulped in a second

"It's Mike's turn" I shouted

He picked a card " Pick someone and guess the color of their underwear. If you gets it correctly, they drink otherwise you drink" He said out loud

" Jonh.. Gray" He said confidently

Jonh took a peek on his underwear and smiled

" Are you kidding me? How did you know?" Jonh laughed

" I saw it earlier" Mike answered and smiled

Jonh took the mug and drink the beer

It's Sha's turn

" YOU DRINK, Sha said, What? no thrill at all?" She saod and took the mug of beer

We continued playing the game until everyone drops dead except me and Jonh

" Want to go to the shore again? Let's rest for a while before we go inside our rooms"

" Okay" Jonh answered

We stood up and went to the shore to take a rest and to breath fresh air

" Are you drunk?" I asked him

" I'm don't get drunk, I just get less classy and more fun" He explained

We sat on the chairs near the shore

" Can I kiss you?" I asked

He moved next to me and gave me the best kiss I could ever had

A/N

Continous update since I am on house quarantine hahahha time to enjoy the days

Love lots

P.S: hi everyone take good care of your health