Jonh

" Hey wake up," Nojh said

" give me 5 minutes" I answered as I covered my body with my comforter, I slowly faced the side of my bed when something fell off, I squint my eyes and stared on the picture frame

" That 5 minutes can ruin your career you know?" Nojh shouted

" How?" I asked between stretching  and yawning

" Because that 5 minutes can become 1 hour or two or more" He blurted

" Okay. You're being overacting again" I answered as I slowly stood up and took the picture frame from the floor and put it back to my cabinet

" Who's that?" Nojh said and pulled the Frame off my hand

" Hey!"'

"Oww. This is Mike? Your best friend right? The one who betrayed you? the one you poured your life and love right? The reason why you were motivated and choose the path to become an actor?" Nojh explained

"Yeah?" I answered

" I thought you already burned everything? Why you still have that photo?"

" I'm missing him"

Mike is my old friend the one I used to call as PORNSTAR, I used to call him Pornstar
because he loves stars for us PORNSTAR means A PERSON WHO LOVES STARS that's why

" Why? It's been almost 4 years since the last time you saw each other, he did not even call or text you or even sent a message in messenger, why bother missing him?" Nojh said as he went inside my walk-in closet

" Well. I'm not sure" I said and went inside the bathroom

I really am not sure why I suddenly missed that man, my best friend, a fake friend I guess

I was busy brushing my teeth when Nojh asked where Sha and Yugin went

" Hey Jonh, by the way where's Sha and Yugin? I didn't see them"

" Huh?" I immediately run out from the bathroom

" Hey, Finish brushing your teeth first, Look at the toothpaste on your mouth, It looks disgusting" Nojh shouted

I went to the living room where Yugin and Sha were sitting last night and boom they are not here? Where could they be?

I went back to the bathroom and continued taking a bath

" Nojh? Can you call them?" I shouted

" I'm doing it now, We have an early appointment today, your presscon was moved today," He said

" Preston? For?"

" For your movie. STARLIGHT" He said

" Why now? haven't received the script nor read the synopsis of the story?" I blurted

"I'm not sure either, The directors and producers just call me earlier and told me that today is your presscon with Yugin. Finish taking a bath I'll just cook breakfast" He added and went out from the room

What the heck! I thought that movie will be released next month, that's why I'm not yet preparing, But then I can't do anything about it, It's the directors choice and not mine.

After I finished taking a bath and changing my clothes I went to the dining area to eat breakfast

" Have you contacted them already?" I asked Nojh

" Yes, but the phone is just ringing, what happened last night?" He  stared at me

" None.. shoot wait," I said and run inside my room

I stared at the chair where Yugin's jacket was hanging last night and it was not there, I went back to the table

" Why?" Nojh asked curiously

" I'm not sure, But I think Yugin saw the picture frame last night, His jacket was hanged on the chair on my room and it's not there now, maybe we were about to wake me up last night but unfortunately instead of waking me up, he went home because of that frame" I explained

" And why does he need to care about that photo?"

" He might be jealous?" I said and winked

" Jealous my ass" Nojh answered and glared at me " Let's finish eating so that we can arrive at the venue early" He added

" Uhhmm Okay"

Yugin

I woke up from my deep sleep and hurriedly shook Sha's body to accommodate me to the comfort room

"Sha. Sha.. wake up— I— want to— Puke" I said as I slowly stood up

I sat on the edge of the bed and took a deep breath before standing up, I felt dizzy, My world is spinning like a wheel

" S—ha" I whispered

I'm so tired, I felt like my energy left my body already, I was about to walk when I stepped on something that caused me  to stumble on the floor

I can't take it anymore, It feels like there are hundreds of horses running inside my tummy, I was about to throw  everything included my internal organs on the floor when I felt someone assisted me to stand up and hang my left arm on his shoulder

" Who are you?" I asked I can't recognize this person due to my sight is very blurry

" SHHH," He said

We are about to enter the bathroom when I stopped him

"Wait. I can't take it anymore" I said as I covered my mouth while my saliva is dropping on my hands

" Fuck! shit wait here, I'll just get pale" He said

I saw him run inside the comfort room

I can taste how sour and bitter my saliva is, I'm still holding my breath up to prevent myself from vomiting, 5—4—3–2. I can't any longer hold it up

"Wa..bwaakkk" I lose and let everything out from my mouth, exactly when the person helped me earlier came out from the comfort room, I saw how the beer that came out from my mouth splashed all over his face and body

"Shit. Yugin!" He shouted

I was about to throw up again when he placed the pail in front of me, I knelt  and bowed down and almost put my head on the pail in front of me, I felt how this man slowly tapped my back for me to be able to release everything out

After making sure that I already throw everything, I sat beside the  pail and hugged my leg

" Let's go inside the bathroom, we both need to take a bath," The man said as he tried to carry me

I stood up and stared at his face, trying to recognize him

" Who—Who are you?" I asked

" naneun sem-idea (  I'm Shems ) " He said that caused me to stop and pushed him

" What?" With my blurry sight, I tried to push him as hard as I could

" I'm Shems, don't tell me you already forgot how to speak the Korean language? You are my motivation why I pushed and studied that language" He blurted

" No, what I meant was... WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE!" I shouted

" I'll explain it to you later after we take a bath and you sobered up," He said and pulled me inside the bathroom

I'm still dizzy but I'm trying my best to stand straight while Shems is preparing the shower

" Come over here," He said and he waved his hands

I walked slowly

" Here, the water is already warm, you start taking a bath now," He said and turned his back and ready to go out

" Where—where are you going?" I asked him

" Outside, I'll take a bath after you" He smiled

Shit!! that smile again! That smile that I cursed a long time ago

" Let's take a bath together" I whispered

" What was that?"

I know he heard it, I can see how his lips curved into a small smile

" Let's take a bath together, You are smelly and I'm sorry for that," I said

" Okay then," He said and walked like a happy kid

I was busy applying soap on my face when it accidentally slipped on my hand

" Shems the soap fell" I shouted

" Where?" he asked

" I don't know.. my eyes are covered with soap, I can't see" I said and pushed him for me to be able to wash my face

" Hey. Slowly the soap is on your area" Shems shouted and pulled me

I felt how he used his palm to get water and washed my face

" What are you doing?" I asked after he wiped my face

" Your eyes might get irritated," He said still carrying me on his right arm

" Can I stand up, Now?" I asked

" I bet you still want to stay on this position" He teased

" why?"

" cause your elbow seems to enjoy on touching my—-" Then he stared at his boxer shorts where my elbow was landed

" Oww..No," I said and hurriedly stood up that caused me to step on the soap and lead me to pull his hands that caused us to fall on the floor

" Ouchh" I murmured, I slowly opened my eyes and saw Shems staring at me while his head is slowly moving towards me and...and—-

I was stunned for seconds when I decided to respond on his kisses, I closed my eyes thinking how stupid I am again

I slowly opened my eyes and see him teasing me with his lustful stare, Our lips are still pressed to each other

" Aahh. Ouch" He said

" Why?"

"My arm cramps" He whispered

" oww sorry.." I apologized and tried to stand up but our head bumped to one another

" Ouch," he said while laughing

" What's funny!"

" Nothing. I just find it funny when you looked shocked" Then he burst out laughing, His voice, his beautiful voice that's echoing inside the room, That beautiful voice that made my heart skips a beat.

" Hey! Why are you smiling?" I returned back to reality when he pinched my nose

" Wh—What?" I suddenly shooked my head

I missed how he always pinched my nose whenever my mind is floating on mid-air.

" I'm done taking a bath, I'll go outside to prepare your clothes," He said and pull the towel and wrapped on his waist

" Hey what are you doing?" I shouted when he slowly pulled his boxers down

" I need to remove this, I don't want to walk out wet," He said and closed the door

I was left alone digesting everything

"What the hell I am doing here?" I whispered

I turned the shower on and continued washing my body

I was busy washing my face when I suddenly touched my lip and remembered the kiss we had earlier

His soft lips that touch my rough lips ( Kidding my lips is smoother than Sha's face! DUH!)

" Hey, do you still want to kiss me that bad? You've been smiling like stupid while touching your lips" Shems said

He is now wearing his loose t-shirt and jogging pants, His wet and shuffled hair suits him well

" Tsk," I said and glared at him " Give me the towel, It's cold" I added

He threw the towel and clothes on me and stood upon the door

" And? Might go outside? I'll change my clothes" I irritably shouted

" O—Okay then," He said and walked out

I released a heavy sigh

After changing my clothes, I went outside and saw Sha sleeping like a dog on the floor, Her mouth is widely opened while her saliva is dropping on her pillow

" Yuck this girl," I said and covered my mouth, preventing myself not to laugh loud

I roamed inside the room and I was shocked when I saw how big Shem's room is, His room is big but Jonh's room is way bigger.

" Hey come over here," Shems said

" I need to sleep," I said and started walking going to the bed

" No! let's drink coffee and talk why you decided to drink milk," He said as he carried me on my back

" Put me down," I said while struggling to remove his tight hig

" Okay," He said and throw me on the sofa

" I said put me down not throw me like trash!"

" I once throw you like trash and I'm so sorry for that,t," He said

I saw how he slowly walked out from the living room going to the kitchen

He came back carrying to cups

" Come here," He said after putting the cups of coffee and milk on the table and sitting on the chair

" I stood up and sat in front of him"

" So what are we going to talk about?" I asked

" Let's drink coffee and discuss why you decided to drink milk," He said

I raised my brows high, Higher than his roof
" WHAT LOGIC IS THAT?" I asked

" Let's drink coffee and talk why YOU decided to drink milk " He repeated and emphasize the word YOU

" That's annoying" I glared

" You really don't get it don't you?"

" Do you think I'll ask the same stupid question if I understand what you're pointing at?"

" It's so simple"

" How?"

He placed the cups in front of me

" Choose," He said

I picked the Milk

" See. You chose the milk"

" And? You know I don't drink coffee" I said and sipped the milk

" That's what I'm pointing at. You chose John who is whiter than me because you don't want a coffee like me. I am like this Coffe. Not too black not too brown" he said.

I already know what he's pointing at, but I still need assurance, I don't want to assume again.

"I don't get you," I said

" Nope! Nevermind" He said and stood up

He was about to walk back inside the room when I speak

" Shems. I loved you, God knows how much effort I exerted for you, How I almost left everything  that I have for you, Do you know what is the worst feeling in the world?"I asked

" What?" He answered still facing back at me

" It is knowing you've been used and lied to by someone you trusted," I said as I stood up from the chair and walked towards his location and faced him

" When someone betrays you, It is a reflection of their character, Not Mine," I said and ready to walk inside his room

" I'm sorry" He whispered

" I already heard that so many times, And I'm tired and sick to hear that again"

" But I mean it"

" Everyone does, But after we forgive them, They will eventually do it again, They will hurt us again, and at the en,d they will be SORRY endless,y," I said, but before I finally walked inside his room I left a hurtful phrase that I know will hurt him the most " The thing happened earlier? Please don't tell anyone about it!" I said and finally walked inside his room and laid on his bed

Those where the words he threw to me way back then, The time I'm still stupid, Now he should feel the pain that I felt.

I know I still love him, but I should stay strong and I should not let him see how stupid I am again

His bed is big, I think we'll not going to bump each other while sleeping, I decided to lay my exhausted body on his bed and tried my best to sleep.

Tomorrow is another stressful day, Another day to fight.

Lola_Sha  I'm sorry in advance hahaha

P.S
Shems
Mike
Yugin
Jonh
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