" What the hell Jonh?! I told you never go out without bodyguards, look what happened!" Nojh shouted

This is what I hate the most, I know Nojh cares about me but it sucks that he is almost chocking me.

" Are you listening?" I came back from my senses when he pinched my ears

" Yes. I'm really sorry, I did not expect this to happen" I apologized

" And you.." He pointed Yugin who is busy eating strawberry and watching a movie on the television, Look at this man.. he really is something. His face is thicker than the wall of my house. Where the hell he got his guts to act like there's nothing happened earlier

" Yes!" he answered and raised his brows

Is he irritated?

" What have you done earlier?" Nojh asked him

" Awww about that, you know what, that was my first time to be stucked on a situation where everyone that surrounds me wants to have a photo with me, that was also my first time to experience a world war and that was my.." He stopped talking when Nojh interrupted him

" THAT'S NOT WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT" Nojh shouted

" what are you pointing at then?" Yugin asked

" The problem you caused earlier!" Nojh shouted

" Aww about that, well it was not my intention to go out and watch a movie with him, but he insisted," Yugin said and winked at me that caused Nojh to stare at me like he is already killing me

" Uhmm. it's just that.."

" I told you Jonh, You can go out anytime, but make sure that you are secured," Nojh said, This is the first time I saw he calmed down

Every time he gets mad at me, He always brags everything, Shouts until he lost his voice

" I'm sorry" I answered

" It's fine," Nojh said and walked straight to his room where Yugin and Sha are staying

" Yugin!" I shouted

" What again? Can't you see that I'm busy?"He shouted

" Come over here" I shouted

" What the hell?!"

I went to my room and waited for Yugin

" What now?" He said upon entering the room

" You know.." I stopped talking when he pressed his lips on mine

I don't know what's going on but when I felt his wet lips touching my warm lips, I cannot stop my self by kissing him back. It's like a vice that I cannot avoid. It makes me wild and goes through the situation.

" Stop!" I said and pushed him

" Why?" He asked me

" Because I'm mad" I answered

" That's why I'm doing this, I know that I can't mend your anger but, maybe this thing can help," He said and kissed me back

I know its not a good thing, but I can't help myself from wanting more.

"Noooo!" I shouted but he keeps on kissing me.

Until I give up and enjoy the moment, He is already pulling my shirt off when Sha... Fucking Sha knocks on the door

" Hey! Yugin come out IU is already crying. She's dying" Sha shouted while banging the door like there's no tomorrow

" Really?" Yugin said and immediately run out from the room

Really? After what happened he's going to leave me like this? like what the hell I am already enjoying the moment and he'll leave me behind.

I pulled down my clothes and went to the bathroom to take a bath, I need to release everything inside.

"Uhhhh uhh" I sound silent

I was shocked when  Yugin opened the door while grinning, I don't know what to do. I turned around so that he won't see my whole body naked. But I was shocked when he hugged me from the back and kissed my nape

" Fuck!" I groaned

" I'm sorry, I left you earlier, But now let's continue it" He whispered on my ear

I faced him and sucked his lips

" I love you" I whispered

" Don't love me.. we are just workmates??" He said after breaking our kiss

" What?" I said and pushed him

" You are not my type.. and I can't love you," He said

" Why?" I asked

" I don't want to fall in love with you, because you are famous, everyone loves you and I can't give that love back," He said and faced the door

" No! I love you and I will always do? Yes, you are not famous, you are not as rich as me. But I love you, I love you because of what and who you are. I love you because I can feel the word ACCEPTANCE and TRUST" I said that caused him to stopped and stares at me

" Really?" he said

" yes" I answered

" How can you prove it?" He asked

" I will do everything.. anything," I said and smiled

" Can you suck me?" He said and slowly pulled his shorts down

I know that I want to suck his little Yugin but there is something stopping me, My feelings stopping me, but I found myself kneeling in front of him and massaging his thingy

Am I that stupid? Or I am just a whore who wanted to try and taste something new

I am busy sucking him when he pulled me up and kissed me

" Stop that. I can't bear seeing you doing that in front of me" He said

" But why?" I asked

" Well because you love me. And I don't want you to be my first blowjob. I don't love you and I can't love you back" He said

Should I be hurt or should I be happy?

I love him but he doesn't love me back

" But how about the thing you said to Shems? That I am—"

" Aww about that I'm sorry, I was shocked when I saw him earlier, I know that I hurt your feelings, I'll do everything that you wanted me to do, He said

" Truth or dare?"  I asked him

" Huh?"

" Just answer me"

" Truth or Dare?"

" Truth" He answered

" Do you love me?"

" Oops, can I change it to Dare?"

" Okay.. So. love me please," I said and hugged him

" Don't push me. Please I wanted to help my family. I can't give the love that you are asking. I still love Shems" He said that caused my world to scattered into pieces

" Let's end this, Let's continue it some other time," He said and walked out from the bathroom

I was left alone, digesting every single word he said, I turned the shower on and let the cold water flow down to my body.

Yugin

Does he love me?

But why?

" Are you listening?" She said while shuffling my hair

I am lying on her leg

" What was that again?" I asked

" What happened inside?" She repeated

" Jonh.. confessed that he loves me" I blurted

" What did you say?"

" That he should not love me, That I can't give back the love that he is offering.. Sha. Why do you think he loves me?"

" Because you gave him hope?"

" How?"

" First you announced that he is your boyfriend, second you played his tool inside the cinema. Third.." I cut her out

" What?" I said and stood up

" Don't what..what me there. I saw how you two enjoyed the whole night. And I saw how you insisted to  do it, I'm not stupid nor sleeping that time" Sha said

I don't know what happened but I felt that my face suddenly turned red

I immediately took the pillow and covered my face

" Hey. Now you are shy?" She said while trying to remove the pillow on my face

" It's not that I'm shy. it's just that, I thought you were sleeping that time" I said, still not removing the pillow on my face

" I was about to sleep that time, but when I heard that you said that I am already sleeping, I felt something's going to happen, and then there. I was not wrong" She said and stood up

" Wh—where are you going," I asked

" get some coffee, do you like?"

" Milk for me, I may not be able to go to sleep when I drink coffee, Besides you know that I might palpitate when drinking coffee"

She walked inside the kitchen to get some coffee, I took the remaining time to think of the things I need to do, I was busy picking my nose when my phone suddenly rang

" Fuck" I shouted when I almost poked my nose

I took my phone and see my mother calling, I immediately answered it

" Mom?" I said

" Yugin? how are you there?" She asked

" I'm fine, Why did you call at this hour?" I questioned her

" Well, first of all, are you not going to ask how we are doing right now? Are you not going to ask what's going on right now? And might as well ask me if we are still alive?" She ranted

See my mother's attitude is stressing, I think that's the only thing I took from her

" Well, haha, How are you their Mom?"

" Tsk," She said and I can feel how high her browsed were.

" I saw your video on the internet" She added

" What video?" I asked blankly

" Stupid, the one on the mini-concert of Jonh, Don't tell me you have another scandal than that?" She shouted

" Mom, Don't shout," I said " About that, well I am now working with Jonh, We are going to create a movie, I will accompany him for his fan meetings, and stuff, in short, your son is already FAMOUS" I highlighted the last word to emphasize how famous I am

" Ouch," She said

" Why? Are you okay?"

" Yes. It's just that I can feel how thick your face is.. will you please stop bragging something that hasn't come" She said in a calm tone of voice

" Hey. Mom are you alright? Are you sick

"I'm not, why did you ask?"

" This is the first time I heard you lower down the tone of your voice.. and it's quite  unbelievable," I said and almost laughed

" Well, I'm telling you. Do not expect too much, take good care of yourself okay" She said

I felt a bit of pain inside my heart

" I'll hang up now. I'm sleepy" She said

" Okay, Mom. I will take good care of myself" I assured her

I really need this job to help my family, I need Jonh's help to earn money, Tomorrow I will be as good as I can.

" Hey! what are you doing standing like stupid there"

I came back from my senses when Sha pinched my elbow, I did not notice that I was standing like an action star who is thinking of what he is going to do to kill his enemies, My forefinger and thumb is placed on my chin while I am standing on the mirror

" None" I immediately stood straight and went to the sofa to drink my milk

I took the cup of milk and tried to sip it, I was busy sipping it when I realize that there's no water flowing inside my mouth

" What are you doing? It looks like your mind is floating from mid-air?" She asked

" Why there's no water," I asked as I placed the cup on the table

" Stupid that's not your cup," She said while pointing my cup of milk placed on the table in front of her

" That is your milk," She said

" And what's this? Why does it have powdered milk inside?" I curiously asked

" Well, even Jonh's milk is imported so I decided to eat that later" she explained

Jonh's milk is imported

" Hey, why are you smiling there?" She shouted

" Ha— None"

Jonh's milk is imported

Fuck why does this phrase needs to repeat inside my brain, I can't help but smile, Well for real his milk is imported and delicious, I already have tasted it for so many times

" HAHAHAHHAHAHA" I laughed that caused Sha to stare at me

" YES? What's funny there mister" She said as she stood up and glared at me

" None, I just remembered something funny" I lied

" what's that then?" She continued asking me

" Well, you mentioned that Jonh's milk is imported right?"

" And what's the matter on——" Her eyes widened before finishing her statement

" Don't tell me you—-"

I cut her off " Yes.. it really is imported"

" No! don't tell me you already taste it?" She said

" Ye..yes?" I answered

" Fuck! When?" she covered her mouth

" Cinema, last time and earlier inside the..." I stopped talking when she sat next to me

" Wait what? I'm confused right now? how did you manage to bring the milk inside the cinema? And earlier? As far as I can remember I left you here" She explained

I slowly scratched my head

Stupid Sha, I thought she gets my green jokes

" None! Forget about it, Stupid" I said and stood up

" Really, I didn't get it" She exhaled

I shook my head

" Where are you going? "

" I'll get my jacket on Jonh's room, We should go home today"

" Why?"

" Because Nojh is here, we don't have room to sleep, so prepare your things now," I said and walked

" Oww—Okay" She answered as she put all her garbages inside her bag

I knocked on Jonh's room before entering

" I'll just get my jacket, We'll go home first," I said

I didn't hear any response, I guess he is already sleeping, I walked slowly and pulled my jacket that is hanging on the chair

I was about to walk out when I glanced on Jonh's face, what's that? Did he cry? I can see tears on his lashes, I quietly sat down to wipe it

" I'm really sorry Jonh, This is my fault, If ai did not give or show you anything, you won't fall for me this way, I'm sorry" I whispered and kissed his forehead, I was about to stand up when I heard him talk

" I love you, I really do" I stared at him and saw him laid down properly on the bed

I saw him hugging a picture frame, I slowly took it off from his hand and I was shocked when I saw a familiar face on it

" Fuck!" I said and covered my face, What's this?

" Yugin let's go," Sha said while peeking on the door

I slowly put back the picture frame on the bed and walked out

" Why you looked stunned?" She asked

" None!" I said and walked fast

Does he love that person?

Why do I feel something? My heart suddenly ached

" Sha let's drink first before we go home," I said and pulled sha inside the bar

P.s

Sorry for the super duper late update..

Well, who is that person?

Hihi