written in 2010

Fickle, despicable, hurtful
Why do I stay?
There is no reason
The exit sits there ignored

I care too much
I don't know why
Someone help me
I am trapped

Is this pain worth it?
It is better than the alternative
I won't take the chance
On suffering an even worse agony

I can't lose anyone else
Not again
I've learned my lesson
In the most difficult way

- starr