I walk for miles and miles
Torn up feet
Cracked soles
Aching heart

Nothing matters
In the end I'll find you
You are all I've ever needed
The pain is insignificant

Why can't you see me
Waving hands
Confused exclamations
Unnoticed tears

What is wrong
Why can't I touch you
I'm phasing through reality
Because that is all you ever were to me

Ripping realization
Phantom tears
Sluggish blood
Invisible sorrow

I will follow in your wake
Every day
Throughout the night
Soundless eternal

Nothingness is all I am
Transparent limbs
Ignored cries
Breathless whimpers

Existence is pointless
Without recognition
But I am devoid of it all
Living vicariously through you

- starr