... From the title itself, you already know that your author has been reading Yandere stories, listening to Yandere songs a lot lately... Has written reader as another bat-poop crazy... It's a prequel and sequel of the one shot entitled "Yes, I am mad... Literally." Hehehe, Poe is hot though >~<

Leaning on the wall, you concentrated further in their conversation. You curled your hands into fists, not even caring if they grew pale and if the bruises hurt. Your blood boiled in anger and envy, as you eavesdropped on your beloved, and a temptress' conversation.

But you were hoping desperately that your plan worked. You made stupid things to make him hate her. You sabotaged all of her plans to impress him.

Firstly, you sabotaged her into hitting BB-8 until he malfunctioned. Poe was mad but he managed to forgive her. Second, you gave the First Order the secret location of the Resistance, then framed her. Poe, again, was mad he still forgave her. Third, you sabotaged her cooking. You put a non-lethal pesticide poison on his food, that was cooked by that stupid girl. Poe avoided her.

"Well... I... I know I sound crazy, but... I..." She groaned in frustration. "I've known you for a long time and... You were there for me... And I just want to say..." She groaned again.
"Iloveyoumorethananythingintheworld!" She screamed frantically, catching her breathe, hoping that she had win his heart.

"Look, I'm sorry, but... I don't feel that same." Poe apologetically said. "Good bye." He then left her there, standing still on the hangar.

You smirked. Then returned to the main hangar to check up on him, as if nothing happened. Besides... You don't want to miss your first X-wing training... Especially if Poe is your mentor.

"Poe!" You cheerfully called. "General Organa assigned me to you on X-wing flying." You proclaimed, running after him.

"Oh, yeah. Uh—sorry. I've been busy with stuff." He sheepishly rubbed the back of his neck, smiling shyly.

Sigh... He's just to precious.  And I'll do anything to keep him pure and innocent...

"Y-Y/N?" You snapped from your thought, glancing up to him. "Yes, Poe?" You sweetly smiled.

"How about tomorrow, is it alright?" Poe asked.

"Oh sure!" You chirped, but deep inside you, was disappointed. But it will be alright.

When tomorrow came, another scowl made it's way on your face. Another wench is flirting with him. TOUCHING him. You unconsciously balled your hand into tight fists, pursuing your lips in a thing line. With eyes narrowed, you slowly unsheathed your dagger. But then,

"Y/N! Over here!" You immediately hid your dagger under your jacket, as you glanced at him with a bright and sweet smile. He rushed to your side, giving you a quick, gentle nudge on the shoulder. With this sudden contact, you smiled widely as your heart skipped a few beats.

"Ready to start?" He asked, handing you a helmet. You smiled and nodded. He chuckled as he fastened the helmet on your head.

"Uh, sorry. We're out of stack." Poe sheepishly said, scratching his nape. "That's actually my helmet."

"Oh? This is yours?" You asked, taking it off, but he stopped you.

"No, no, no. Keep it, it suits you." He smiled, them gave you a slight nudge on the shoulder, as he bit his lip.

You smiled. This will be a long, happy day with your Darling.... But you'll take care of this another temptress later. Night came, and you got our of quarters. Then you saw HER roaming around the base.

Tch. If there was another way to make them stay away from him, aside from murderer. Heh, rejection wouldn't stop them for sure. Even expelling them won't work, because they'll always find a way back. You can't threaten them. You can't ask them. Only the elimination of murderer... You would commit crime, but it's the ONLY way... To make sure that they won't touch your precious Poe.

You were hesitating... But THIS IS ONLY the way! You shook your head. You returned to your quarters to get some rest.

When a new day came, you woke up and dressed properly, you head back to the place where Poe hang out with his fellow pilots... Hopefully, not the female ones. You shook your head, and went there.

As soon as you lay your foot on the entrance... You wanted to cry. You wanted to scream. You wanted to bash that girl's head on the floor, then paint her droid with her own blood. Hell, you wanted to do all sorts of torture on her. As for Poe.. 

N-no... It can't be... I know he loves me, he does... Not this stupid wench. I'm suppose to be the one kissing him! Not that witch!

You let tears fall down, as you wrathfully stomped to your room. Unknown to you, Poe pushed her away, yelling he doesn't like her...

This is what you were saying. No ONE will ever stay away from him. NO ONE. You want him to be yours and only yours. Hours and hours, you cried and sobbed. Thinking what to do. But then, you came to your conclusion... You weren't hesitating anymore. You will KILL her. TORMENT HER. You were now sure of your decision... You just have to wait for night fall.

Nightfall came, and Rebels would either rest and sleep, while the others were on guarding duty. You went out of your quarters, sneakily making your way to find her.

You were sure of your decision. There will be no turning back. It's only the way to win his heart, without anyone, ANYONE, stealing him away from you. He WILL be yours. HE DOESN'T HAVE A CHOICE. HE WILL ONLY LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU... EVEN THOUGH YOU ARE JUST AS INSANE AS A SITH. HE WILL SOON UNDERSTAND THAT... RIGHT?

As soon as your beloved was nowhere out of site, you unsheathed your dagger, then ran to her. You made sure to cover her mouth from preventing her to scream, then plunged the knife deep in her head. As soon as the body remained limp, she let her go and let her fall on the cold ground.

You scoffed before carrying her to a near incinerator, you tossed her in there, and closed the lids. You went to your quarters to get bathed and get dress. You threw your bloodied uniform in the incinerator, along with your dagger, before turning it on. You mopped off the blood and made sure that all camera footage has been erased. Oh if she was still alive, you would love to gouge out her eyes that always gazed on Poe. You wanted to slice off her lips that kissed Poe. You wanted to removed her skin, that touched Poe.

When the next day came, he was with another girl... Oh such tradition began. Every girl that gets close to him, will be gone. You gave her death treatment.

Another girl... Gone...
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You fluttered your eyes open, realizing that you were out for a few hours. You darted your eyes up, and you saw a scene that made your eyes well up in joy. The pain did not matter anymore.

Poe stood there, cradling your child in his arms. Oh that little piece of him that you use to keep in you whenever he was gone. Poe immediately noticed your consciousness, he approach you with a kiss on the forehead.

"It's a girl. A healthy girl." Poe smiled. "What should we name her?" He said, slowly and gently placing the little infant on your arms.

"Leann... Leann Dameron." You softly said. "In Hebrew means /father's joy/." You kissed her forehead, as she slowly reached to hold your index finger in her hand.

Poe chuckled, softly rubbing your shoulder. "I love you, Y/N. You, too, Leann."

"Poe...," you softly mumbled. "Do you really love me?"

"Of course," he kissed your temple. "I always did."

"I love you, Poe. Forever and ever."

A/N: *Cough* *Cough* Now you know that my favorite love sick victim is Poe... Expect more. Also, MAY THE FOURTH BE WITH YOU EVERYONE! MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU!!!