You were always there by Spock's side and kept your feelings a secret. When Bones & Jim find out, they get you to tell Spock about your true feelings...

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You always were on Spock's side when he went to Star Fleet. You and him worked side by side each other. Even though he didn't present much emotion, you still knew that he had a heart. You became good friends and eventually Spock became Commander of the Enterprise, while you became a Lieutenant on the Main Bridge a little later.

You were on Spock's side even more after the whole Romulan incident. Spock lost his planet, millions of Vulcan's and even his human mother. What Spock went through made you feel so horrible. He had lost so much in so little time that he had a reason to be hurt and shown eventually, emotionally compromised. You checked up on him every so often to see if he was okay and sure enough he was. But you still did.

Before you knew it, you started to get feelings for him. You couldn't get him off your mind.

Noticing every feature. His black bangs, his gentle face, what he does. Yeah. He can be selfless but when Kirk died and explained why he broke the rules and rescued him, it made him understand more. But you still loved Spock for who he was.

You and him were close and you've been acting really funny around him lately. Enough to catch his attention which has made things worse.

Jim and Bones managed to figure out you had a crush on the green-blooded Vulcan and found humor out of it. They told you to confess to him and with the silly idea, you agreed.

I mean if you never tell him then there will be this lovey dovey emotional feeling in your heart until you do. And if he says yes, then you'll be super happy. If he says no, its expected. Although it'll break your heart, the pressure will be over so you can't hold it forever.

When you tried to speak to him, your words fumbled so you decided to speak about something else, this matter confusing him. And you figured he never got suspicious.

Today you were doing your job as an Engineering Officer. You were on your own so nobody was with you on your work. A few faces would pass by, including Spock's.

It felt weird, the feelings that fluttered in your chest. You had to tell him how you felt so you could get it over and done with. You stopped working and took a deep breath.

If he rejects you, what exactly are you expecting? If he says yes... If he says yes?

You didn't believe he would say yes to it which is why you were so confident to leave your work area to find him.

You didn't want to go to the Bridge in front of everyone. You caught a glance of Scotty passing by who was conveniently your boss. "Hey, Scotty!" You quickly called.

He turned to you with eyebrows raised. "Hey, I'm...I'm looking for Spock. Do you have any idea where he could be?"

"Looking for me?" You head snapped in that direction.

Well shit.

"H-Hey Spock." You stuttered nervously. You lost focus of Scotty as Spock clasped his hands behind his back, paying attention to you.

"You have been acting very strangely around me lately and I wish to know what you're thoughts are." He sounded very straight forward and you gulped.

It was now or never. You heart raced. Take a deep breath.

"My thoughts, okay." You nodded.

"I would like you to be honest with me, I think I am aware of what the matter is and I will be honest with you."

Now it was. The words had to spill from your lips. You had to tell him. The pressure was rising as it was then and there. You seemed to see that his cheek bones clench the more silent it was and in his eyes, was shining?

"I, okay. I'll, I'll be honest with you." You sighed. You couldn't hold it forever. From the tone of your voice, his head tilted.

"When you lost your people, your home. I know you were going through so much pain. Even though you didn't show it, you were hurt and Jim made you Emotionally Compromised. I felt so horrible for you, I mean I was feeling your pain. To lose so much, so I began checking up on you."

You could tell Spock was listening very carefully to and remained his focus on you and you alone.

"I made sure you were okay, stayed by your side until I was assured you were fine. And I began to realize, through that time period that my feelings, my heart they were..."

You saw Spock's head nod slightly and you stopped in your words.

Did he understand?

"You had gotten feelings for me."

That's how he says it. Or in his culture. Whatever. You watched him carefully as he took some quiet steps toward you before you were only inches apart. You breathing hitched as you felt his hand connect in yours.

Then you saw it. That glint in his eyes. It was love. Passion. His face blushed a light green.

"Yes, it's true. I've had feelings for you and it will only be fair to tell you the truth of my emotions." Just like that and the words were out.

"That is the truth?"

"Yes Spock, those are my honest feelings." You nodded.

"Well with that being said, I shall tell you honestly."

Huh?

Your heart stopped for a moment as Spock connected his lips with yours. Your eyes shut as your head tilted and passionately kissed back. Your other hand went to caress his face. Sparks buzzed in your chest and it felt as if nobody else was there, just you two alone.

When you two pulled away, he stared into your eyes as you stared into his. Those sparkling brown crystals. They were shining for you. You smiled slightly and he, seemed to show a slight sign of a smile too.

"Y/n, I have shared those same feelings for you for a little while. I will never forget how you were there for me when I needed it. You were always there, even after Our Captain, had made me Emotionally Compromised."

You can't help but chuckle slightly and you moved away slightly so you could look up at Spock.

"I'll always be there and you should know that. If you need me just call." You tell him assertively.

"I know that." He nods standing tall.

"And at the same time, you should know I have your back."

You smiled slightly. This was it. He didn't reject you so it could mean one thing.

You stood a little closer to him and stood on your toes, where you pecked him on the lips. He kissed back for a little bit before you pulled away which made you giggle.

You and Spock both instantly looked down to where a sound came from his pocket. He reached in to get it where it came from his communicator.

"Yes?"

"Ahh Spock." You froze from the Captain's voice.

"Looks like you and y/n have declared your relationship for each other."

At that moment you actually saw emotion on his face and covered your mouth in surprise. He furrowed his eyebrows in frustration. "Captain, that is impolite to listen and supposedly watch on other people's conversations."

"Don't worry about it Spock! Me, Bones, Sulu, Checkov, Scotty & Uhura all support you."

You rolled your eyes and sigh, which all you could hear is laughter on the otherside.

"Is there something you specifically need from me Captain?"

"No, that is all."

Spock shut his receiver and turned his head to you. "Well that was quite the message."

"Indeed it was." You nodded.

Maybe it would've been better if you were both in a more private area. A small smirk played on his lips.

"I must attend the bridge of the Enterprise but I assure you that I will pay well attention to this...relationship."

With that, he gave you a small wink and you gasped as he turned his back and walked off.

My my Mr. Spock!

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