"If you worked hard, everything will be fine." -Lee Taemin, SHINee

Forever young shawty forever young uh forever young shawty forever young
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I woke up. Tired as usual, got up feeling nervous... Everyone (maybe not all) was good and its stressing me out...
I wore jeans, a gray tank top and my hair down. And went downstairs.

"Were you going?" Ryan asked sternly.

"Oooout...." I said slowly, it was so weird that he's asking me, as I slipped on my converse.

  "Nah uh.." Ryan shook his head and wiggle his finger. "You cant."

  "Why? You know i've been here for like 5 months i still haven't walked along the Han River..." I explained, that was on my bucket list.

"And who are you doing it with?" Ryan asked suspiciously.

"By myself."

There was a pause and Ryan got up from the couch. "Fine go ahead." And went to his room to go on his computer probably.

I walked out of the house and walked to the bus stop. When the bus came i sat at the very back near a guy in black, sunglasses, and a mask on.

  "Nice disguse there Sehun." I whispered over to him.

  "How'd you know it was me?"

"You're tall and you're hair is giving it away."

  He quickly put his hood over his head. I giggled.

"So what'cha here for?" I asked.

"Same as you."

  "No really why?"

"Meeting up with someone."

I gasped. "A girl?"

"Maybe..." A smirk formed on his face, what are you up to Oh Sehun?
The bus came to a stop, we both got out. We paid the bus driver, and stepped out.

"Well see ya." Sehun waved goodbye and walked away. Sigh alone again...naturally [A.N: Im sorry]

I took my camera out and took different angles of the river and bridge. They turned out good... maybe i can me a photographer for idols if I don't become one. I walked around more, taking pictures of all the shops along the river. And I walked into the hat shop. I saw a cute snapbacks and tried them on.

"Excuse me?" Someone tapped on my shoulder.

"Yes?" I turned and saw a teenage girl with her phone out.

"Are you Ryu Kim?"

"Yes...?" It was awkward that she's asking, did i do something wrong?

"Are you really Park Chanyeol's girlfriend?" She asked excitedly. Should i tell her? Well he did kiss me live and on stage...

"Uh yeah..." I gave her a nice smile, please dont hate on me...

She gasped. "Omg you're prettier in person. You sing beautifully."

"Thank you."

"Chanyeol is very lucky. I cant wait for you to debut."

"Well im not sure yet, watch again today." I chuckled a little, im happy i have sone fans and supporters of Chankim... yes i ship us together too.

"Well Its very nice to meet you, Kim."
She turned around and waved.

  "Bye." I said happily. I sighed. Well that went better than i thought, i always thought everyone would hate me because i 'took their oppa' but news flash people, he's my oppa *evil smile*  I went to cheak out my snapback and went out to the river.
The sun was going down.
I took a picture of the sun.

I started walking back and i saw Sehun and a...girl. I took my camera out. Is that Song? I took a picture, dang it stalking my 2nd bias. Well im admiring from a far and he's my best friend.
The bus finally came and drove me home.
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"Ryaaan~! Are you ready?" I yelled from the stairs, I wore a white tshrit, jeans, and cardigan. Plus combat boots. They said its caual so... basic me.

 
I walked downstairs to Ryan and his basic sweater that I bought him.

"Finally wearing my sweater huh?"
I teased with a smug smile.

"Yeah Yeah." He folded the sleeves up a little.
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We got there.
Everyone was crowding into the auditorium. Mostly everyone everyone was wearing sweaters or nice jackets with tshrits.

We sat at our designated table, everyone looked nervous I was nervous, I looked around, where are they? A hand waving caught my eye, it was Baekhyun, EXO was wearing tshrits, dress pants and shoes and a blazer...cute.

  "Hello everyone!" One of the judges from yesterday tapped on the mic. "Today is the day you've been waiting for... if you're a trainee or not, by the way good preformances." He clapped and everyone clapped too, some even cheered. "Now time for the names, we are gonna give you ID badges once you get up, and you're officially a trainee!"
Everyone cheered. "Frist we have Big4!!" The 4 guys ran up on stage while everyone was cheering, waiting patiently for their turn to be on stage.

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They announced everyone, including the ever so perfect, Mai.

  "And thats the last of them, work hard trainees you're training begins is just a few weeks!!"

Everyone clapped and cheered, and went to the food bar for some...well food. I looked around, everyone seems to have one but me. Even the boys of EXO looked confused. I got up and went to the judges' table.

"Excuse me, why was i not called?"
I asked politely.

"What's your name, sweetie?" The judge said.

"Ryu Kim."

She flipped though the pages. "Nope, i dont...see you, im sorry, Kim." She said, "We really liked you, we really did but it was against the rules that Park Chanyeol of EXO is an idol and was in your performance and  it is not allowed."

"Oh, thank you." I bowed politely.

"Hey Kim did you ask why you..." Song asked but i just brushed past her, not wanting to talk to anyone, not even my boyfriend, im not mad at him...im just sad that everything didnt go as expected. I sat at the bench facing the river, the city lights reflecting off the water, felt soothing.

"You wanna talk to me?" A tall man asked sitting next to me. I stayed silent. "You want a cookie?" Chanyeol waved it in front of me, i tried to bite it but he pulled it back. "Talk first."

I took a deep breath. "They basically told me i cheated because an idol was in my performance."

"Oh." His voiced squeaked. "Look im sorry Kim i should have-" I chuckled. "Why you laughing, Im confused."

"Im happy." I smiled wide.

"Im so very confused." Chanyeol said as i stood in front of him.

"Im happy because i achieved singing in front of million people without throwing up." Chanyeol laughed and stood in front of me. "I meet you...Fell in love, made new friends and..." I drifted off.

"Annd??" Chanyeol asked holding me close to him.

"I made my mom proud." Tears threatening to fall.

He nodded. "You made me proud too." He pulled me into a bear hug. "I love you."

"I love you too."

Then there was a yell from the building. The both looked and we saw 8 men running toward us. We laughed.

"RYU KIM YOU ARE AMAZING!!!" Baekhyun yelled as they all came  into a group hug.

"Are you guys drunk?" I laughed.

"Suho hyung might be." Baek pointed over to Suho, pretending to trip over his own foot.

"Are you ok Kim?" Lay asked.

"Im fine." I smiled

"You're so strong." He patted my head.

"Like someone once said. 'If you worked hard, everything will be fine.'" Kai said.

"Did you just quote Taemin?"

"Aish, i need to stay away from him." Kai walked to the back rubbing his neck.

"Whatever it is, idol or not, we will always be your number 2 fan." Suho said.

"Number 2, who's one?" I laughed a little.

"I am?" A guy came up.

"Dad?!" I exclaimed.

"Hi sweetie." I instantly hugged him, "You sang beautifully."

"What you were there?"

"No Ryan filmed everything for me" He came close to me and whispered. "Mai is not that talented or pretty if you ask me."

"Tell Ryan that." I whispered back, we laughed.

"Now let me see this handsome man over here." Dad walked over to Chanyeol.

"Anneyohasayo Mr.Ryu." Chanyeol bowed in respect.

"Mr.Ryu? Call me Steven." Dad said shaking the boy's hand.

"Will do." Chanyeol smiled back

Im happy that everything is so.. HAPPY!! Even if i didnt become on idol i still have a famous head line in kpop news. Some say Chanyeol might propose but, let wait til next time.
-Ryu Kim
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