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Omg guys I was watching episode 13 and I thought like "It would be so cute if they wore flower crowns." AND RAM MADE A FREAKING FLOWER CROWN FOR KING I WAS SCREAMINGGGGGGG! I REALLY THOUGHT MY FANFIC WAS COMING TO REAL buuuuut King decided to act like a total jerk towards Ram and I was crying because how angry I was :')

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⚠ Mention of homophobia/ Homophobic family ⚠
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- 4 days later -
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"Okay... Yeah, I understand..." Mek sighed. "Ye-Wait what?" He stood up from his chair and started to speak chinese with a slightly frightened voice. Boss closed his game and looked at Mek who was clearly stressed.

"What's going on? Do you know who he is talking to?"

"I think with his mom. Maybe it might be about his brother." Boss gulped and looked at Mek again.

Mek comes from a strict Chinese family and his family is also homophobic. As a gay person, Mek has been struggling with lots of family issues about his sexuality. When he learned about Mek, his father forced him to move away. Mek tried to stay and defend his rights but none of his family members cared about him anymore. They all turned their back to him. He was nothing but a stranger for them. After Mek moved to Thailand, his mother tried to stay in touch with him and started calling him once or twice a month.

"Be careful okay?... I love you too..." Mek closed his phone and set beside Boss.

"Who was that? Your mother?" Mek just nodded and laid his head on the table while Boss started to play with his hair. He knew it calms him a little when someone plays with his hair. Mek silently thanked him and closed his eyes. A couple of seconds later, the silence was interrupted by the bip voice from Meks phone. No one said anything until it continued. Mek didn't open his eyes so Boss glanced at his phone because of curiosity. He frowned when he saw the name.

"Mek? Why is he messaging you?"

"Who?"

"Bao." Mek stayed silent for a moment then shrugged.

"Ah, he loves to remind me how a disgusting bitch I am. It's his daily reminders."

"Daily? What do you mean by daily?" King frowned too and grabbed Meks phone. He doesn't normally do such a thing so everyone was a little surprised, except Mek who didn't even try to stop him. King knew what Meks passcode was so he just opened the phone and looked through the messages. "What the fuck?! How long has he been doing this?!"

"I dunno, a year? A year and a half maybe."

"What?!" everyone said at the same time.

"It's not a big deal guys." Mek got up and took his phone back from King. "Don't worry I don't care about what he thinks of me. What he says doesn't affect me." Everyone stayed in silence. Of course, no one didn't believe him, even Mek didn't. But talking about it more seemed pointless at that point.

"If you say so."

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Mek entered the music class and closed the door behind him. He gently placed his guitar at the table and reached at his pocket. The constant message sounds coming from his phone started to drive him crazy.

"Jeez what the fuck does he want..." He looked at the messages and rolled his eyes. But a part of him didn't want to close his phone like he always does. He never read what his beloved(!) brother reminds him every day and this time, instead of ignoring, Mek decided to read what Bao has been texting him over a year. He started from the very beginning, where he still didn't come out to him, to this day.

- 12.10.2011 -
Hey brother! Don't forget to buy some snacks for me too!

Mek gulped when he saw the word 'brother'. He decided to just read the ones that catch his eye.

- 14.12.2011 -
I will pick you up from school today. Mom is sick again. And before you ask, yes, we can grab some food before coming home.

- 08.01.2012 -
BRO HAPPY BIRTHDAY 🎉 We have a last-minute patient and it will take longer than planned. I will go to the surgery a minute later but I needed to text my little brother first! Look, I am so sorry that I can't be with you today and I can feel you are sulking (please don'ttt 🙏) But do you know what can be with you today? Your present! It's at the door, waiting for you to open. Love you!

- 16.01.2012 -
Okay, I know we argued but can you please at least come here and eat something? You will be sick again. I'm worried about you...

- 03.02.2012 -
Mek you forgot your project at home! Which class do you need it for? I will bring it to your school.

- 19.04.2012 -
Hey... I know we don't talk about these things too much, but I feel like there is something wrong with you. Are you okay? You can tell me anything, I'm your brother.

- 04.06.2012 -
Mek where are you? Dad is really mad. I am so worried about you. Please come home...

- 05.06.2012 -
Mek what the fuck is dad saying? Is he for real? Please tell me this is just a fucking prank.

- 07.06.2012 -
DID YOU REALLY KISSED A FRICKING BOY?! WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG WITH YOU?! THAT'S DISGUSTING! IF THIS IS A JOKE, IT'S NOT FUNNY ANYMORE!

- 08.06.2012 -
I cannot believe we are from the same blood. I feel disgusted. You let your family down Mek. How are you going to live with this?

- 15.06.2012 -
I don't even want to look at your face anymore. No matter how much I mess your face up, it is still sickening. You brought shame to our family name.

- 17.06.2012 -
Were you in my room?! Did you stole my boxers or something, you weirdo?! You fucking scum those punches were not enough?

- 20.06.2012 -
Why are you still even alive? Why don't you go and kill yourself? Go and jump off a building or something, and then we can finally be happy.
We don't need you anymore. Be useful for once and just die. Save us from a bother.

- 30.06.2012 -
Do you really think running away will make everything better? We will not be at peace till the day you die. You fucking disgrace.

Mek dropped his phone at the ground. He couldn't find the over to stop his tears coming down from his eyes. His anger grew with every second till he finally took his phone and called Bao. When the phone opened, he screamed his lungs out like he was born for this moment.

"WHY? WHY THE HECK DO YOU HATE ME SO MUCH HUH?! DO YOU THINK I LOVE BEING LIKE THIS? DO YOU THINK THIS IS SOMETHING I CAN CONTROL?! ARE YOU FUCKING DUMB?!"

"What the hell is going on?!" Boss rush into the class and looked at Mek, who was yelling at Chinese to the phone with tears coming down from his eyes. As soon as he understood who he was talking to, Boss grabbed his phone and ended the call. Mek looked at him with shock but Boss didn't let him talk. "Mek what's going on?" His voice was so soft that it made Mek cry even harder.

"I can't take it anymore!.." Boss hugged him tightly and immediately started to stroke his hair.

"Shhh... It's okay to cry." Mek buried his head in his neck and held his t-shirt with both of his hands. His muffled screams were filling up the empty classroom along with Boss telling him everything will be okay. After some minutes passed, maybe five or six, Boss grabbed his cheeks and looked at him. He wiped down his tears with the napkin he took out from his pocket and smiled a little. "I'm here, okay? I won't ask you what happened. I won't force you to stop crying. I am here to be by your side, no matter what. I only want you to know that you can trust me. I just want your happiness." Mek sniffed and looked at his eyes. Boss smiled and wiped Meks nose. Both of them chuckled and after they calmed down, Mek stared at his face again. He then did something neither of them were waiting for.

He leaned forward and pressed their lips. After he backed away, both of them looked at each other stunned.

"I... I don't know w-why I did t-that I'm s-so sorry..." Mek quickly grabbed his guitar but when he was just about to get out of the class, Boss held his hand to stop him. He stepped in front of Mek, placed his hands at the collar of his shirt, and pulled him into a deep kiss. Mek couldn't do anything for a moment but then he got himself together and responded to his kiss. He placed his hands at his waist and pulled him closer. When they both pulled their faces away, Boss gulped.

"I... Mek look... I know what I did might be wrong but... I like you..."

"Wait what?" Boss looked up to him and nodded.

"Look. You are so many things. You are smart, kind, cute, hot, caring... But at the same time, you are fragile and sensitive. You always try to look so strong and careless but you are none of these two." He took a breath to calm himself down and continue. "I never found myself enough for an excellent person like you, and I still don't. I always try to back away from you and try to date other people, but it never worked. I couldn't even ask anyone out."

"But-"

"I just toss the things I buy at a bin and tell you guys they rejected me." Mek stood there, speechless. Boss looked at his face and continued. "Look. To be honest, I was guessing you have some feelings for me too. But I couldn't understand it so I continued as if nothing happens. I tried to live my life but it didn't work. Why did you thought I never told someone I like them in front of you guys? I was scared of you suspecting something but I can't take it anymore. I really, really like you. Wait. No. I love you. I love you and I will always be by your side. I know I will never be enough for you bu-" his words were interrupted by Meks lips. He closed his eyes and responded to his kiss immediately. Mek placed his one hand at his cheek and held his hand with the other one. Boss softly moaned at his mouth, tilted his head a little and kissed him more passionately. The classroom was now filled with the voices from their kisses and the silent moans coming from them. When they finally pulled away, it was Meks turn to talk.

"You are enough for me. Never think less of yourself. I love you so much, Boss. Do you know how many years I was waiting for this moment to be real?" He smiled sadly and held both of his hands. "But you hurt me so much... Everything would be better if you just came and talk to me instead of lying at us like that..." Mek slowly let go of his hands and wiped away the tear coming down from Bosses eye. "You are the person of my dreams, but after everything you just said, I need some time. I can't just act like nothing matters." Boss smiled and looked at him.

"It's okay. I understand you. And whatever your choice is, I will always stay as your friend. No matter what." Mek smiled and pressed his lips at his forehead. Then his eyes, and cheeks, and the tip of his nose. And lastly, he pressed their lips together and took a step back.

"Thank you for understanding." He gave him a quick kiss again and left the class. When he left, Boss took a deep breath and wiped away his tears. He felt relieved and finally at peace. He wasn't even too sad because it went better than he expected. He touched his lips and silently left the classroom.

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Hello my loves! I hope you liked this chapter. I know some of you are mad at me for not making MekBoss a couple get, but try to understand the message here. Sometimes, love is not enough for the past mistakes to be forgotten and forgiven. You need some time too. Of course, Mek will come back to Boss but they are just at the beginning of their relationship journey.
Anyways, stay safe guys love youuuuu~ 😍 💕 ❤️

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