Tyler's POV

So much has gone on lately that it was really starting to take an affect on me. I've been trained since a very young age for this mission and although I have been drilled and grilled of what was expected of me, nothing could've prepared me for this. As from the day, that I had seen a picture of Anastasia, my heart hasn't been into my job but more into wanting to protect her. I have come so close to nearly blowing my cover so many times but as much as I tried to keep focused, it was hard. Especially when I've falling head over heels in love with the girl that I am meant to be out to ruin even kill in pretense. When really I'm here to protect her well top the best of my ability that is.

I've spent so many sleepiness nights tearing my hair out trying to find away to stop Zack but every time I come up with some sort of plan he goes and does something stupid. which only ends up with me having to start from scratch again.

That night back in the hospital when Anastasia told me she needed a break, not only did she crush my heart  into pieces but it literally hurt more than anything I've ever experience in my entire life and I've experienced a lot more than any man my age, of twenty four. My entire family works for the government. There isn't a pacific name for us but some would call us Assassins while others would call themselves special opps. I however just call myself, an under cover agent.  This had to be the hardest and longest case I have ever had to work on and as time went by, I was falling deeper and deeper in love with Anastasia.

 Seeing Isaac purpose to her, felt as if some one had shoved a knife right through my heart but I took it because I loved her so much.  Just seeing that big smile on her face, as well as how happy she was, I knew I had to let her go. Even though every part of me wanted to run over to her, hug, and kiss her all over, I refrained myself. Because if I did that, Zack would've got his dirty rotten paws on her. Not that I wouldn't of killed him before he even had the chance but still, he still had a hell of a lot more men behind him then I did.

Most of his men worked for the government like me. However, there were still at least a couple of hundred who weren't. This investigation has been going on for years but still the government won't let us take him down because apparently there are bigger fish to fry through him. So now, we just have to sit and wait until we can take every one of them down. It wasn't the drugs or armed weapons the government was after it was more on the side of the trafficking of the young and innocent. Although, we are going to take every one of them down very soon but in my eyes it's not soon enough. Anastasia had suffered so much already that I knew deep down she wasn't going to be able to take much more.

 Last night felt so good, yet so hard to sit in the back of the van while holding onto Anastasia. The way her trembling little body snuggled up to me while she slept made my heart swell. The pull I felt towards her was so strong that I never wanted to leave her. Whilst she was a sleep, I buried my face into her hair taking in every scent as well as the warmth that radiated off her. I kissed her gently at every chance I got, as we were not alone. It was risky but I didn't care as right now I just needed her just as I knew she needed me.

My thoughts ran to Zack making my blood boil. Right this second Zack thought I was out on a run, little did he know I was here holding the girl he wanted to rape and kill in my loving arms. Although holding her felt right I knew I had to let her go. Her life, if you could call it a life has been nothing but hell and I knew that if I were to get her to love me as I do her I would only be hurting her more.  In my line of work, you never know what's happening from one day to the next or even if you will survive to see another day. I didn't want that worry on Anastasia. I wanted Anastasia to have the life she had often spoken of.

The little house, the many children and the dog, ha ha. For Anastasia to have all of that I knew I had to stay out of the picture because as much as I hated the thought of her with Isaac, I knew Isaac could give her all that she wants and deserves.

Feeling the van come to a stop I new we had reached our drop off point. My heart shattered at the thought of leaving Anastasia yet again and as much as I told my self, it was the right thing to do, it didn't feel right at all.

"You all know your places; now back to work. I want this case wrapped up as soon as possible. Zack you are the one we are all depending on so don't fuck it up or I will fuck you up do you hear?" believe it or not that was my dad the highest ranking officer of this case. I knew he didn't mean it personally as he has be leading this case for as long as I can remember. He had seen more than any of us and I knew that this has not only affected him mentally but physically as well because every night I'm at home I can hear him screaming and crying from the things he has seen and been through.

"I wont let you down." was all I could reply, as I lowered my head one more time into Anastasia's hair. Taking in her scent, I gave her one more kiss before I gently lifted her into the passenger side of the van. "Leave one thing happen to her and I will personally hunt you down and kill you." I threw at the driver before I turned around and headed for my own car.  Even though I could be held for threatening one of our own, I knew I was to important right now for anyone to say a word. Pulling away from the van It felt as if my heart was being ripped right out of my chest. Tears ran freely down my face not knowing when or even if I would live to see her again.

A couple of hours later I pulled back into the unit. I felt sick being back here, this was my job and as much as it sickened me, I knew many lives were depending on me.  For now, I had to pretend I was enjoying seeing all of these poor young girls, woman and men being used and abused. I have managed to pretend that I was with many of his girls. Nevertheless, little did Zack know that I was always alone, I just made stupid fake moaning sounds, so he would think I was enjoying myself. I couldn't bring myself to touch any of them poor girls, although sometimes I do have to kiss them in front of Zack just so he wouldn't start suspecting anything.

However, the day he walked in on me after seeing Anastasia, It was lucky that I had unzipped myself, as I was hard, but that was only because I had seen Anastasia, she looked so stunning. And as sick as it sounds, it was the only thing that had saved my ass that day, as I pretended to Zack, that I had just finished. I felt sick to the bone as I tried to convince Zack of that but knowing those years of hard and painful work was on the line, as well as the freedom of these poor people trapped here, I knew I had to do it.

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