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" here, I brought doughnuts with me. I know you like them " jungkook said after calming down from the emotional spiral they both experienced.

Jimin looked at the pastel box and back at the taller's face. They were sitting side to side on the bed. Jungkook had an arm around his shoulders and Jimin layed silent the whole time. He didn't want to accept anything from him but he remembers jungkook saying that he needed to treat him like a boyfriend for him to prove himself.

He doesn't believe in anything jungkook says anymore, but he doesn't want to live the next few weeks with him by his side while drowning in doubt and worry.

He slowly turned his face and smiled shakily, albeit his eyes showing nothing but hesitancy.

" sure " he said quietly and Jungkook curved his lips up slightly before opening the box and putting on a display of perfectly made doughnuts in a few different colors and flavors.

Jimin definitely liked what he was seeing and couldn't wait 'till he devoured all of it, but he was in presence of Jungkook and didn't want to show how delighted he was.

" I know you're happy baby, you're bad at hiding your feelings, I can practically see you drool over it. Good thing it's all yours " jungkook chuckled and booped the smaller's nose before sliding the box over and leaning back with a sense of satisfaction.

" don't be shy, eat up " jungkook said calmly and reached for the remote and turned the TV on.

Jimin looked at him skeptically but shrugged and focus on the 10 pieces of heaven right on his lap. He reached and took the first one, bit into it and sighed at the taste of sweet sweet chocolate waking his taste buds.

Jungkook's gaze on the TV softened after hearing his lover, he could almost feel happiness oozing from him. He spaced out imagining Jimin's smile when they had doughnuts for breakfast in China. He wished he could turn and witness it right now but he preferred not making the other uncomfortable again. Why did they have to get this far from each other...

Jungkook chose to watch a random movie playing. It was a fantasy movie and he couldn't care less really. He was barely even watching and when he did, he found himself enjoying it. From what he could tell, jimin was also into the storyline.

After about an hour, the movie was nearing its end, and suddenly jungkook felt something poke his thigh. He looked down to find Jimin's chubby index finger, and when he turned to him, he found the owner looking at him expectantly with his bottom lip caught between his teeth.

" do you want some? " he asked, pointing at the only two doughnuts left in the box. There were ten an hour ago...

" I'm sorry I was kinda hungry and forgot to ask you sooner " jimin appologized and Jungkook cocked his eyebrow in amusement.

He looked at the box again and proceeded to pick one, he didn't have any preference honestly.

" not that one! I mean... Can you please let me have that one? If that's okay with you? " jimin stammered and bit his bottom lip again. He looked at Jungkook and fully registered how the younger was trying to hold his laugh back.

" don't make fun of me I deserve all I want " jimin scoffed and rolled his eyes.

" of course you do sweetie, have them both " he simply replied and turned back ahead.

" don't do this to me... I'm gonna gain weight, and I'll have to double the efforts once I get back on my legs " jimin pouted and looked at the box with pain.

Jungkook felt his heart melt at the words. He loved it when Jimin was positive and confident about something, and now he just felt fond since the shorter was actually thinking about getting healed for real. Jungkook couldn't feel any happier, and wished the happiness wouldn't break down in the next few weeks.

" there were ten when I initially opened it babe, I think it's a bit too late for the attemps at self control " jungkook said and Jimin hit his stomach with an embarassed giggle.

" I said don't make fun of me you jerk, I was just kinda hungry " he laughed and jungkook's eyes sparkled.

The next day was a Sunday, and all the members were in the dorm. They woke up and had breakfast together. The meeting with Jungkook was hidden from the others and Jimin planned to leave it that way. He didn't need them knowing whatever happened in the past and who kookie really was.

Now that he thinks about it, Yoongi seems to know a lot more than he thought. Partly because he himself didn't know who kookie was and Yoongi was a step ahead before.

" hyung? " jimin called when he and Yoongi were left in the living room.

" yes jimini? " Yoongi smiled and looked over at him.

Jimin didn't forget how awkward it was when he confessed. He wondered if he was acting cool now just because Jimin supposedly has amnesia or because he totally moved on. That day in Jimin's room however, the latter still felt some sort of lingering feelings from the elder, and he might not have moved on after all.

" do you think I should die my hair again? Maybe to a nice black to move on from kookie " jimin asked and watched bitterness take place onto the elder's features.

" I guess so, yeah, you should move on, definitely " he answered and excused himself.

Yoongi walked to his studio and sat on his chair, he layed back and closed his eyes.

" someone's been a lying bitch " he heard a voice say and turned in surprise, only for the inoffensive feeling to turn into complete horror.

His mouth opened and closed, unsure of what to say. He couldn't believe his eyes but his heart behaved just the way it did back at the time. He pointed at the figure and backed away in his chair.

" y-you, what a-are you doing here " he asked shakily.

" I always knew I couldn't trust you. I let you with my baby because I had to, but I always felt something shady about you. Guess I was right. You got me good " jungkook muttered with venom in his words. He got up and watched Yoongi's fingers tremble with fear.

" but how? You died, I saw you die?! " he breathed and Jungkook smirked.

" I'm not here to discuss my survival skills. I know you have a thing for my love and I'm here to give you a warning " jungkook spat, maintaining a calm face while only his eyes proved his point.

Yoongi looked at him incredulously. Jeon Jungkook was inside his dorm, in his own studio, telling him to get away from his own bandmate.

" a dangerous, sick, twisted, sociopath like you shouldn't be anywhere near that delicate piece of soul. You know it. It's even been proven to you. You only cause misfortunes. Your life itself is one. "

" I don't regret letting you bleed in that empty deserted place. You deserved it you piece of trash! You have no right to threaten me whatsoever. " Yoongi spoke It's disgust flooding his voice and expression. He got up and started pushing his chest, yet jungkook didn't budge. He had a confident look, challenging the shorter while speaking.

" you see Blondie... Some things change in life and some don't. And right now I'm the one who got a second chance and you're the one who's still fighting for his 'wellbeing' without getting nothing in return. Not that you will at all, I'm just saying. So get out of my way and find you something to waste your time on better, maybe that'll give you some results " jungkook said and left the studio room, leaving the door open.

Yoongi frowned and followed him outside, he looked around but found nobody. He sighed and dried his eyes slightly.

He chose not to believe Jungkook's words, because just like he lied to him, he could've done the same just to make him feel horrible. Maybe jimin didn't even know he was alive yet. Maybe he rejected him, he even said something about moving on earlier.

Yoongi nodded to himself despite the unbelieving pieces in his brain. He chose to give himself hope until he hears it from Jimin's own lips.

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Jungkook is pretty sweet right now don't you think?

Can you point out things that changed in his personality?

What should we do about Yoongi?

-Aida-