sᴏ ʟᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ ʜᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ,

ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ʜᴏsᴛᴀɢᴇ

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I looked at my new phone and sighed, I'm gonna need to get back to that place and get all my data into this one again.

I took a cab and gave him the address to my house which was a little far from the city center. I entered my password and opened the door to see the familiar place again. I walked further inside and headed to the basement where I found my wine collection. I grabbed a bottle then went to a specific room, and slumped on the throne like chair.

" The wall of love, huh? I think I had stopped at 5718 pictures... It's a shame that two years worth of stalking will be removed in a few minutes " I said to myself and took a deep breath before putting my bottle down on the small table.

" I'm not that man anymore though... "I finally breathed before getting back up and walking to the said wall. It was all full of his twitter picture posts and every photo I found pretty. That is if we don't think about the fact that I found all of them simply gorgeous. The last gap left was the one I filled before kidnapping my baby. I raised my hand and hooked my fingers on the edge of one of them. I pulled on it and took it off the surface before dragging one of the boxes I kept here and letting it fall to the bottom of it.

I did the same will each one as I unattached them carefully not to rip them, then took a break for a few seconds before getting a ladder to get the higher ones.

An hour later, nothing was left and the wall regained it's white color. I closed the box and taped it, then pushed it under a table.

" okay let's go to that desktop now " I breathed and shuffled with a glass of delicious red wine towards the desk in my room. I turned it on and changed my background, then deleted the file with all the pictures before I had printed them. I plugged my phone and copied all the info I had hacked from babe's phone before I met him, and transferred the codes that helped me hack into his devices into it.

" I'm not creepy I just wanna protect him as much as I can... " I said in a reassuring way.

I looked around the room and shook my head. I will have to move somewhere less unusual. What young man lives alone in an area like this one and in a house like a mansion. Hyung doesn't know how rich I really am, and I don't want to tell him things about me yet, so I'll have to act like a normal man until I get more comfortable. Hyung thinks my parents kicked me out because of my sexuality. I told him so, so I better act on my lies.

I already have an idea in mind, so I took the car keys in the drawer and skipped over to the garage. I started one of my cars and drove to the high building. I took the elevator to the 11th floor and knocked on a door.

" jungyeon-ssi, what brings you here all of a sudden? Feel free to come inside " the man said and I greeted him with a polite smile.

" hello Mr. Kim, I would love to come in but I'm in a hurry at the moment. I just wanted to ask if the condo was still out for rent? "I said and he fixed his glasses.

" oh, I see, the condo is available, however I'm ready to sell it instead... I don't know if you can-"

" even better then! I would like to take you on that offer. When can we sign the contract? " I said and he looked surprised. Seriously sir, I can buy off yours too if I wanted to...

" are you sure jungyeon-ssi? It is pretty expensive... I did make deals with you before, but not this Hugh priced... " he said politely but unsure, so I pulled out a check and black pen, as he told me the amount to write. I handed him the paper after signing it, and he smiled brightly before giving me the keys.

" go move in and make yourself comfortable young man, I'll see you tomorrow for the contract " he said and I smiled, saying a few words of gratitude and bowing before leaving to the 12th floor.

I entered the condo and hummed, it was furnished so I didn't have to worry about that. I inspected the rooms and chose which one will be the master bedroom for me and jimini, then the second biggest for Jimin alone of he doesn't want to sleep with me for obvious reasons... I sighed and sat on the edge of the king sized bed, then took Jimin's phone out of my pocket.

" I hope you still love me baby, I will flip out if you don't... I don't want that because I've made so much progress these past four months that I'm afraid If I fall back in the darkness, I might never get up " I say as I lay back and stare at the ceiling.

It was true, the only thing that helped me get better was Jimin's 'death' . If I get back to my old self, nothing's gonna be able to pull me back.

What if jimin stopped loving me? What if he woke up and started hating me for doing him so wrong... He wouldn't want me to go near him, he would push me away and tell everybody who I am... Yoongi will help him, he knows I gave him my blood, he will get me arrested and they will send me back to jail.

No I can't let that happen! I'm not going back there! I got up and felt the anger building up as I tried to calm myself by pacing in the room but I only succeeded when I threw some decors across the air and punched the wall a few time... There goes my new place... And my knuckles...

I panted as I fixed my fist and closed my eyes. I made so much progress though, why was I letting go just now.  I need to get a grip on me again, if I want to see him, I'll have to be stable.

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We're now getting jungkook side of what happened when Jimin was in a coma...
How are you liking this guys?

-Aida-