ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ sᴛᴇᴀʟ ʏᴏᴜʀ sᴏᴜʟ, 

ᴀɴᴅ ʜɪᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ᴛʀᴇᴀsᴜʀᴇᴅ ᴄʜᴇsᴛ
 

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Three days passed and Jimin couldn't stop thinking about his boyfriend, he would even see him sometimes, either standing in the room, they would be staring at each other, or kookie would be sitting by his bed and smiling sweetly. It was nice but way too short, most of the times Jimin loses focus and the next thing he's alone in the white place.

Today, Jimin woke up with a light headache and when he opened his eyes he saw a figure leaving his hospital room, tall with broad shoulders, strong back showing the muscles against the fabric of his white t-shirt, toned legs and thick thighs bulging as he walked towards the door.

" exc-use me who...? " he asked and the man stopped his tracks.

" who are you? " he asked the man.

The said person turned their face to look at his from over his shoulder, then smiled.

Jimin immediately saw many images of that same pose, with different backgrounds. A museum, a fansign, a bedroom, a cafe, a street, a fancy kitchen... Blood

" k-kookie? " he breathed with teary eyes and the man walked back to him mirroring his expression.

" it's me sweetheart " he said and took Jimin's frail hands in both his big ones then rubbed it and kissed with a tear stained face.

" I missed you so much love, thank god you came back to me " he said and kissed his hand once again then bowed as his forehead touched the mattress.

" h-hey what are you doing- " jimin said feeling uncomfortable.

" I never meant for anything to happen love, I'm deeply sorry for it all, I love you so much you're my everything " he confessed and Jimin patted his shoulder.

" i-it's...please get up " he said and the man rose again.

" I'm sorry for not being there when you first woke up " he said and leaned to kiss his forehead.

" kookie, what's your name? " he asked and the man's eyebrows knit. 

" my... You still call me kookie huh? " he said and Jimin smiled brightly.

" yeah because it's cute, is it alright with you? "

" yes you're the one who chose that name before" he said with a bright smile then wiped the remaining tears at the corner of his eyes.

" you look just as I remember you kookie, so handsome... " jimin said with a dreamy sigh.

The young boy closed his eyes and circled jimin in his arms, taking him in a warm embrace while the fragile boy barely put his hands on his back, running them up and down his sides.

" what was your favorite memory of me kookie? " jimin said and took the other's big hand in his now.

The man thought for a few seconds and smiled with a chuckle.

" I know, we were sitting on the floor and I was talking about my problems, then you kissed me and told me it was okay to share my sorrows with you because you were there for me... I could never forget that day jimin " he said and Jimin blushed.

" I did that? I guess I really liked you then " he said and the younger stayed silent.

" do you have any memories of me jimini? " he suddenly asked and Jimin looked down.

" I do... I have happy ones and hot ones, but then there are some sad and painful memories that keep mixing with those... Did we have a sad phase or something? " jimin asked and he pursed his lips.

" we did... At the beginning of our relationship, you could say I didn't treat you the way you deserved to be treated, but I tried my hardest to change and it wasn't easy because of my issues, but we managed to get going in our path, until something happened and that was the peek of our sad phase "

" what happened? "

" we fought... I got jealous and got mad at you...i'm sorry sweetie I'll treat you better from now on" he said and kissed his cheek. However when he was about to pull away, jimin cupped his cheeks and looked at him in the eyes.

He didn't know why, but something in kookie's eyes was so sad that it made him tear up again, he soothed the taller by running his thumbs over his soft skin, not breaking eye-contact and making the man's eyes burn one more time as he rested his hands on Jimin's thin waist.

" why do I feel like we were so broken? " jimin asked.

The smaller then closed his eyes and leaned closer until their lips touched ever so softly, then parted them slightly to lock them with the other's.

He saw it, he saw them kissing, many times and in many ways, under many circumstances and with different feelings, he sobbed in the kiss due to the painful images he saw, then released tears of happiness at the warmth building in his chest when he saw other lovely ones.

They pulled away still holding each other.

" I love you jimin, more than myself and anyone on this earth " kookie breathed and Jimin smiled through the tears then wiped them with a chuckle.

" I love you too kookie " he said and the other's heart skipped a beat.

" you don't remember me so how do you know you love me? " he asked when he snapped out of his quick trance.

" I felt it in my memories, i felt what you made me feel, I felt my love for you kookie" he said and the other couldn't resist it as he pulled him in for another kiss and a hug then a kiss on the forehead.

" I have waited so long to hear you say that love " he said and smiled.

" have I never? "

" no... "

" that's strange because my feelings for you started with a memory in...where were we?... Malaysia? Did we go there? "

" yes we did "

" then yes, it's sad that I didn't tell you as we were boyfriends " jimin said and he stayed still.

" you know kookie... I saw us doing many things together " he said with a small smile.

" you did? You know, we'll do more things once you get discharged " he announced and Jimin chuckled with a blush.

" does it include some things we did too? " jimin asked quietly and the man raised his eyebrows.

" naughty jimini, this coma didn't change you at all huh? " he added with a smirk while running his hand up and down his thigh.

" kookie is it normal that I don't feel your touch at all? The doctor said it was but I'm worried " he said

" you don't feel this? Or this? How about this? " the taller said while trying little things to make Jimin's legs react but the boy kept on shaking his head.

" normaly, you should have felt it, maybe you can't move you legs on your own, but you should feel a touch " he explained and Jimin's eyes widened.

" what do you mean? " he said touching his own body parts but feeling nothing as if he was poking a wall, only feeling pressure on his finger tips.

" oh my god kookie what is happening? " jimin started panicking and the other tried to calm him down while hitting the nurse button.

The said woman came and he told her to call the Doctor who came not long later.

" he said he can't feel his legs what is this?? " the strong man said while hugging the crying boy.

" we did some research and it seems like he's experiencing paralysis, apparently when he cut his wrist he lost too much blood and his brain got damaged and had a effect on his nervous system,i'm afraid he can't walk anymore "

Kookie's eyes widened and he immediately looked at Jimin who was crying harder while clutching his shirt, his eyes started watering and he looked at the doctor.

" can you do anything about that?? "

" there is a surgical operation he can undergo but it's very expensive and not all patients find positive results afterwards "

" I don't care about the money!! I just need him to get healed! "

" I understand but all I can say is that you can give it a shot, however, I can't promise you anything " the doctor finished and kookie nodded and turned to the boy in his arms.

" kookie is it true? please tell me it's not!! I want walk and run again!! How about dance?! I can't live without being able to move !! "

" shhhh don't say that, it's okay baby, we'll make it work alright? " he said hushing his sobbs and kissing his forehead.

A few minutes later Jimin had fallen asleep again and kookie was long gone, the room was silent and only short breaths for heard, before the nurses came inside.

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Second chapter
So jungkook actually came to see Jimin?
What's up with Jimin's legs all of a sudden?
-Aida-