"I want to help Izuku" tomura said getting the attention of Kurogiri "with what?" "With his body, I need to find a way to help him use his legs again, he's miserable" "take it as a lesson Tomura, you hurt him too much now it's time to pay the cost"

"Well I can't, every day I have to look at his face, his sad face and I always hear him cry it pains me! And I can't do nothing about it" "it's been months kurogiri, MONTHS!" "Listen Tomura, I would love to help truly but I can not for I am forbidden to be near Izuku, your master no longer wants anything to do with that boy and neither should you"

Shigaraki stared at the man before walking away. He went to Izuku who was sitting down writing poems into his book. "Hey Tenko" he said softly "are you hungry?" Tomura asked him receiving a nod from the boy.

He went into the kitchen fixing up a plate of food for the two. He sat down with Izuku listening to what he had to say, Tomura couldn't help but feel terrible and anxious even after Izuku finally accepted his fate when he realized he could no longer run away but live with Tomura and learn how to love him.

They've made some progress but every night Tomura can't help but get frustrated. He can never stop thinking about what he's caused and it makes him feel horrible as shit, how could it be that the person you love absolutely to death was injured because of you??

They're life taken away, their dream, their career everything was taken away because of you? Tomura sighed as he got up from the table "I'm going to get the bath ready, I'll come back for you" "okay"

Izuku leaned against Shigaraki in the bath they both shared, he let the man wash his hair and body for him as he played with his fingers. He leaned his head back looking at Tomura with a smile "don't look at me like that.." "why?" He asks confused "hurts my heart" Shigaraki said.

"Really? But it's a smile" "I know, I love your smile actually it's my favorite feature of you" Izuku giggled and went back to looking down at his fingers.

The two got out of the bath getting ready for bed where they laid by each others side. Izuku looked at him as he reached for his hand holding it in his "Izuku.." "yes?" "I'm sorry, I am really sorry Izuku" "it's fine-" "no, it's not fine Izuku no matter what I do to try to forget about what I've done it doesn't go away, it's stuck with me and it'll never leave me"

"I'll have to live the rest of my life thinking about the way I ruined your life, i don't know what was going on I don't know-" "Tenko, it's okay I'm not....sad anymore I'm fine, just relax okay?"

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Tomura's Pov

"You ruined me tenko...you ruined me...I can't dance anymore...you know how much I love it.."

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry Izuku!"

"What am I supposed to do? I don't want to live like this, I feel so miserable...you shouldn't have ever come to my life, I was fine without you"

My eyes opened as I sat up rubbing my eyes as I sighed "another dream....are you really that miserable Izuku..?" I ask myself before I got up and walked down the stairs.

I walked into the kitchen grabbing a knife as I walked up the stairs, I looked at Izuku admiring the beauty he held. He opened his eyes and looked at me "Tenko...? What are you doing?" "I....I'm sorry Izuku"

"What?" "I can't live like this anymore...I can't live with his burden, the burden of ruining your life, it pains my heart" I say with tears as I held the knife up. "Tomura-Tomura wait! Please don't do it! Please!"

"I love you Izuku, I love you so much..." I said before stabbing the knife into him. My heart was beating fast as I slowly pulled it out watching his blood spill out, I held his body in my arms as I cried holding him close to my beating my chest. "It's the only way....the only way I got to free you, free you out of your misery..."

"I'm sorry Izuku, I love you...I love you...I love you so much...I'll always love you..."

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