Leaving him is not easy she thought as she let the fresh air entered through the window, her eyes betray as tears rolled down from them. The grip on the cabinet door tighten. She had to control, she is not weak enough to let over her cries wasted on a man but when she loved him enough to destroy herself and be the best version of her and to be worst only for him how cannot she cry., the Betrayal tears flow through her eyes is this only game of hjm only their reunion the intimacy, the soft love confession in previous hours which she heard as he made her his ferociously and passionately that her body aches due to soreness, the legs are wobbling in standing as she felt the car stop. She asked him to move from there and go inside the home.

Her baba home her heart cried as she stood there again all alone the love moment in which she sink herself in those night hours which she cherish that time are now haunting her she wants to leave everything this place, this country him his house all just she don't want to see his face ever now the betrayal is too much for her fragile heart that she felt her head dizzy if it's not the wall she is holding she is sure she would be collapsed on the floor next second when she felt eyes this much that she cannot see anything.

The body marks which she is hiding from her dupatta she felt rubbing her body till she can remove his every touch from her body. She wiped her tears harshly as she ring the bell, the same house from this story starts the first and most worst betrayal she got in her life the same house door which didn't open for her the same footsteps are heard which she heard that day but no one open door for her her heart cried when she remind how he offered his hands told her
Mere ghar chalo

When all doors are turned down he opened his door house with respect love she laughed. The door opened halting her thoughts as she sees her father wearing his specs and took a look on her worry on his face as he asked her to come inside. She cried on her misery or on her fate that only if he had opened that door that day and hugged her to tell her that he is with her this would not happen her state that Broken heart the betrayal she felt from her loved ones the  unsaid pain of her heart as she pulled herself inside and her mama asked her to sit on sofa as she caresses her hairs

Meerab baache kya Hua tumhari ye haalat .., kaha thi tum haya ne bataya tum apne kamre main ho isliye hum nhi aaye kya Hua Hai.."  her mama asked getting panic in her voice but she is too tired to answer them

Murtasim kaha hai ., itni raat gaye akeli aayi ho., aur aise kya Hua meerab kissine kuch hai maine kaha tha tumhe waha nhi jana chahiye..Maine kaha tha main apni beti ko rakh lunga ..." her father said in a mixed voice of anger and worry for her daughter

Her heart felt sore again as she sees her father mentioning his name , but she is numb not answering them

" aap sahi the baba..." she said in a hoarse voice from crying and for the first time she looked up from the time she came there and meet her father eyes

" mujhe vaha jana hi ni chahiye tha , aur abb main vahan jaungi bhi nhi..." she said in a determined voice

" meerab Hua kya hai ye to batao beta, tumhara aur murtasim jhagda Hua hai kuch to bolo bhabhi begum ne kuch kaha hai ..." her mama persuade her to talk

" mera ye keh dena kaafi nhi hai ki main jana nhi chahti ., jab uska mujhe ghar chodke jaake rishta khatam karna sahi hai to mera bhi yahan aana sahi hai aap kahe to chali jaati hoon aur rishta to humara jabhi khatam hogaya tha aaj to janaza utha hai bass ..." she said in a cold voice quivering with pain and betrayal

Her parents gets shocked listening her and his father placed his hand on her head
" tumhara faisla manzoor hai hume , aajke baad murtasim aur uss haveli se humara koi talooq nhi hai meri beti apne baap ke saath rehkar apne sapne poori karegi ..." Listening her father she felt her heart heavy and she hugged him but no tears left
" baba .." only the whisper left and her mama caress her hair from her back.

As the night gets deeper she felt the darkness of her room gets engulf her as she sits crossing her legs head buried between them and body shaking with the pain in her heart her mama had offered her that she will sleep with her today but she made herself clear that she wants some time alone as her father and mother had to leave for London today only as her mamujaaan had a heart surgery and sahil bhai had booked their tickets while her father offered her to come with them and she got agreed she wants to leave this place as soon as she can.

Haya came in her room after he left her just after they realize their actions what they had done in the heat of the moment her heart thinks that he regret it and he thinks that he had just cross his limits and had her made cross her limits which she is regretting the look on her face when she tremble on the floor as cries shook her his heart broke and he couldn't sit there doing nothing as she herself asked to let her alone for sometime. But she feels ashamed as they got in bed suddenly and ferociously devour each other the moans left in the room and as soon. She is too overwhelmed due to all this that she felt like crying how she had not confess her feeling how things took place before this which made her cry and pushed him gently from her but as he started to leave from room she wants him to hold her and wants him to confess his love and listens her the cuddling after their sessions the thoughts which left to unshared. This made her already sad and devastated and when he left haya entry fueled her heart state

" meri marzi ., meri marzi karne wali meerab kya Hua shohar ke haatho hi apni marzi ki kimat jaan li kaha tha maine jalogi aag main aur ye aag lagane wala bhi tumhara shohar hoga..,

Tumne mujhse mera murtasim Chenna tha na dekho tumse tumhara guroor sab chin gaya meerab ab kya karogi aur tumhe lagta hai vo tumhara isliye bana kyunki vo tumhe chahta nhi meerab.., she mocked her

Vo tumhara isliye bana kyunki tum uske liye ek Bazi thi jise vo hasil karna chahta tha abb dekho jab usne tumse tumhara sabkuch le liya to chod gaya na tumhe vo sirf gaddi ka janasheen hai uske liye sab Pana baaye haath ka khel hai .."

Badla chahti ho gussa aaraha hai mujhe sunke to chali jao chahti ho vo tadpe chod do usse., kabhi apni shakal mat dikhana kabhi nhi .."

She felt herself like a big fool when she listens her though she never made sense but her already insecure heart due to his leave betray her rational thoughts and she felt like she is saying truth before she came in this room she had saw herself how they are so in intimate position and he looked relaxed maybe behind her back they had more relation then they actually portray he had not confessed his love like he used to do when they made love but she had saw that when he had softly asked for her consent to move forward in their intimate moments the soft touches yet passionate like him, him asking her to stop himself when she is not comfortable as he had thrusted in her.

She feel loved is all this part of his plan ohh how naive she is to think that he actually loved her despite her flaws the khan murtasim khan who didn't let anyone disrespect him let her get him turn  him down at every moment. She felt used when she felt like he used to touch haya before her the same hands on her body which he used are used on other girl same like her. She feels numb and at that moment she stood up and left the home for good the gatekeeper asked her to sit in the car and she didn't want to risk her safety for him no way she is going to be a more pawn then she already was he got what he wanted now she will get what she wanted her freedom her dreams and most probably the peace.

Murtasim had returned home early in the morning hours when he felt lighter after smoking he smiled bitterly while driving when he thought about last night,  the best night of his life with his wife yet not she regret it didn't she and he felt himself like her tormentor as he thinks how he can stop himself if she had pulled him again to kissed him he can stop her he can backout when they are clearly not in a state to take their relation to next level yet they didn't trust each other fully and they had consummated, as he entered in the porch area his back hurts from all the night events he wants to rest now but his eyes are not dropping the ache in his heart to see her and apologize her to the next second to forgive him..she did equal participant in night but still she should be love by him not devour by him she is his woman who is made to love him be a man he can easily absorb rough actions but she being his meerab should be bloomed in his soft touches when it's her first time he knows how woman is so emotional for their first time but in their passionate hours he totally forget about this and continued to love her but the tears in her eyes He could not bear and left the place so she didn't feel suffocate in his presence in the room.

The physical pain in his hands is not even a ounce of pain which he gave her while he didn't respect her contract and let the boundary cross he already felt tired from all the events in the last Maryam zubair Malik., then restaurant scene him seeing her sitting with rohail and the slap is like a nail in the coffin when he lost his rational mind and snapped out his beast when he kissed her harshly and roughly but soon he felt her responding and when he wants to stop the same lust in her eyes for him he lost control.

He sighed and moved inside as he met his mother he meet her taunts firsts itself how naurez came before him and had made clear that he will not let Maryam cover in this house and he felt more tired now his sister is safe and happy atleast this is what he feels she got a good man he knows this, he made his mother calm first and apologize on their behalf how he didn't able to come to his sister's rukhsati and felt flushed from inside remembering why he could not attend it.

" abb jao apni biwi ko uthao, Allah kaisi jimmedar biwi hai tumhari tum to tum usse bhi hosh nhi raha ki uski nand ki ruksati hai ..kam se kam uthao jaake aur bolo ki uski kuch jimmedariyan hai...' saying she left and he nods his head ashamed to go inside his heart raced to face her again after night how she will react seeing him the same questioning which he avoiding from the time he came in the house and as he took steps towards his room the talk they had about ishq , their cozy moments and then yesterday night he closed his eyes as he entered the room

The silence which he met the same condition of the room as he left the same bedsheet cover down crumbled the pillows on the floor he frowned as he goes inside the changing room to sew her but no voice of her anklets which he usually hears , he thought to check in washroom his heart panic as he listen no voice from there too he runs outside in the lawn no she is not there then suddenly he felt something under his shoes and his Steps halted as he finds her ring under the bed peeking through it his heart turned cold with fear the ring means their marriage and she didn't taken it out from that time even when he left her at her parents home , his heart sanked at he felt her missing from room and from his life no she cannot go Like this she cannot leave everything like this when they had too much on their plate already to deal with between them. He runs outside to find her shouted her name in hope that she will be in the house may be in his chacha portion . The maids are too made clear to find her from every corner . His mother came listening his shouting and haya behind her

" Murtasim kya Hua,  chilla kyu rahe ho meerab ka naam aise .."

" meerab kaha hai .., meerab kaha hai maa..."

" aree mujhe kya maloom kaha hogi, mjhe laga andar so rahi hai , Hua kya hai aise chilla kyu rahe ho..."

" Meerab kamre main nhi hai., "

" are to yahi kahi hogi..."
Bakhtu came inside the living room" Malik meerab bibi kal raat ghar chodkar chali gyi chawkidar bata raha tha raat hi driver unhe apne ghar chodkar aaya hai ..."

Murtasim anger rose up and he clutch the ring tightly in his grip , she left him when he cannot leave without her how can she but felt his heart at relief when he listen she is safe at her home atleast in her impulsiveness she didn't leave alone at midnight he scowled and asked bakhtu to prepare the car

" abb kya huahai tum dono ke beech jo meerab phir chali gyi, tumhari aur meri aadhi jindagi usko manane aur ghar laane chali jayegi..."

He sees her dangerously as she spoke more and she knows she should not get his anger to that extent where things will get destroyed.

" maa begum maine kaha tha meerab kabhi iss ghar ki jimmedari nhi samjhegi, bahu hone ka farz Ada kiya hai kabhi usne ..murtasim ko har waqt bass pareshani deni aati hai bass .." Before she could say more he had gripped her tightly and  pinned her to the wall as he take a grip on her throat

" ek lafz Mat nikalana warna jaan le lunga tumhari., tumhe behan mana tha ghar basake apni jinmedari samjha tha lekin tum mera hi basaya ghar ujadne chali thi..." His grips tighten more and she gasped for breathe if not maa begum and Anwar who had come listening their voices pulled hjm back then she would be dead by now

'Isse le jaaye meri nazro ke saamne se isse pehle aaj iska janaza uthe yahan se , aajse ye apne dadiyal rahegi aur vahan ye mare ya jeeye khan se iska koi matlab nhi..."

Maa begum wants to say but listening the threat in his voice and haya condition she gulped and nods her head while Anwar tries to ask him about meerab sudden departure he left from there in the car calling waqas as he drove .Bluetooth in his ear while his grip gets tighten on the steering wheel knuckles get white

Waqas frowned and gets anger seeing his name flashing on his phone screen as he made his way out from the car to the airport.

Sahil had booked their flight before only but due to the emergency meerab had got her flight in afternoon and they had asked to reschedule their also but she had told them that she will come after them though they will come with her only but knowing how stubborn she is and she had to pack her certificate from her too they agreed half heartedly

" abb kyu kar raha hai ye phone mujhe jab sab khatam kar hi chuka hai to ab kya baat karni hai ..

" aap ek baar uthake sun lijiye , baat ko khatam kijiye abhi time hai flight main aap baat kar lijiye ..." anila urged hjm and he took the phone

" aab kyu phone kar rahe ho murtasim jab sab khatam kar diya hai meri beti ke saath kal abb humara tumse ya uss haveli se koi talooqat nhi..." He said angrily

Murtasim controlled his anger while inhaling deep breathe as he took a hold on accelerator
" mujhe meerab se baat karni hai phone de diijye uss chacha sahab, miya biwi ki baat hai aap beech main Mat padiye..."

" meerab se abb koi rishta nhi hai tumhara aur abb iss desh se jaa rahi hai apni padhai poori karne apne sapne poore karne humare saath flight hai uski, miya biwi ki baat jabtak tumhare ghar thi vo apne baba ke ghar hai abb ..."

" kahi nhi jaa rahi hai meerab,  aur kissiki parwangi se jaa rahi vo haa nikaah main mere talaaq nhi hua humara..., mein aaraha hoon usse Lena aur jo Hua hai humare beech vo main dekh lunga iss rishte se usse rihayi jabhi milegi jab mera janaza uthega chacha sahab..
Aapki beti qaayamt abb meri biwi hi rehne wali hai khuda hafiz..."

Saying he cut the call while waqas gets shocked as their flight announcement happened
" aap fikar mat kijiye humne humari beti ko kamzor nhi banaya hai waqas agr usne faisla le hi liya hai sab chodne ka to vo sab chor degi.."

" mujhe dar lag raha hai anila kahi vo uske saath kuch galat naa kare meri beti ka gunhegar hai vo."

" aap jaante haina meerab ko kamzor nhi vo ladna aata hai usse apne liye apne haq ke liye phir chahe uske murtasim khan hi kyu naa ho...aap bahar Rashid ke dijiye ki vo kissiko aane na de ghar itne vo aayega bhi meerab waha se jaa chuki hogi..."
He nodded and they started their journey

While meerab had freshen up and wore a plain black saree while her hairs flow in air on her back , she is packing her luggage the files the clothes she left there and moreover all the memories which she captured in this house as their daughter. Zipping her bag she took a hold of it and brings it down with the help of Zain bhai who works there  as she thought to wait at the airport only . As she comes out in the garden area she locked the door as saima baji will come late today so she herself locked the door but before she could left she listens a husky voice as she her nostrils get filled with the same sandalwood scent in which she blossomed last night and her hands froze as she listened while he grabbed her hand

" jyaada jaldi nhi jaane ki..." she froze as she listens his voice from back and she turned slowly to met with his dark pair of orbs and her body stilled the whisper of his name left from her mouth

" murtasim..."