This chapter will be in Levi's P.O.V. and this is story is before Levi's group is killed. I hope you enjoy ❤

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I wake up breathing heavily, sweat running down my face. Adrenaline pumping through my vains. I look around to see where I am. I feel a presence beside me. I look down and see a girl I don't recognize.

So... That means, what happened really happened.

"No, no, no!" I shout. The girl beside me stirs, waking up. She holds my hand.

"Baby, what's wrong? Are you still not satisfied? Cause I can--"

"Out." I command.

"What?"

"I said, GET OUT!" I say louder. She trembles and quickly throws on all her clothes, and rushes out the door. I look down at my hands. "What have I done...?" I whisper.

"Corporal Levi! Breakfast is ready down stairs!" Eren says.

"I'm not hungry. Go away, brat." I snap. I get up and change into my clothes.

"But, sir, you need to eat..."

"I said I'm not hungry, now leave!" His face saddens, but he leaves anyway. I go towards the door and look outside. No one is there. I leave the room and head to Y/n's room, hoping she's still there.

I go knock, but the door opened slightly, creaking. I push it open and see no one there. Her drawers are empty, clothes she didn't take with her are left on the floor. Her bed is all messy. 

I look down at the floor with my fists clenched. A tear falls down my face.

I lost her...
                                  why did I do it?  
       She left me...

                            I'll never get her back

      She hates me...

                                 My life is over

My life will never be the same...

                   I want her back

"My pity party will have to wait. I have things to do." I take a deep breath and leave the room and head down to the kitchen. As I enter, everyone looks at me.

"Finally! Shorty decided to join us! What took you so long? Go get Y/n!" Four eyes says.

"I... I can't." My voice is uneasy.

"Whatcha mean you can't?? Your legs seem to be working fine! Go upstairs and go get her."

"Speaking of her, who was that girl that ran out of your room?" Eren asked. Damn idiot!

"Fuck... What I mean by that I mean... She... Left. She's gone. And that girl has something to do with it." I explain the whole story to them. By the end of it, everyone is staring angrily at me.

"So you're telling me, she left because you couldn't keep your dick in your pants?" Eren snapped.

"Hey! Watch it. I'm still above you. Respect--"

"I refuse to respect someone who cheated on their lover! Y/n was an amazing girl and you chose some slut over her! And here I thought letting her go to you was a good idea..."

"What does THAT mean?" He stands up from his seat and walks over to me.

"I loved her. And you broke her heart. How do you feel now?" He whispers. "You know, knowing that there was someone else who could have treated her so much better than you ever could."

"Well, guess what? She would never love you now. Cause she's gone." I say. He lifts up his arm and draws it back, quickly swings at me hitting me in my face. I stumble back, holding my nose to keep the blood from getting everywhere.

People start holding both of us back from keeping us from fighting. Eren starts screaming (what's new?) At me saying it's all my fault. And he's right.

I could've prevented this...

I shrug off the arms holding me and turn around and head out the door. I head up to my room to do some paperwork to keep myself busy.

- A few nights later -

It's been a few nights. There's been no news on Y/n. And I can't find it in myself to sleep knowing she could be hurt or worse. There's a knock on my door.

"Name and reason." I say.

"It's me,Erwin, we need to talk about something."

"Come in..." He opens the door slowly and walks in.

"What do you want, Eyebrows?"

"I was just informed we are going to be going on a scouting mission in a few days. Be ready." He turns around and leaves, closing the door behind him.

And I'm left alone with my thoughts...

To be continued...

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