Arnav came back home all drained out, his life is not in his control anymore, he had thought he will punish Khushi for betraying him, will make her life hell and had started his mission to hate her as much as he could hurting her, cursing her but then in their time of night he could not control the love for her which brims in him and he ends up showing his weak side to her. But then again next day his cruel words with his cutting tongue will start its mission. He cannot believe even after facing such a cruel betrayal from her he was unable to hate her and one month before he came to know why? because deep down he knew in his heart Khushi cannot be involved with Shyam, she cannot stoop so cheap, all his heart's instinct came true when he himself heard from horse mouth about his web of lies he spin around him of his fake love life which in no way is true but all a big lie to which Arnav Singh Raizada a blind fool believed Shyam Manohar Jha and hurted Khushi an innocent soul. He regretted his every word, his every action he has done to Khushi, unleashed fury rushed inside him whenever he looks at Shyam.

He after deciding upon came to conclusion to make it up to her and make everything alright between, make her feel truly loved and cared by him but in this one month he had come to known he had lost her, she is not the same as his old Khushi but a girl who had died thousand death, her heart being ripped off from her brutally that too by her own husband. He had tried everything he could but she remained aloof and distance, she felt nothing. It is because of him she lost everything her dignity, her family and his family, he has succeeded in destroying her life, breaking her completely he thought self-disgusted with himself.

He entered his room and looked around for any sight of Khushi but she was nowhere to be found, keeping his laptop bag on table he came out after checking bathroom and poolside.

He met with Anjali in living room who was busy in stitching sweater for her baby. Arnav 'Di where is Khushi?'

Anjali 'she has gone out'

Arnav 'went out? But where?'

Anjali 'did you both ever told us anything?' she told him grimacing, Arnav looked at his upset sister, sighing he sat on the opposite couch, Arnav 'Di what is it?'

Anjali 'leave it Chotte you have started hiding many things from me, first your suddenly getting married to Khushi and then now this'

Arnav confused 'what this?'

Anjali 'don't behave as if you have no idea on what I'm talking about *shoving a file on his face* what is this? No one from you both bothered to inform our family, how could you Chotte? We agree being upset with you both but don't we have right to know about what is going on in your life?' Arnav looked at the file dreading, is it the contract file?

Anjali 'it is good that I was going to keep your clothes on your cupboard when I got hold of this file, otherwise no one would have come to know about it'

Arnav took the file from her hand opening it hurriedly; he got shock reading the heading, Anjali not seeing his rigid form 'how can you both hide such happy news from all of us.'

Arnav's eyes were stuck on the content on the papers caring less on what Anjali is saying 'Khushi Arnav Singh Raizada Pregnancy Report'

Nani came towards them 'what is it Anjali bitiya?'

Anjali 'Nani you won't believe it, we are going to have another new member in this house'

Maami 'hello hi bye bye who is this new member?'

Anjali 'hamare Chotte's chotte' Nani looked at Anjali wide eye, she shouted in joy 'really?'

Anjali nodding 'yes nani Khushi is pregnant and my chotte has become a father'

Maami 'hello hi Arnav bitwa is going to be father soon'

The three ladies grinned hugging each other, Payal came to them and listening on the news of Khushi being pregnant became all happy, Maami 'Khoon bhari taang when are you going to give me good news wa?' she huffed, Payal looked down not able to utter anything.

Nani 'Manorama they are just now married and have more time, let them give good news on their own time, and it is all God's grace'

Arnav looked up at the ladies, his eyes held emotion no one could understand, he rushed to his room closing the door behind him. Khushi is pregnant for two month and she did not inform him. They are going to be soon to be parents. He can't believe it, he don't know if he is ready to be father now but now when a child has come in picture he is ready to take the life as it is, he has been showered with a beautiful and good natured wife and now is being blessed with baby in his life. He cried reading the report again and again. But how can Khushi hide such important news from him. And why should she tell you argued his other part of the mind, knowing well how he treated her. But he had been trying to be good husband to her from past one month, isn't it? Is that enough to show in action which she does not believe to be true after his pushing her away so far.

Arnav shaked his head 'nothing matters now, his Khushi is pregnant which is important, and he will shower her more with his love for her and will win her back, Yes he will win her back.

But his happiness was short lived when he received the phone call, Arnav 'Arnav Singh Raizada here'

'Mr. Raizada, I'm Doctor Venu Mishra your wife's gynaecologists'

Arnav surprised started firing her 'what happen doctor? Everything is fine with my wife, isn't it?'

Doctor paused 'can you come over at my clinic now?'

Arnav 'sure, but all is fine right'

Doctor 'yes yes but please be here soon' Arnav confused with his heart dreading, feeling with heavy heart left for Venu Clinic. Reaching inside the hospital he was directly escorted to doctor's cabin who was waiting for his arrival.

Arnav sitting down 'what is it doctor?'

Doctor 'Mr. Raizada, your wife Khushi has come today afternoon'

Arnav 'she came?'

Doctor looking at the man for a minute in silence 'yes she did, she is still here'

Arnav sprang up on his feet 'still here, she is fine, isn't she? Why are you not saying anything? What happen to her?'

Doctor 'she came here for abortion'

Arnav shocked rooted to his spot, the word abortion ringing on his ears like a cursing sound. Arnav 'this can't be, Khushi cannot abort our child'

Doctor 'she did'

Arnav 'you mean....'

Doctor 'yes we had to abort her child'

Arnav staggered back not believing his ears, his eyes anguish on listening to the news, tears stinging his eyes as hot lava.

Afternoon Doctor 'Khushi are you sure?'

Khushi 'yes doctor'

Doctor 'but Khushi, why? Did anyone force you?'

Khushi 'No, no one force me for abortion.......please doctor I don't want this child, and as a mother I'm ready for the abortion on my own will'

Doctor sighed agreeing for Khushi's request, they did her abortion in another hour but Khushi has become weak and is admitted in the clinic. Doctor regretted what she did agreeing to Khushi's word and called Arnav.

Now looking at the broken man she felt more than guilty, Arnav swallowing his lump 'where is she?'

Doctor 'come with me?'

She took him to the ward towards Khushi's room, pushing open the door they came inside; Arnav looked at the bed seeing his Khushi all pale and is now sleeping.

Doctor checked on her, Arnav looked at Khushi's face, she is in pain and has dried tear marks, and he knew Khushi is not one of the girls who will kill her child, she loves kids then why did she not let their baby to come in this world.

After the doctor left he sat beside her, stroking her hair he kept his gaze on her worn out face. After an hour Khushi came to conscious, she opened her eyes only to be locked with chocolate brown eyes. Gasping she tried to move back but Arnav did not let her, making her firmly to lay down he gently said 'you need rest'

Khushi closed her eyes exhausted from the event. Arnav whispered softly 'why?'

She did not even look at him 'I don't want you to doubt as I'm carrying Shyam's child' her voice emotionless. Arnav felt like he is being slapped hard on his face soundlessly. Arnav cupping her face 'Khushi, I'll never doubt on our child's parenting, how you can think like that?'

Khushi looked at him 'why can't you? You think I'm having an affair with him then why will you not think it's his baby, and you had listened to his words and believed him, and why will you not do it again'

Arnav tears started flowing 'because now I know the truth, I know you are innocent and can never do something so cheap, will never betray me'

Khushi shaking her head 'only because you came to know the truth. What if you had not come to know my innocence? Would you have believed me? No, you would have accused of me carrying his child and I don't want my child to go through such a life where after one month I'll be left alone in this world with a tag of divorcee and my child as a sin'

Arnav in broken whisper 'Khushi!!! Don't say that, don't call our child a sin...you will not go away from me, I'll not let you go....please believe me....I need you in my life...I can't let you go...'

Khushi 'only because you know the truth now otherwise you would have kicked me out at the end of the six months. *taking long shuddering breathe* you had destroyed me fully, mind, soul and body and I let you destroy me, today I had even killed my child. What is there left for you to kill in me? I'm nothing today, so let me go Arnavji...I want to be free....'

Arnav 'No..no....please don't....I cannot live without you...I'm sorry...so sorry....please come back to me.....I'll do anything to get you back but please don't leave me....' Khushi turned her face away, closing her eyes drowning out Arnav's voice. Arnav felt like fish out of water, his actions had drove Khushi to this state, he wanted to kill himself but he knows death is easy way out. Gripping her hand tight he vowed to make all right in their world, to give all the deserved happiness she is entitled to.